#badurge

At this point of time in our relationship I know I shouldn't feel like this but why do I feel like this? This past few days I try and try to fight the urge to leave. You could say I’m starting to sound like a walker but as hard as I try and as much as I don’t want to say it our relationship is starting to feel like my last relationship. The bad thing about that is I have a bad relationship at my last, which is exactly why I left him for a new one. Now I’m feeling the same thing. Is it normal for boys to be insensitive and not understanding? I think not cause my brother is a guy, and a man at that too, and he’s not like that. Well maybe my brother has a bit of an advantage than him cause he knows me longer than him. Anyways I hate this feeling and I can’t shake it. I just wanna go somewhere that he can’t go. I wanna meet new people, new girls, new guys and let loose. I wanna be happy again and I feel that he can’t give it to me at this point cause of his moody issue. Ugh, why feel like this? WHY!!!??? ANYWAYS gotta go. Need some sleep. Tomorrow’s a new day. Leaving with a big SIGH.