âWhere do we go from here?â boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
âI..donât knowâŚâThere were many questions in Yujins headand yet it was so blank from all the recharging and sleep they got over the past week. Now, they felt different,a little stronger and yet incredibly weak from not eating or drinking at all. What had they done? For that matter, what had the two of them done a week ago? Being caught, guns drawn at them. Some guys were just really afraid of them and Yujin didnât get what was going on. Their scheme suddenly turned against them, they got caught and almost killed. Thinking about it again made their head ache a little more.Yujin never thought they would kill a human being..or two or three..yet they remembered the feeling of strangling someone and yet just looking at them squirm and drool. No regrets, they wouldâve shot the two right in the head if Yujin hadnât done it.The student remembered that they had a similar discussion about morals and humanity with Jack before. Was it before christmas? Or even later or earlier. Probably a lot earlier in their relationship.People never really cared about them, people only looked and admired them because of these weird powers that they finally started to control. Either the society around them was amazed and used them or was scared and wanted to kill them. Was that really fair?One day, the two of them would be dead because of these people.âWe..did some stuff..and now we need to hide. Yeah..I guess what we did is worse than the things we did beforeâŚbut..I donât feel bad.But..I gotta thank you for..getting me out of thereâŚâNo idea how they got back to the apartment, Yujin had just blacked out right after their powers came to an end but he had to be the one who did it. Just a few bruises and scratches were left from that time.The situation was pretty nervwrecking. Yujin didnât know what to do. Move out of their apartment? Could they still go to college and act like nothing happened? Probably not..the cops saw their face, people would know Yujin was at least involved. Could they go to the store and get food? Well Althea thankfully didnât notice that they suddenly hung out with the guy who robbed her but stillâŚYujin felt like they were just lost after this incident. Their old life was now truly wrecked.Thank god Cole wasnât dragged into this mess. He was the kind of guy who would want to jump into this just for them. Though they were just friends now, Yujin knew that he wouldnât really stop loving them just nowâŚit had been a few years now and he had seen them around with the aussie beforeâŚâUhnâŚseems like we wonât get out of that easily.ââShit was never easy before,Yujin. Now they just want usâŚââDead?ââYup.ââYeahâŚCan we even stay here?ââThey didnât show up all week so I think for now we are safe.âNight was already covering the city in a dark veil and only the street lights were flickering outside. Tonight, they just seemed very different from the last time. Dimmer, barely there. Was the city falling into a deep depression after a few people had fallen? Yujin had to do it, they were very convinced about that. But what about next time? If they werenât fast enough or if Jack couldnât do anything because he was exhausted as well? One of them could die any second. In their sleep, on the streetâŚduring any moment.âHeyâŚââMh?âOnce, Yujin awaited to have that moment with someone else. With Cole..they hoped that their love would one day awake just like his and that their words would be just as honest as his were. But that day never came...instead..the day came now..just with a different guy,different circumstances. Their life was almost over and yet they were still here. What a eventful week...different from the boring life they had before. Yujin loved their student life, Studying, cooking for their boyfriend, driving their friend around for a late midnight snack, falling asleep on the couch after trying to watch a movie. These things were nice and Yujin liked them...and then this outstanding man came into their life. Different from all the people they knew and would ever get to know, thatâs how the younger one felt. And then they shared a bond that made Yujin walk over all their morals and priorities and they didnât know why. Was it stupid to do things because of the love you had for someone? Yes..and no. Yujin had never felt this love that Cole was always talking about. This ticklish, bittersweet feeling he sometimes described.Now, they kinda did. Closer, closer, suddenly so far off and close again. It was as if they had to run to reach the answer and their soul mate at once to be satisfied and once they did this annoying zapping happened. Was he afraid?Didnât he like Yujin? No..he did and his reaction to their hugs or even kisses proved that. If Jack hated Yujin or just liked them, he would never even let them do it or they would feel a painful zapping rushing through their whole body. With that knowledge and their thoughts in their mind, they just stared at him for a while until his two-toned eyes shifted away. He couldnât stand it...not that long. Jack had the power to throw objects around and make technology his bitch but humans or people were still a mystery. He himself didnât know how he was working and what his mind did and he had expressed that he had no clue what love really was. Family, friends, partners..all the same. At one point they would leave,tearing a big olâ hole in your heart that would take years to fix.And thatâs what they had felt before too. They didnât want to offend anyone for feeling sick around others or being weird so they never attempted to do anything. Others just admired them because âthey were differentâ but more than exchanging email addressed and social media infos never happened. However, While Yujin took the time to get to know Jack, he also never objected to get to know them. Agreeing on staying in their apartment for a bit, letting them clean a few things, buy a few things. It was always just âfineâ or âalrightâ when Yujin asked if they did something wrong. Perhaps they did cross a line here and there but when the aussie thought about it a little longer, he caught himself wondering why he didnât storm off or told them to fuck off right away. Instead he was just ...really sensitive with them and their feelings, still expressing whenever it was really too much.âDidnât have time to stare when you were sleeping the whole time so you are doing it now or what?â, he teased them with the usual smirk, only triggering and giving them enough courage to do what they had in mind .Their cheeks were burning once again but not uncomfortably, just enough to make them reach out for him gentle enough. Their arms were still like goo after all this time of not drinking and eating, their whole body weak enough to fall right when they were close enough to him. A failed hug that made the young man hold their shoulders so they wouldnât just fall flat on their face, even if the ground beneath them was a blanket.âShit, what are you planning now?! Killing yourself by trying to do your hug stuff?âAs mean and rude as it mightâve sounded to some, Yujin knew he was worried enough, just couldnât express it like everybody else on this world.âHeh..I didnât expect myself to be that weak after waking up...â, Yujin laughed, biting their lip right after they had stopped with laughing and tried to sit straight. Not as easy as the judoka thought it will be but their grip was still on his should for support so they couldnât slip that easily.âShut up and rest...you are still not okay.ââYou shut up..Iâm fine. I still can talk..so itâs fine.ââInstead of running your mouth with useless shit you could just sleep.ââOnly if you rest too..you look awful.âDark circles and a worn out face was nothing new for Jack. Yujin only knew him like that and rarely ever did he sleep much more than he needed. Either he was outside and doing shit or inside entertaining his audience. The only times where Yujin saw him sleep was when he was napping for a few hours or during the time in winter where they were snowed in. âTch you look awful!ââDo I?!ââNo! I mean...Yeah! But not...arg..you know!âThey enjoyed the little bickering between the two and getting him a little more flustered each time. Finally, they gave in and promised to rest a little more after eating and drinking something. It wasnât much and it didnât taste that good...but neither Yujin nor Jack were the best cooks,especially not in a worn out state like this.In the end, the two were just laying on the bed, the window opened a little so the cold air could come in for a little. Lights going on and off within seconds, cars honking. Close to midnight.âCan I come a little...closer?ââ...mhm.âSo they did. The black-haired kinda knew he was really about to fall asleep. Once he was laying, there was no going back. So they had to be quick with what they wanted to say.It was nice to lay on someoneâs chest for once. Thatâs how couples did it,right? and it didnât hurt or feel awkward. They were still taller than he was but fuck that..nobody saw their feet dangling over the edge of the bed right now. A little awkward, the whole situation...though, the two of them had been laying around like this a few times now before that. It was never a big deal. Perhaps now, it was just...weird.âHey..ââMhm...?ââI think I...no...I...I do love you...âNo answer, just the feeling of having said something he already knew and yet didnât expect right now or ever really.Really unsure and careful, he replied with a âI...knowâ and while his answer didnât give them really much insight in what he felt, his body language and heart said enough for Yujin to connect the dots.âYouâre an idiot.ââ...Heard that beforeââA jerk...a rude asshole...ââMhm..yep...nothing new...ââBuut...âAs they looked up to their partner, they imagined him to just look as unphased as always. A flat face...instead, his usual unreadable face was pressed deeply into the pillow,tilted a little and burning like fire. As red as their cheeks had been for a while now, just looking off to the ceiling to avoid their hazel eyes.âLetâs..just be together...âThe young judoka wrapped their arms around him carefully and slowly as Yujin was still feeling weak and tired. In return, he rather hesitantly did the same. Still a little afraid to hurt them right now or to make a big mistake.â...Kay....If can take that...if you can take me..and ..all that shit.ââI almost died because of you!ââSame,idiot.ââDonât give me such a stupid disclaimer then...edge lord.ââTch...canât handle that much; I see...ââGoddammit...I hat...no..I actually love that shitty attitude..âAt least somehow, they were sure that he did want them on his side.













