#basic acting

In acting class today, my teacher started by announcing, "Okay guys, now get into two groups.  We're going to make ourselves into bobsleds."

And I was like

Everyday

For a week

We would try to FEEEEEEEL the motion

ALSO

My group and I were trying to figure out the most efficient way to create a racing bobsled of bodies

and some kids were all like, "yeah, it will be like a human centipede thing--"

"NO. No it won't.  Don't.  Do not say anything about a human centipede.  You DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING."

And they were like, "...what??"

And only two other kids knew what I was talking about

and they tried to explain it

"So, it's this movie---"

I'm happy to do it, but I'm tired, and it's mostly digressed into vague, metaphysical speculations.

But

This is also prerequisite, classic 101 Basic Acting

so

hopefully, this will end up

reasonable

and i must say, it's amazing how real this is right now.

it might be the realest thing i've felt in a long time.

im sitting at my desk, writing pages and pages.

and i'm shaking, i feel like a panic attack possible, but that's okay.

this is really beautiful.