#bared teeth

new source memory just dropped, joys, why can't it ever be something nice like thires face, anyway time to find where the fuck its from this time

corrie curse is real because how can a tight muscle hurt So fucking much, i can just lay on my back and hope the combination of anti inflammatory gel and meds and panadol/codeine and a massage and heat pack helps it enough for me to sleep ffs, its been an hour and a half and i dont want to take my arm off anymore but im sure as shit not comfortable

i hate nightmares that dont get bad until the second before i wake up fuckkkk

we havent rlly had a flare for ages and ofc we start one while leaving for the airport, i feel like im going to pass out and die rifht here and im in the kriffing airport, thanks body, please let our geart rate go below 125 body, i have fed and watered and rested you body

were lowkey so sick of singletsonaing 24/7 but but going 'so hey btw thats Not my name' is so embarassing and i hate it also

it is so frustrating wanting to talk about something and bam selective mutism hammer

I've never actually really seen anyone who genuinely hates my source until last night Two people called my source space hitler to my face, not knowing who i am, i find that a little funny but it was also really fucking jarring considering The Memories

what if i wanna get worse just like a tiny bit