#uuuuuugh

What if there was a universe where Zanka and Jabber were together then broke up because Zanka chose to stick to his strict family’s projects for him and left Jabber behind when his family disapproved their relationship. Zanka then do his best to please them but it never seems to be enough. And sometimes he thinks about when Jabber and him used to hang out and it was the closest he felt to freedom, memories becomming a burden to bear.

Then several years after the breakup, he meets Jabber again. And Jabber seems to have moved on just fine, like they never existed. It has a HUUUGE impact on him.

Except Jabber hasn’t really moved on.

anyways guys uhhh uhf i love flowery i. love flowery

niall eventually tried to work through things and seemingly was able to do so well enough that he reconciled with several people he wronged throughout his life. ruben doesnt even want to be capable of that, so he never will be. niall was living proof that anyone could change, and ruben spit in the face of that, rejecting all the chances he got to alter the path he was on until the bitter end just so he didnt have to admit he was wrong to begin with.

everything ruben does has an excuse; thats all it's been his whole life: excuses. he cant help it, hes sick, its because of his father, everyones wrong about him, they just dont want to understand him. niall never had that luxury, even though some of the same excuses could have been used for him by the end. he tried, but no one else was ever willing to entertain that from him the way maura and lori and niall himself were for ruben.

Source: H50 Official Twitter account

How it looked like on the CBS store (on the Wayback Machine):

...and it wasn't just that t-shirt! There was also a red and black variant t-shirt, a pullover hoodie, an apron, and a coaster!

Source: CBS store via Wayback Machine and here for the coaster.

For anyone that doesn't know (I didn't), this picture is a reference to an iconic scene from a movie called Lady and the Tramp from 1955: