#bandsupportnet

chloe (the C and L are silent)

yo follow my twitter and then message me here for a blograte/ selfie reblog / a bad joke / my eternal love / basically whatever u want

I have no idea what is so unlikable about me. What is wrong with me that people dont like me, even as a friend? Why do the few people i consider my best friends consider me like maybe a casual friend? Why is it that when i need them the most they arent there? Why am i so unworthy of friends and of love? Because i feel like garbage most of the time. The most common thing while im hanging with the few friends i have is for me to start saying something and slowly lowering my voice and pretending i never said anything because they didn't even notice i was talking. Is that all i will get because thats all i deserve? I just don't want this to keep happening. It makes me feel so horrible about myself and it makes me think about doing stuff I shouldn't even ever consider. But i do. Thats the problem. I just want to be loved for who i am. And not even in a romantic way, just even in a friendly way. Is that too much to ask?...

yeh yeh !! i’d be up for doing anything, just to get to know the people in the net better B)) 

i really wanna do something cool and fun with the bandsupportnet group. in the other networks i’ve been in, online games and tinychats and random stuff go on all the time, yet i’ve seen ghost of that in the net lately. mostly just text posts or selfies. where are all my ghosties at? if there’s enough people up for it, i’ll totally make a tinychat to go to, and i’d be up for answering any questions y’all got, and giving a heaping dose of hearted advice.

yet again, it’s another snow day. is anyone seeking advice, or just needs someone to talk to? im planning to be on tumblr all day.

you're beautiful. go out and rule the day.