Pairing: B.Katsuki x introverted/quiet reader
Trope: angst to fluff
Summary: reader and Bakugo are dating in middle school,she overhears some girls talking about their relationship and gets a tad bit insecure, starts spiraling until Katsuki finally confronts her à«ź ˶ᔠᔠá”˶ á
p.s:this is my first drabble but I hope yâall like it
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âWell heâs gonna break up with her sooner or later I mean why would someone with such a bright future be with someone like her. Sheâs like a big blahâ
â~neehhh youâre right mei-chan, do they even act like a couple in public oh wait does the mute even speak? Honestly I think heâs with her cause he pities her.â
â~ouuu thatâs gotta be the reason cause why would someone like bakugo look at her, heâs got so much potential and then you have herâŠ. Sheâs soooo damn boringâ
âKay girls letâs run to class weâre already 20mins late
âShoot weâre sooo done forâ
~Bathroom door rattles and shuts CLUNK
I mean theyâre not wrong, sometimes I do ask myself why someone like katsuki keeps me aroundâŠI guess he truly just does feel bad for me maybe if I were more outgoing and headstrong he wouldnât feel like this.
shit Iâve been such a bad girlfriend dragging him down with me, Iâm sure heâs disgusted and is just waiting for the right time to get rid of me I mean why would he want someone like me anyways I canât even express myself properly when Iâm with him. Iâm so damn boring, I wish I was as headstrong and goal oriented as him maybe then he wouldnât pity me and let me stay by his side even when he leaves for UA
I bet heâs already tired of me
Well I guess itâs best if I distance myself from him now That way it wonât hurt when he finally leaves me
RING RING RING RING RING RING
Oh itâs already time for lunch.
wiping the remaining tears hoping katsuki had already left with his friends, I ran to class to pick up my stuff and headed to the roof as I had already lost my appetite
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The crisp breeze hit my face as soon as I opened the door to the rooftop, sometimes I just escape here as it gets way to noisy and clustered down in the lunch hall the janitor gave me the keys cause I helped clean up the place, katsuki would often find me here and share his lunch with me, we would talk the entire time, him mostly doing the talking and me pitching in when needed but it was easy being with him thatâs what I particularly liked about our relationship he didnât need me to change he accepted me for ME. Oh well guess I was wrong maybe he did want me to be more extroverted, maybe he felt bad that I was all alone here, gosh I probably take up his time with his friends by keeping him here with me, heâs definitely sick of me. I wish I wasnât like this I wish I was less of a loser
The tears started falling without me even noticing
I-Iâm gonna miss him whispering to myself.
the door creaked open, and footsteps followedâŠ. already knowing who it was I quickly wiped my face and composed myself the best I could
âOi Iâve been waiting for you downstairs had our table and food picked out and everythingâ
âOh umm Iâm not hungry anymoreâI replied in a voice still hoarse, not turning to face him
âthought you said you wanted to try the takoyaki todayâ
grumbling he continued
âdonât know why tho itâs prolly shit compared to what I bring for usâ
âYou can go have lunch with your friends bakugo, Iâll catch you after, you donât have to stick around me all the timeâ I just wanted him to leave not wanting to seem weak around him as always
Shit I could feel the tears building up again
âBakugou huh? Cut the crap why arenât you looking at me y/nâ
âNothing Iâm just tired right now you can goâ voice cracking at the end
âif you want me to leave say it to my faceâ
Now crouching behind me, I could feel his breath on my neck, he turned me around abruptly by the arm
Just one last time I thought to myself as I jumped into his arms in an attempt to hide my face, let out a heavy sob.
A few minutes passed and I had calmed down after bawling my eyes out
Taking my face in both palms just like he always did when he was about to kiss my cheeks he murmured a soft
âYou done?â
I still couldnât look him in he eyes
âNow are you going to tell me who I have to beat up or am I going to have to find out myself?â
Shooting up and now meeting his eyes as I I didnât want to cause any more stress for him I snapped
âNo one. Itâs nothing Iâm just in my own head again Iâm sorry bakugo, I donât want to waste your time anymore you can go back to class Iâm feeling kind of sick I think Iâll just go home in a whileâ
âKATSUKI you fucking call me katsuki Iâm not bakugo to you now can you actually tell me whatâs wrong y/n like really? I canât stand you looking at me like this I want to beat the extras that did this to you give me names babe I swear theyâll all come and beg for you forgiveness on their kneesâ
âJust talk to me babyâ he added in a desperate tone and looked at me with his softened gaze reserved for me
Iâm doing it again Iâm just pulling him down wasting his time I think I should just get it off my chest maybe then heâll finally get the boost to tell me how he actually feels and end things instead of stringing me along until graduation
And then the rambling began
âIâm sorry, Iâm really sorry I donât want to be like this I donât want to feel like this I hate that Iâm like this and I wish I was someone different sometimes I wish I could swap bodies with mei or koyuki maybe then I wouldnât be such a loser maybe then you wonât feel embarrassed to be around me maybe I would finally be someone you want by your side and I know it sounds dumb and stupid itâs just that I love you, smiling sadly to myself I love you a lot katsuki, I love the way youâre so passionate about your goals, I love how headstrong and expressive you are I love how you speak up for yourself and for me even though I know it must get annoying at times, I love how caring you are even though you donât show it to others and how secretly smart you are, but mostly I love when youâre with me just being you I donât know if that makes any sense, and I know I havenât been a good girlfriend hell Iâm probably just a waste of your damn time and youâre probably embarrassed about being with me in public cause of how boring I am. The truth is I want to be someone who can stand beside you and not someone you have to protect and drag along I want to be as strong as you katsuki and I know youâll forget me once you go to UA and start your new life with your hero friends and find someone who is an actual equal for you and probably laugh about how dumb I was for falling this hard for you heck I wouldnât even blame you Iâm not worth the stress and I know youâre with me cause you pity my sorry ass, but I just have one last requestâ
Heaving in a large breath
âLook I know it sounds stupid, God! Iâm such a mess right now, you must want to run away and get rid of me as soon as possible and end this sorry excuse of a relationship I mean why wouldnât you we donât even have anything in common, I donât even have the drive to be a hero like you.You know people would laugh, a top hero like you settling for a mediocre girl like me theyâd make fun of us you deserve so much more,someone who wonât make you look badâ
âBut please katsukiâ I went on
âJust give me some time before you break up with me, I just want to spend a little more time with you before you go off and become who youâre meant to be with who youâre meant to be with, and I know Iâm a shitshow right now and I wonât blame you if you want to leave right now, but just consider itâ
Looking down at my lap I shut my eyes waiting for his answer
âWho do you think you areâ
Opening my eyes wide
âJust who do you think you are to be making decisions for me, you think Iâm with you cause I pity you? You think Iâd waste my time with anyone I donât want to be with. You think I donât love you. Let me be crystal clear with you y/nâ
âI donât half ass things. When I want something or someone I go for it with everything Iâve got and no one can stop me. I am with you because I want to be with you and only you. I donât need you to change who you are and I donât care if youâre quiet, hell I love you for that. I love that we can just sit exist without having to talk all the time, the silence is peaceful for me, and I donât care if you donât want to be a hero you can just be you and if anyone has anything to say they can come fight me about it, and whatâs this about leaving you when I go to UA huh?! Did I ever say anything about leaving you behind, sure we might be going to different schools but donât you ever think Iâm gonna let any useless extra swoop in and take whatâs mineâ he growled at that.
Pausing he looked up at me noticing my eyes filling up with tears once AGAIN
âYou know why? Cause I love you for you and I donât need you to be anyone else or change a damn thing about you because you are fucking enough for me just the way you areâ
ââŠtch always have been and always will beâhe added
before the first tear dropped katsuki grabbed me into a tight bone crushing hug instantly melted into his embrace. Giggling stupidly I realized how dumb I had been letting some irrelevant peopleâs words get to me and failing to see what I was about to throw away without even finding out about how he felt.
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A moment passed
And weâd settled to sitting side by side, my head resting on his shoulder
Katsuki suddenly took my jaw in his hands
âY/n if you ever try to break up with me again. I will kill you and bring you back to life and make those thoughts leave your damn head and kill any extra who dared put them there in the first placeâ
âYou understand?â
âMHMMMM Mm-unner-shtannâ I replied face still mushed in his hands
He shook my head up and down in agreement.The sun was setting by this time weâd already missed last period. I settled in his arms again just wanting to be next to him.
âBabeâ
âHmm?â
âyouâre getting fatâ l joked poking his arm
He deadpanned âTâs not fat dumbass itâs my muscles theyâre getting bigger been training more, since you said youâre into biceps and shiâ
âOuuu youâre doing it for me, to praise youâ wiggling my eyebrows I contained
âoh katsuki you attention whoreâ
He diverted his gaze his ears slightly getting pinker
âHUH NO IM NOT!â he exclaimed bashfully whilst still blushing
I just laughed at his antics AWWWWWW sooo cute ;) (someone get the reference hehehe)
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After a while we picked our stuff up and started heading towards the train station cherry blossom season was almost here The trees were almost blooming getting slightly distracted by the beautiful scenery I tripped to my doom
~Just kidding katsuki caught me by the arm
âughh watch where youâre walking idiot stop wandering off, do you know how much that injury would hurt then Iâd have to listen to you whine about how youâre not gonna clean up the wound stop being so damn clumsy donât leave my side nowâ he said sterly smiling like an idiot at how caring he could be in his own brash manner I took his hand in mine and we continued our walk.
âOi y/n who were the extras who said I was embarrassed to show that youâre mineâ
âNo one just forget it about itâ
âY/nâ he repeated dead serious.
âUgh fine it was mei, koyuki and hana
Promis me you wonât do anything stupid katsuki just leave them beâ I sweatdropped
âChill mânot crazy I wont do anything babeâ
âHmmm okayâ I side eyed him
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~time skip âœ(âąâ© âąăâŒ~
THE NEXT DAY
I want to be cat.
I donât want to go to school anymore I want to be a cat cuddled up in my owners blanket and sleep all day. I glared at the window next to my seat
Why does one need school anyways I study wayyy better at home on my own anyways itâs just a waste of time. TIME I COULD USE TO SLEEP I donât think I can make it to second period -_-.
BzzzzzzzzzBZZZZZZBZZZZZZbzzzzzBzz
oh first period is over yay!.You have NOTHING to be happy about y/n.Sigh we still have the whole day left fuck my life:(
Everyone had left their seats and were in their little friend groups joking around and some had gone out to run errands
~Whump
The seat in front of me was now occupied by my boyfriend who had been picking up trash as punishment for the whole dayâ
âhey babyâ he smirked
âHi katsukiâ I responded lazily, âhow was trash pickup, had fun?â
âtch shitty as alwaysâhe rolled his eyes
He then looked around noticing something behind us and then brought his face really close to mine, then spoke up louder and huskier than normal
âYou know I missed you soo much y/nâthen BOOM he slammed his lips to mine startled at first my eyes widened it was explosive just like him.
Not used to the pda but missing him too I just melted into the it. However, the kiss took a turn and got sloppier than normal~
We stopped obviously cause of the lack of breathâŠ
The saliva string just made everything worse. Iâm sure I was bright red at this point and katsu just smirked subtly looking behind us once again, I then turned around seeing mei koyuki and hana with their jaws on the floor and the whole damn class looking at us in awe, even Izuku who was normally buried nose deep in his notes was staring and blushin
Kissing my cheek and mumbling a quick love you, he took off once again leaving me in a embarrassing daze for the rest of the day
OH HEâS SOOO DEAD FOR THIS
see now this wouldnât happen if I was a damn catâŠ
(,,>ïč<,,)
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