#battyspeakz

he took us to this fancy resort cuz he didn’t wanna go alone

it was a really long dream but i can’t remember much from it and it makes me sad cuz i know the dream was real fun

like some things i DO remember:

- there was a dog that i had to take care of

- there was a hot tub in the hotel room and i remember being scared to go into it cuz i didn’t wanna overstep?? i guess?? patty told me it was ok tho :P

- i remember having an issue with security cuz they thought i wasnt supposed to be there

- and i remember having a suspicion that i was the favorite of the two sugar babies

fluff fic where reader supports/motivates patrick to sing spotlight for this “jam session” or whatever you’d call it - he doesn’t know if he can live up to expectations cuz that era is so far from who he is now

I ONLY NOOOOW JUST FOUND IT. OH MY GODDDD. I HATE YOU PINTEREST. WHATEVER. I DONT EVEN CARE.

started a new job and have been cleaning/organizing stuffs on my days off :P

I MISS U GUYS. THE URGE TO WRITE IS CRAZY.

I don't want to make you uncomfortable so I'm just checking.

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if i’m so completely honest… i love the idea.

would i do it any justice? probably not. but god, I WOULD TRY.

like imagining early era (specifically IOH era) patty with a mommy kink omggg it drives me WILD

BUT ALSO THANK YOU FOR CHECKING IN?? that’s so sweet :( genuinely means a lot cuz boundaries are important!!

(Take your time though i can wait :3)

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YOU GUYS ARE SO SWEET AND NICE :(

i’ve been brainstorming patrick fics but nothing has really stuck :/ (please give me ideas guys please please)

he’s hard to write for cuz he’s so … not crazy??

i have been wanting to write a divorced and/or affair fic with him but idk :P

gerard also teased me about liking some girl with rainbow hair which was funny and sweet :P