#barkin pup

you need anything? water? let me grab some for you-

hehe, let go of me for a sec lil dog, ill be right back okay? promise?

hm? hey, no, its okay, its okay. the water can wait. you poor thing, of course ill stay. come here, just let me.... lie on my chest alright? can i touch your hair? yeah?

awww does it feel nice? im glad. i love your hair, its so nice and pretty. you look so lovely lil pup. i loved watching you cum earlier. you make such adorable noises!

you took it all so well darling... gosh, im so proud of you, you know that? i cant wait to do all this again.... you... you liked it all right? you had a good time?

yeah? hehe oof! youre squeezing me pretty hard baby! eee! that tickles!

huh? oh um,.. no, i didnt. but its fine! itll... i mean it takes a while for me to- i usually dont when-

well cause, you know i gotta use a toy and stuff and-

you... youre sure you're not tired? its really okay if we just-

mmnfh! oh- okay its in the... you promise you wont laugh?

yeah, by the um... i know its ridiculous but-

ah! mnh... um... yeah, thats, thats it..

but it needs to be... argh im really sorry puply i... it needs to be in a really specific.. i know its probably really annoying-

you... you really dont mind? youre sure? okay...

hah... oh god im really turned on, that scene was alot... ! s .. stoooop stairing like thatttt eeehehe!

mh! n-no! its ok, you dont h-have to do anything, really...

um... nh! o- okay well um... you could touch- mh!!!! y-yes! good pup good pup thank you thank you thank you oh my god your hands feel so so so nice on my skin-

oh- ohhhkay okay i... i think im gettin... wait... argh!! fuck!

no... i lost it... damnit

...s.. sorry. i know im taking a while but-

... th.. thats really sweet.... most people get... tired of waiting hehe...

you really mean that?

o... okay... let me...

... hah... mnh!

...

fuck okay-

oh god oh my god, please please please please please- im so close, im so fucking close-

fuck!

...

mgngmgh....

eheeehe!! yesssss... thank you for letting me-

eee! you were watching me that whole time... its so embarassingg.

you... really liked watching that much?

ehee! okay! okay! point taken. just remember whos in charge here lil pup! now lets get us both some water.

like. didnt cry. i held it together for her. maybe i should have asked to stay but im always the one asking, always. why doesnt anyone ask ME to stay? why doesnt anyone want me?

"i mean, fuck, if youre not gonna touch me the least you could do is tell me you want me to touch you."

i dont want to have to dom to be desired. i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want her to pet my head. i want her to tell me she loves me, she wants me. i want her to kiss me, to beg me to touch her. i want her to play with my hair and cal me handsome and beautiful. i want her to hold me and i want her to tell me shes sorry and i want her to be kind and i want her to kiss me all over and cling to me.

and she doesnt and i ask why and the spiral always ends with thinking that people like me dont get to have that

i want! why why why why why wont you kiss my hair again?????? becaue i know why. i know why. its my body. i know its my body. i know im hard to look at. cute. but sometimes when im stupid or when i want to feel happy i imagine you running your fingers throgyh my hair calling me a good boy, saying i did a good job. touching me, really touching me. snuggling me and giving me a hug. getting me water. wiping my tears away. saying you think im handsome. telling me im not annoying or a bother. telling me you like me. telling me you love me.

its not reality. its a soft verson where i am allowed to be good allowed to be loved by girls like you. but i am a bad dog, and everyone can tell i am a bad dog. i leak and stew abd take up space with a body that is foul. i know you said i wasnt grotesque. that i deserve to want things and that was nice of you to say and i especially liked it when you pressed your kips to my knuckles, but ut usnt true, is it? pleae kiss my knuckels again though. please hold my hands tightly like you did when i started to cry after you told me "we take a while, i mean, you take a while" maybe you didnt mean to say that touching me isnt worth it because i take to long to cum. but even if you didnt, its still true. how can i deserve to wan thinkgs when i dont deserve to even be touched? but i fantasize you touch me anyway. i imagined asking for a massage.. you'd say no, which is fair, i wouldnt want to touch me either but i fantasized about saying yes, about having you touch me touch me touchm me touch me, press you artist fingers into my back and touch me touch me touch me and care for me and touch me. about runnijg your hands over my back, disgusting, about runing your hands over my back, rubbing the back of my neck. about reaching down and touching me, about whisperijg to me and kissing me and toucing me. i cant help myself im sorry. im sorry