#bb.solo

he wasn't an avid fan of it but he did catch a few episodes with his mom. it had a range, most of them being funny but there were also a few serious ones sprinkled in there. ( he had hopped to get a fun episode as well. ) and the rest of the time, he focused on just doing well. in his mind, he was happy to let his fellow group-mate take the lead on the show and only offer when it mattered. once he was called out with prhyme, seonghwa put his game face on and walked out.

the very first thing he did was try not to focus on the studio audience. it wasn't like the music shows, this was much more nerve wracking and he tried not to focus on the fact that he was being heavily watched. it got better once it came time to officially record, he had been able to focus on the host.

the introductions came and seonghwa managed to ease through his. there was only one downside. he wasn't happy with the guest he had at all, in fact, he felt bad. but it wasn't as if he could say anything. not much but a few helpful words because he felt like an outsider. and what he wanted to say was even worse, so he settled between disapproving and blank looks. ( at least he tried his best with reactions, following along with the group if he felt like it was alright. ) it was way easier than expected for him to sort of fall into the background, really only coming out with some pulling for the host as soon as they remembered he was there.

in the end, he voted that it was a concern.

a big one.

well, a solo schedule. the month was already packed and in full swing. they'd be busy but somehow they trusted him enough to do this job of all things. ( it was everything his v-live could've prepared him for. ) being a dj wouldn't be too bad today, he could do it. that's what he told himself at least as they arrived.

everyone was nice when he arrived, though seonghwa didn't make it a point to cause trouble or draw attention to himself. "you ready?" his co-host asked and seonghwa nodded his head a few times, trying to go over the script in his mind. "hello this is idol radio." his co-host started, introducing himself and seonghwa. "hello, i'm happy to be here as as a feel in dj for idol radio, i can admit i'm a little nervous."

yeah, he had been a member of convex for a few months now but he still felt new to the idol world.

there was a good natured chuckle and they were able to smoothly roll on. seonghwa personally felt like he had the personally for radio. once they got the ball rolling, he was able to go along smoothly. though, his focus was on being a help to his co-host. whichever way the other went, seonghwa did his best to follow. and it got better once they started to really interact with the other idols. it helped him along a lot, it was a little bit easier to relax and roll his shoulders back.

seonghwa also felt himself being happy with this. just a step-below variety. there was still the personality factor but it wasn't as visible. it wouldn't air on tv and you'd have to seek the radio show out. that helped a long way in him being mentally comfortable with doing the show.