#baeju.

Dear Yeobo,

My husband, my husband of for months, and my partner of almost 8 months. Can you believe we been together for this long ? I mean it may me seem like a long time or that it’s important but to me it’s the most important time ever. I never had a love like this before, a love that I can call my own.

A love that I know will last for awhile, is not forever. I couldn’t ask for the most perfect significant other that isn’t yourself. You make me happy, you make me laugh, you make be able to be myself. We don’t ever seem to fight, but because we stop to listen to each other. You’re be best gift this world has ever given me and the best blessing ever.

If I could tell you all the reasons why I loved you, I don’t think I would actually be able to finish saying them all. You’re the love of my love, the love I looked for, the love I always wanted.

You mean the world to me, you’re the happiness my life needed. I believe that we were meant to be, and honestly I think we did. We fit together very well. If I do things you don’t like you can tell me, if you want something to change about me tell me. I love you so much, baby like so much. Thank you for staying with me this long ~ I adore you and can’t live without you. I love you husband of mine ~ the best husband in this world, my Hoseok.

          – Patience was a trait of Hoseok. He could bear much more than most people and hardly was bothered by things. Because of that he was capable of solving situations in the most rational way possible. Which was a good thing for a man in his position.But even him had things he couldn’t tolerate. For exemple, thieves.  When someone was stupid enough to rob him the consequences of it were severe. For a few days he noticed something was off with his profit he had his most loyal partner to investigate it for him.  After confirming who was the unfortunate soul was he had sent a few man to go get him and bring him back back to the hideout. Another trait Hoseok had was his violence. He believed it to be a consequence of his patience. He’d keep it all inside and when he lost it he’d get out of control. 

Grabbing the others head and hitting it against his knee had his jeans stained in blood from the, now, broken nose. He had been beating the man in front of the others for about an hour already. He only stopped when the other couldn’t get up to defend himself. He’d then back off and take a break to drink water as he watched the limp body on the floor, breathing heavily trying to recover.    

“Where is my money?” 

He asked before getting another gulp of his water looking down. The man wasn’t speaking, too afraid of dying to revel where the money was. The fact was that he would die independently of him telling or not. 

“Look, if you tell me I’ll just kill you and everything will be over. If not, I’ll still kill you but I’ll beat you up until I am tired and that will take a while. You’ll just suffer more so why don’t you make things easier for the both of us?”.

That finally made the guy spill out what he wanted to know and he told the computer team to work on retrieving the money without the bank notice. He pulled out his glock and executed the man. An important thing was that he’d never tell how to dispose the body in front of everyone but had the people in charge of it to know before he even killed them. It was a safety meassurance he took and so far it worked since nobody ever found the bodies. As the body was taken away he had called it a day. He got into his office to change and  got rid of his clothes with fire, making sure it burned , before leaving in his car.

          – The alarm rang and he quickly reached over turning it off. He looked at the girl laying far from him in their shared bed. She didn't seem to be awake. He got up lazily getting off bed straight to the bathroom locking the door behind him. He had no idea when they started locking it but they did. You could see it in his eyes and the dark circles beneath it. His mother would tell him it was his routine and he needed a break and that no one can handle this much. Truth it was tiring, go to college, go to work, practice and then ho home, but he had done that for years and never felt like that so why now? He turned on the water letting it hit his chest before he turned around to let it hit his back directly. He had an easy life with a rather secure job, studying was near the end, lived in a nice place with beautiful view and a beautiful girl. No one would complain if wearing his shoes but he wasn't happy.

After rinsing the soap off he turns off the water and steps out the shower. Drying and leaving the bathroom with the towel around his waist. She was still there apparently asleep. He changed into his clothes, simple jeans and white sweater outfit, as he reviews what he need to get done through the day. Walking over to grab his phone he takes another look at her. She looked calm and like she was having a peaceful sleep. He wanted to crawl over and kiss her but he stood there looking for a few seconds with his phone on hand before he grabbed his favorite denim jacket, white sneakers and backpack deciding he’d have breakfast on campus before his class started.

This is your second gift, breakfast in bed. You deserve to be as lazy as you want and not do a thing for your amazing day. It’s all about you ~ and only you! Today I made you cinnamon pancakes with yogurt mixed with grapes, strawberries and blueberries. With a side of apple juice ~ You have to have a good breakfast to start today’s adventure. Today I have nothing planned for us to do. Instead after being lazy were gonna go on a walk and see where that takes us. I already have an idea where but let’s let our feet so the walking. also let’s call umma and tell her how amazing you are and that she made an amazing son. I’ll hide from her this weekend if I call her though. Hahah. Did I mention that I love you handsome pants~ cause I very much do~ happy birthday baby~ let’s have fun okay.

Love your angel girlfriend Jeon Minju.