#batfoughtacat

EVERYTHING IS SUFFERING AUGHHHHH LET HIM LIVE

Sorrelstem: sister, her rock and comfort and she would die without her

u wanna kill cole?

i wont mention the old discourse since I've already talked about that before but they recently added two new mods one who's a homophobe and one who's an abuser 

Yujin expected Simon to come around and pick them up once again but this time...there he was..the prick. Percy. Why was he here too? And why was he standing so dangerously close to that vase someone of the dojo had brought from their trips? If he even dared to fucking drop it, they would get furious...a dangerous combination.Yujin wouldn’t get any shit from their sensei’s if that vase really would break but..they knew how much it cost. Another thing Yujin knew was that Percy would NEVER be able to pay that kind of money nor pay back the emotional value this piece of ceramic had.If Yujin remembered correctly, one of the older guys had brought it back then when they started Judo. They had to be like...4 or 5 years old. The older guys were really famous and adored by everybody.Sadly, the one who had gifted the dojo this vase passed away a few months ago and this was basically the last thing that was left of him besides the judo-gi he had left here after his last training session.Simon excused himself since he really needed to use the bathroom. Now it was just them...the injured judoka with the uncomfortable knee brace and the freckled idiot who had punched their face a few months ago. His eyes were locked with theirs, his expression unreadable...what was he up to now?For a second, their hazel eyes looked to the side and they saw his hand slowly pushing the precious gift of the late sensei. No fucking way he would ever do this?! Did he even know that this wasn’t just some old piece of junk?! A few students always brought flowers for it and took great care of it. One thing the judoka’s in his dojo had todo was honor their elders and sensei’s...so the first thing they had to learn was treat the dojo as it was their own home. Yujin remembered that sometimes, they had to clean the vase from dust while the others had to clean the floors. After some time, it was just natural to take care of these things...Slowly, the vase slid towards the edge and their eyes grew wider, His gaze didn’t break at all. Why the fuck was he doing that? To just annoy them?As it was almost falling, Yujin rushed from the other end of the entrance to catch the vase. They made a full dive towards the vase, crashed on the ground but caught it. Barely...but Yujin had it in their shaking hands as the pain of their knee just got thousand times worse.Of course they had to land on their weaker knee, it was the one they used usually to fall on when it was still okay. But now it wasn’t and they had just talked to Aiden about thinking of getting surgery done on it. The pain just got worse after they visited the doctor who confirmed that Yujin needed rest. It was unreasonable of them even to go on with the training and the competition. When it came to Judo, Yujin didn’t think much. They wanted to win, they wanted to get better and make a name! Landing on their knee...was just stupid.“That was an accident!”, the freckled guy said and they didn’t even need to look up to know what kind of face he was making. “S-shut the fuck up, okay?!”, they hissed and felt unable to move for a while. Many things went through their head now...one was that they saved the vase, another was how much of a fuckhead Percy was and why Simon needed to go to the bathroom RIGHT NOW...and the last one was that they wouldn’t be able to go home tonight if there was nobody that could help them and Yujin would advice Simon to not take them home. Not because they were angry at him or Percy..but they KNEW who would be furious to see them like that and Percy standing next to them.“Just...go. Okay? Just...just fucking go and never come back, Percy.”

For a few weeks now, Yujin sometimes met up with Simon for a quick tea. Nothing big, just small talk and they liked to stay in contact with other people besides the ones that were already their close friends. It also looked like Simon wanted to be really sure that they don’t press any charges but Yujin didn’t think about that at all. Going through all that would be troublesome and stressful, after their training and competition, they didn’t have the mind to do all that. Not to mention their injured knee which probably really needed surgery since yujin neclected the problem for so long.But talking to other people was entertaining too, even if Yujin was told to rest most of the day, they appeared at the gym sometimes and watched the others train their hearts and soul out. Their sensei told them a thousand times to just go home and rest there but their words were always the same. “No, I can’t miss training.”After most of the students left, Yujin had a bit time to meet up with Simon and talk a little and drink a tea. Weird, they got along just fine with him...why was it so hard to even talk to Percy then? And how was someone like Simon able to tame this beast then? Well...somehow he was able to. Maybe the really horrible puns made Percy smile once in a while.“Heh..why would you even need that? Just put a few opals on Percy...he is going to protect you if anyone looks the wrong way at you hehehe.”It wasn’t wrong...Yujin thought that was how their friendship was working.

It didn’t seem like the best idea to remind him of that big something he was so embarrassed about so she just kept silent for a moment. The two were just talking a bit about their family life back then, a little more open than before. Camila and her family were not on good terms, just like Cole wasn’t on the best terms with his parents. She knew why Cole ended up in Marina’s cafe and lived with Yujin for some while but she couldn’t really imagine how things could turn that sour with your own flesh and blood until she remembered that her life wasn’t the best either.“My sister had a lot of problems with my parents just like I had. I was the older one so i had to take her under my wing most of the time. I’m sure you saw her once or twice. She was one of Yujin’s good friends from school but she turned so..bitter...a lot of problems with herself that..I had too. But I wasn’t quick enough to take her away from our parents.”Camila remembered that they never were rich. Their parents were working and working and the time they weren’t working, they were stressed and tense. “Of course when I lived there I was... lets say...different from now. And as I slowly changed into what I felt who I really was, my parents got really angry at me and threw me out. Thank god it was after I had a job so I could afford to live alone in a small apartment and eventually bring my little sister with me. I lived there for so long just because of her. She needed money for different things and with my job i was able to bring in the groceries and pay part of the bills. You think my parents saw that? They were far too exhausted from work, too mad about the fact that I wasn’t their...son.”Camila rarely talked about her whole transitioning period but she never wanted to keep it a huge secret. All she wanted was help her sister to see that it wasn’t bad to be different from the rest, encourage her to do what she wanted and love who she wanted without any bias. Obviously, Camila failed and now her sister was dead. Granted, not because of anyone..it was an accident and still, it was really sad. “I just can’t forget that my own sister treated me just like our parents talked to me. She looked down at me despite me trying to help her when our parents couldn’t. Now, i didn’t expect her to accept me but a small part wanted it..and then she ran after me like a maniac with scissors and cut the hair I had grown. Heh..I keep it like that now because..well yeah it does look better but I felt so..embarrassed too. Humilliated and I never wanted to go back to that house again.But that happened a few years ago...and I try to move past that. Family isn’t always the best support system in your life..and family doesn’t need to share your own blood..but that’s what I learnt over time.”