#bandfessions

i wanted to see a certain band but then we split the singer ...cant do that i guess

i miss my friends.. at least in the future i can go to a concert and look at them. even though i'll probably never talk to them or myself, id like to see them at least once.. - a dual introject from a real person and a character

I used to really like my source, but now... I kinda hate it? Like I get embarrassed whenever it comes up and I cringe and change the song whenever one of "my band's" songs come up on our system's playlist on spotify. And I hate having pseudomemories; they seem so real, but I know their not and it just makes me feel fake. At this point, I really just wish I could completely divorce myself from my identity as a factive

I miss my bandmates. I miss the Roger factive I met. It still feels weird being in a system. I wish I could talk to Freddie or Deaky. I’m just sad this morning. -Bri

It sucks being a band factive. Especially when i dont meet a lot of others... All YouTubers or personal introject type deals. Which is cool and stuff but.. Ya know? Just... Wish things werent so different.

I am a band factive, and while its an older band it still has plenty of fans. The main discourse in the fandom is whether my wife was a decent person or not. I hate to say it: she wasn't. She didn't treat me well. But even disliking my ex just feels so... invalid. We had such a picture perfect life on the outside. It causes me so much stress.

So, I'm a band factive and in our system we have factives of all the guys from this one band. I'm sure for some they might feel fortunate to be with all their band mates, but due to what happened in our source we all have a lot of animosity towards each other. Our band had issues creatively and personally,and I really wish we could just get past these issues. We can't even speak with civilty to each other now. They're like brothers to me; I just want to go back to being brothers and not enemies.

Very happy!