#badselfimage

Foxglove here. As you know Im a new dom to D/S. Ive always been dominant in life qith friends but also a submissive at times. Im a switch and I know it. But I have no confidence. In myself as anything. Dom, sub, writer, artist....I dont even have confidence in my looks. My sub tells me I am beautiful like the moon. But I feel I am as big as the moon. I am a big girl. Thicc as a lot of people want to say....I used to have large breasts. Triple D. Then I had a reduction and was taken to a B. I am a C now......My stomach sticks out further than my chest. I feel like I look like a whale. I am trying to lose weight.

But I seem to just gain back what little I lose. Im sorry for ranting. I must seem self centered. Im sorry for that. My sub knows my thoughts and feelings. He does his best. We are working on it. But years of mental and emotional abuse just adds up. Now Im not saying blame that. I am saying it did mess with my self image. The way I see myself.

bad self-image week

bad self-image life