#banshee (marvel)

I think I'm going to make a GoFundMe. Or post my cashapp. I am in debt. I can't pay my medical bills because I have no money. I can't pay for a therapist or my medicine anymore. I can't pay my phone bill.

Let me break this down more.

The reason I am in debt is that my mother is petty. I told her I didn't feel loved by her and she hurt me my whole life. She got mad so she took her card off the automatic pay for my therapist and medicine supplier. (Physically and mentally hurt me in my childhood until 14. My mother is a narcissist and she is a disgusting person. When I went to the mental hospital she took my phone. But that's a whole different story.)

Why don't I get a job? I can't. I've applied for many places and they won't hire me. I've been looking for a job for over a year.

Why don't I ask for money from my parents? I can't. They told me I have to pay for those things myself. (Literally can't because I have no money)

Why don't you move out? I can't. I have nowhere to go. No friends. No family. I have nowhere. I would be homeless.

Why do I need medicine? Well, this one's a bit obvious. I am mentally unstable without my medicine. I need to take it every day or things will end badly for me.

Why do you need a therapist? Because I have no one to talk to who is safe except professionals.

Do you have a car? No, I don't. I don't even have my license. No one really helped me drive at home. My family was supposed to fix a car for me but they never worked on it. (I have literal mechanics in my family.)

-The scenes where Shaw tortures Erik made me so mad, the part where Erik loses his mother made me cry :(

-Well well, I now have a new OTP

-The scene where Logan got introduced and the first thing he said was “go fuck yourselves” XD

-“Alright, now I need you to scream as loud as you can” *squawks*

-Emma Fucking Frost

-Darwin deserved better :’(

This consists of the giant size X-men team, I’ll do other characters like Kitty later on as this team is big enough to work on. As of now I am not giving them any Legendaries as those are to rare and op to give to them.

Storm:

Zebstrika-Starter

Emolga

Mamoswine

Lapras

Garchomp

Pyroar(Female)

Colossus:

Machamp

Snorlax

Aggron

Tauros

Swampert

Dragonite

Banshee:

Exploud-Starter

Noivern

Hawlucha

Galarian Weezing

Mismagius(Shiny)

Boltund

Thunderbird: This was a little harder to do because I don’t know a lot about him and had to look a lot of it up

Braviary-Starter

Bouffalant

Druddigon

Scolipede

Sigilyph

Carracosta

Nightcrawler:

Greninja-Starter

Manectric

Grimmsnarl

Houndoom(Shiny)

Seviper

Aegislash

Sunfire:

Talonflame-Starter

Volcarona

Turtonator

Haxorus

Lycanroc-Midnight

Emboar

Wolverine: He was hard to do but I figure he hasn’t had his own Pokémon since he was a child, partial due to his long life and memory issues for a while. He does catch a couple Pokémon or is given some after joining the X-men

Stoutland-He had it as a Lillipup as a child but he hasn’t seen it since his mutation manifested, isn’t technically a starter but it was his first Pokémon.

Ninetales-Starter

Zangoose

Bisharp

Sandslash-Alohan

So I know I said I'd be deleting all of my roleplay blogs. I've thought about it and I won't be doing so. I did delete three of them. Three that I never used and ones that no one cared to interact with.

I'm keeping @baby-banshee-barnes and @official-captainrogers

I am keeping Birdie's account because it was made specifically for a friend.

And Steve's account I'll be keeping because I really love it and I wanna spread awareness about things. I love my friends I've made because of that account but I need to focus more on myself. I was taking so much time to roleplay and care for others that I forgot to do those things for myself.

With @itsyourcaptainspeaking I may keep it. I'm not sure. I really love the storyline for that account. I may make a fic about mobster Steve using that storyline. Not sure.

I was getting so overwhelmed from all of my accounts so I deleted the least used ones. I also deleted them because no one was really interacting and it made me sad because people didn't wanna interact with my oc etc.