May 10, 2020
i got a pretty dog to compensate for my ugliness
#text#and thats a fact#yes i feel miserable#im gonna call the doctor or whatev on monday and tell them that whatever they gaveme is making my skin worseeeee#im not expecting much thought tbh bc she's not a dermatologist just an allergist#and she told me to put the gel on for 10 days and see her again in...TWO MONTHS#how does that make any sense#basically unhelpful#and didnt recommend seeing another professional or anything soooo#i also reached out to my regular doc of my uni#and the receptionist was just like talk to ur allergist#first and if they're not responsive come to us#and im just like#jesus christ the american healthcare system sucks balls#i feel so unsupported and in the worst of hands lmfao#so i called a dermatologist by myself and theyre only booking new patients in august#istg.....#i will break social distancing to fly back to france and see someone competent#i cannot deal w this bs anymore jfc#feels like they're just treating the symptoms and not trying to get to the bottom of it#like why the FUCK am i getting this fucking stupid rash and also WAHT THE FUCK ISIT#im so doooooooneeeeeeeeee#for now i just pray people look at my dog instead of my stupid ugly face#bc i look disgusting#:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))#free of charge thoughts
