#bandbro

the guy gives me a cute thoughtful christmas present and i've been avoiding eye contact ever since

walking with him to seventh period today made me realize how much i missed him these past few months :((((

uuugh i had this really nice dream about him why why why why why

i finally realized that i should just stop liking you that way. it's obvious you love her. it's obvious that you don't see me any more than a friend. and i'm surprisingly relieved to let you go. now i'll just continue being that close friend you needed uwu

i'm tired of this. all i want is to have you all to myself and i can't. i have to pretend that you don't cross my mind all the time.

even though i was with him all day today i still cant wait to see him tomorrow because then i'll have him all to myself for a little while uwu

these past three days were so perfect and tomorrow i finally get to see him after a whole week uwu i can't wait to see his face when i give him his presents

he messaged me saying that he missed me at school today and i really want to buy him a gift so he knows i'm missing him too