#baekhack

I'm also sorry because I sit here waiting for you to come online so I can tell you everything about everything that's bothering me.

I'm sorry I'm crying right now, I miss you too much.

I'm sorry I haven't been sending messages, since it's your week out, to rest and such, I don't want to bother you with what's happening here, I know you're feeling a lot better far from all of those things. I want to be a good friend and do what I know its better for you.

I'm sorry for writting this message, I know you're not mad at me -or at least I think so- it's depressing and I know you'll probably reply with "Shush, it's fine, dear." but they needed to be said.

There are a lot more to be said but that's not something to be done here.