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It wasnât much, but it was safe. That had been Michaelâs view on his little storm shelter since the day heâd claimed it as his own. Itâd only been a couple of months post-apocalypse when heâd stumbled across âhisâ abandoned farmland.
The farm itself had already been destroyed when heâd stumbled across it but the little bunker was all heâd needed anyway. Throughout the year that followed the outbreak, Michael had fashioned the little storm shelter into something resembling a home. Heâd filled it with essential supplies and weapons as well as few little comforting touches such as a couple of posters of games and movies heâd used to love.
Michael had always been somewhat of a âlone wolfâ. Heâd become estranged from his family long before the flesh eating disease destroyed the vast majority of humanity. Heâd never been that good at making friends either, therefore his lack of human contact since the apocalypse, was nothing new to him.
Much to his dismay; a few months after Michael had claimed his bunker, a little group of survivors had set up camp just a couple of miles away. Their hulking vehicles and sprawling barricades ruined his view of the lake and he hated knowing that a bunch of strangers were so close to him and his little patch of land.
Theyâd rolled past the farm in their convoy of beaten up old camper vans about six months after the virus had hit. Michael had half hoped theyâd all keep going but theyâd deemed this particular patch of countryside too good to leave.Â
He couldnât blame them really. The clear streams and the huge lake, the sweeping hills and easy access to a bunch of little towns (which were still the best places to find certain types of supplies), all less than a dayâs hike away, made this a pretty good place to call home these days.
Despite all of his reservations about the campers, Michael had decided to introduce himself very early on and make sure that they understood his boundaries. To his utter amazement, the other survivors had respected his wishes without hesitation.Â
Heâd been suspicious at the time, that the group were just biding their time - waiting for him to let his guard down so that they could dispose of him. Itâd never happened, though. The worst thing theyâd ever done is try to invite him into their ranks, which was just about a forgivable offence in Michaelâs opinion.
Having lived alongside them for nearly a year, Michael had sort of grown used to their presence. It was almost comforting to look out over their camp sometimes. He also knew that they checked in on him occasionally, which was quite handy if ever there was bad weather or something that could potentially cause something to block the entrance to his bunker - at least he knew he wouldnât be trapped in there for too long before someone noticed something was amiss.
The only thing that scared Michael now, was how much he was willing to rely on them. He didnât want to be tied down to them but he was worried he was heading that way.Â
To prove that he could still survive when he was entirely alone, Michael decided to take a long hike to a little town further afield than the ones he usually went to when he needed supplies. He knew it was a risk; he hadnât made this particular journey more than a couple of times. Getting lost was a huge possibility and could easily result in a whole bunch of terrifying consequences.
This was something Michael had to do, though. If he was scared of making this journey, heâd already become too dependent on others.Â
He managed to push back the niggling doubts that he had as he gathered up his supplies. It was important to travel light for this hike because some of the terrain was nothing short of punishing. A heavy backpack would be more of hinderance than anything else.
After packing just a few food items; his large water flask and a single blanket, Michael grabbed his trusted machete and stepped out of his bunker.Â
The sun was barely peaking over the horizon when Michael stepped outside and locked up his bunker. The lingering chill from the night before meant that he could see his breath in little wisps in front of him, as he went over his mental checklist.Â
Once he was sure that he was as prepared as he could possibly be, Michael stored his weapon in his belt and set off towards the woods.Â
***
Youâd fought your way out of hundreds of scrapes and killed countless zombies in your bid for survival thus far. Youâd never have imagined that youâd ever need rescuing by a complete stranger.
Thatâs exactly whatâd happened though.
Youâd been travelling alone for weeks - ever since the group of survivors youâd been with since the outbreak, had been scattered after a huge attack on the camp youâd built together.
Maybe it was loneliness or perhaps it could have been because of malnutrition or dehydration, but whatever the reason, youâd started making silly mistakes. It was one such error that lead to you becoming trapped in the back of one of the thousands of broken down vehicles littering the highway you were wondering down.Â
Youâd always known you should run and not hide from the undead. Fatigue had started to set into every inch of you, though. You knew that you wouldnât be able to outrun the corpses tonight. Crawling into the back of a rusting van had seemed like your only option. Youâd barricaded the doors as best you could with the few items that had been left in the vehicle.
Of course, the heap of useless metal became surrounded within minutes. The unnatural grunting and the terrifying sound of rotting fingers clawing at the outside of the van would be the last things you heard before you were eaten alive. That was the only conceivable outcome of this situation.
Youâd basically accepted your fate by the time you heard something that gave you the tiniest hope of survival. The unmistakable sounds of a living, breathing human being fighting the corpses outside the van reached your ears and you felt relieved tears beginning to sting your eyes.Â
After a few minutes the noises of fighting stopped and heavy footsteps made their way hesitantly towards the van. Despite your relief at being safe from the zombies now, you knew that there were a lot of people that used their new freedom from law and civilised society for evil purposes.
As the door of the van creaked open you cursed yourself again for getting yourself cornered like this. You were in no position or condition to fight, if this person wanted to hurt you, they wouldnât have a very difficult job on their hands.
Clutching your weapons out of habit more than anything, you fixed your gaze on the dark figure that emerged through the small gap that your barricade would allow the van doors to make.
âIs someone in there?âÂ
The voice sounded kind of rough like it hadnât been used much in a long time.
âThereâs more corpses nearby, I donât think itâs safe for you to stay here.â The man explained, keeping his voice low to avoid detection. âIf youâre hurt, I can help you but we canât stay here for long, unless you want to be a zombie snack.â
Trusting this man seemed like your best hope for survival. You also couldnât deny the fact that youâd missed human company more than you can say.Â
You inched closer to the doors, pulling aside your barricade just enough to squeeze out of the van.Â
In the pale moonlight, the man that had saved you looked like some sort of angel. His pale skin and fluffy sandy hair gave him an air of softness that was the total opposite to the toughness suggested by his heavy boots, bloodstained clothes, machete and the stern expression on his handsome face.
âCan you walk?â He asked, as you staggered out onto the road.
Your head was kind of spinning with a weird mix of exhaustion, relief and adrenaline. Still, it was hard not to take in the details of the scene you were faced with. The broken bodies of the zombies that would have certainly killed you a moment ago, lay motionless at the strangerâs feet.
âJust about.â You replied, unable to take your eyes off of the man in front of you. Thank you for helping I...â you faltered, dizziness overwhelming you for moment.
Before you could fully recover, the mysterious man hooked your arm around his neck as he gripped you steadily around the waist. He set of at a speed that you couldnât quite match in your weakened state.Â
You werenât sure how long you were practically carried by the stranger. The ordeal back at the van had drained the last of your energy and you were struggling to remain conscious.
Vaguely aware that the stranger was comforting you with promises of safety and water, you tried your hardest to stay awake.
You failed.
***
Michael took care of you for two whole days. Supplying you with food, water and protection until your strength started to return to you.Â
Heâd discovered a little abandoned cabin in the woods lining the road heâd found you on. Most of the tiny building had been stripped of useful items but a ragged old sofa and some musty blankets had remained. It wasnât ideal but itâd been enough to keep you relatively comfortable during in your recovery.
Michael had intended upon helping you find another group as soon as you were strong enough to walk again. Heâd always helped people that needed it, human decency was the only thing he really had to offer alongside his skills with a machete. That was where his involvement with other people usually ended, though.
Somehow it felt different with you.Â
From the moment youâd stumbled out of that rusting van, Michael had seen something in you that heâd never noticed in anyone else.Â
Having been a loner for pretty much as long as he could remember, it was difficult for Michael to place his feelings for you. All that he knew was, the thought of leaving you hurt.
Between your frequent napping, Michael had learnt a lot about you. Besides the things youâd told him verbally, he was good at reading people. He knew by the way you always kept your weapons close that you were a smart fighter. The way you moved as your strength returned, told him that you were a confident person and the definition in your arm and leg muscles showed a degree of physicality that suggested youâd be tough to beat in a fight.
The thing that Michael found most intriguing about you, though, was the way you opened up to him and treated him with warmth as opposed to the cold, suspicion or indifference he was usually met with.Â
What he didnât realise was that your reaction to him was entirely out of character. Youâd always been notoriously hard to get along with and since the apocalypse, youâd become dangerously suspicious of everyone... Everyone except the pretty green eyed man that had saved your life.
As your third day together dawned, Michael found himself struggling to accept that it was time to start heading back. He knew he had to find you somewhere safe to live, but for the first time in his entire life, the thought of being alone again wasnât so appealing.Â
As much as heâd hate to admit it, Michael was enjoying your company. Heâd already told you things that heâd never planned on sharing out loud with anyone, let alone someone heâd known for such a short space of time. There was plenty more he wished to discuss with you, too.
âSo todayâs the day we start moving, huh?â You asked, a nervous tone creeping into your voice. âI bet youâre excited to get rid of me so you can head home, huh?â
Michael wanted to laugh it off but he couldnât deny the sadness that spread through him at the very thought of not having you around anymore. It was odd to him; feeling so much for someone, especially someone who was still pretty much a stranger to him.Â
His many conflicting feelings prevented Michael from responding to you. Pretending not to hear you seemed preferable to whatever his answer would be.Â
When he remained silent, your heart sank a little as you assumed it was his way of confirming your suggestion. You scrambled to your feet and slid your knife into your belt before picking up your trusted baseball bat from the floor near the sofa. âIâm good to go on alone, if youâre that eager to be by yourself again.â You said, a note of steeliness in your tone that betrayed how hurt you felt by the fact he didnât care for you as much as youâd hoped.
Michaelâs eyes snapped up to meet yours, his expression almost frightened. âI donât think itâs a good idea for you travel alone yet.â He replied finally. âIâd rather we stayed together for a bit longer, until youâre back at full strength.â
âThanks for taking care of me, but I donât want to be a burden to you anymore.â You explained, that hurt tone in your voice refusing to disappear fully.
âYouâre not a burden!â Michael replied, scrambling to his feet before stepping closer to you. âI promised to keep you safe and I wonât feel like Iâve fulfilled that until youâve found a new home. You just donât strike me as a wonderer.â
Despite the obvious effort Michael put into choosing words that suggested he was doing this out of a sense of duty, you noticed the hint of sadness in his pretty green eyes and the way his fingers twitched nervously as though he didnât know what to do with them.
âI think I could survive on my own.â You argue lightly, the doubt that Michael didnât care for you in some way, dwindling by the second. âMaybe youâve inspired me... maybe I could be a lone wolf, just like you.â
Youâd meant it as a joke, not expecting to deepen the sadness in Michaelâs eyes to an almost heartbreaking capacity. He tried to hide it but failed miserably as tears started to threaten to fall down his cheeks.
âI wouldnât recommend it.â He sniffed, trying to hide his emotion by tilting his face downwards, allowing his long fringe to shield his eyes from you. âI think youâd be better off within a group.â
Against your better judgement, you stepped closer to Michael, reaching up to cradle his cheek gently. Thereâs a moment of eye contact, so charged with different emotions, that they threatened to overwhelm you. Having an attraction towards someone was a luxury youâd thought had died along aside everything else when the world had ended. It seemed dangerous and almost unnatural to crave someone the way you were starting to crave Michael. âYou can admit it if you want me to stay with you, Michael. Iâm quite a catch, not bad at fighting either.â You aimed for a humorous tone, giving yourself an out if Michael hated the thought of being with you for longer than he had to be.
Some of the tension leaked out of Michaelâs face as he pressed his cheek into your hold, his eyelids sliding shut gently. âYou can do better than me.â He replied quietly. âIâm not good with people... I only know how to take care of myself.â
You let out a soft chuckle before placing a lingering kiss to his jaw. âYouâve taken care of me.â You argued. âI wouldnât be here now if it wasnât for you.â
Michael opened his eyes to meet your gaze and there was a split second that you thought he might kiss you but he seemed to second guess himself as his cheeks filled with colour and he took a step away from you. âI have a feeling youâd have found a way out.â He smiled awkwardly. âYou seem like the type of person that the world canât do without these days.â
The simple compliment filled your heart with joy as a smile curled your lips. âYou mentioned the little group of survivors that live close to you.â You offer brightly, âdo you think theyâd take me in?â
Michael shrugged but there was a hopeful glint in his eyes. âI donât see why not.â
âThatâd be the perfect solution, wouldnât it?â You asked, smirking a tiny bit. âI could come and visit you whenever you wanted...â
âIâd like that.â Michael replied with a genuine smile. âI think itâs about time I started welcoming guests to my little bunker.â
You pouted as you took his hand, intertwining your fingers with his. âNot too many guests, I hope... Iâd kinda like you to myself sometimes.â
He squeezed your fingers gently to show that he was happy with contact but didnât acknowledge it in any other way. That didnât matter, though, it felt right and Michael seemed to agree, thatâs all that mattered.
14, 17, and 21 maybe with bad boy michael??? (or whichever one you'd rather do, the point is i want u to fuck me up) đđ
Youâd always known what youâd be getting into being with Michael.
Heâd never hidden who he was, never lied to you about what he did. Michael had been upfront and honest that his life as a member of the Cobras, and youâd fallen in love with him all the same.
The door opening and closing made you stir from where youâd fallen asleep on the sofa. Sitting up, you rubbed the sleep from your eyes and reached for your phone, noticing the time read 3:26am. Your eyes lifted at the same time Michael walked in, and you couldnât help but let them settle on the dark stain on his shirt, or the bruises forming on his right hand.
âWho did you murder this time?â You joke, never quite sure with Michael. He doesnât respond, and you look up to meet his eyes, only to find a look on his face youâd never seen before. âMike?â
âIâŠheâŠumâŠâ As he stuttered you stood, and Michael practically fell into your open arms. You felt his body shake, and you only tightened your arms when you feel damp against your neck. âMâ sorry.â
âYou donât have to apologise.â
âI hate you seeing me weak.â
âItâs okay to cry, it doesnât mean youâre weak. It means youâve been strong too long.â You tell him, hands moving to his face to pull him to look at you. âWhat happened tonight?â
âFight. No murders, I promise.â He shrugs, gripping your hips. âI donât know, this one just got to me.â
âThatâs okay.â You nod, eyes scanning his face. âIt can all get too much sometimes.â
âYouâre thinking about something.â He half smiles, forehead dropping to yours. âI notice the way your eyes sparkle when you think, itâs cute.â
âI just worry about you.â You smile back, hands moving to his chest. âComes with the whole I love you thing.â
âHa. Right.â He nods, brushing his lips to yours. âI love you too Princess.â
Part 2 of 2Â of a writing prompt I saw from @5sos-writing-promptsâ :)
You can find part one here
y/f/n: your friendâs name
You and Michael didnât leave each otherâs side the rest of the night. He had his arm around your shoulder as the two of you reminisced on the past. Occasionally, he would sneak in a kiss, which you knew everyone would roll their eyes over. Ever since Michael told you he loved you, the butterflies in your stomach never left. They only intensified any time Michael would get closer to you.
You were right to come out tonight. If you hadnât snuck out, you never would have rekindled your friendship/relationship with Michael. y/f/n is taking all the credit for that one since she was the one who sent Michael to pick you up and she was the one who convinced you to sneak out. It was starting to get late so everyone decided to shut down the party.Â
ây/n, Iâll take you home.â Michael stated. You nodded in agreement as you hugged your best friend good-bye and reminding her to study for the science test.
You hopped into Michaelâs truck instantly sliding over near the driverâs seat to be closer to him. After he started the truck, he put his arm around your shoulder as you laid your head on his. You began to get sleepy on the drive and tried your best to keep your eyes open. Michael looked down at you at a stop light and couldnât help but smile.Â
Soon after, the two of you arrived at your house. It was pitch black, signaling everyone had gone to bed, that is everyone except your dad since he was working. Michael pulled his car to the curb and turned it off, careful not to wake anyone.Â
ây/n,â Michael gently shook you awake. âBabe, weâre at your house.â You groaned as you outstretched your arms. âCâmon. Iâll walk you to the front door.â He opened the driverâs side door and held his hand out for you to take, as you generously accepted. The two of you walked hand-in-hand to the front porch of your house, stopping to turn to each other once you reached the door.
âIâm glad you came tonight.â Michael dropped your hand to run it through his hair.
âI am too.âÂ
âWe should do this again sometime.â
âIâd like that.â Michael closed the gap between the two of you, reaching down to cup your cheeks. He looked you in the eyes with nothing but love before placing a soft kiss on your lips. You both smiled into the kiss and once again, you didnât want the kiss to end. The electricity that stuck through the both of you was beyond words. Kissing Michael, being with Michael, was perfect and safe.Â
âI-uh-I should probably get back to my room.â You said breaking the kiss.Â
âYeah, okay.â Michael whispered before kissing you once more.
âText me when you get home so I know you made it safely.â You said.
âI will. Goodnight, y/n.â
âGoodnight, Michael.â
You watched Michael as he walked back to his truck. You couldnât seem to erase the big grin you had on your face. You waved to him as he drove off. The worst part about everything was not the fact that you could potentially get caught for sneaking out tonight but the fact that you already missed Michael. You craved him. You wanted to feel his soft lips on your again. You wanted his touch. You tried to suppress the thoughts as you carefully unlocked and opened the front door.
A couple hours had past and you still hadnât heard from Michael. You tried to sleep because you had to be up for school in only a few hours but you knew your mind wouldnât be at ease until you heard from him. You reached for your phone on the nightstand and decided to text Michael.
Hey, I havenât heard from you. Did you make it home okay?
Ten more minutes had passed and still no answer. You decided to call him in order to try and get an immediate response. The line rang and rang and rang and eventually went to voicemail. You threw your phone across the bed in both frustration and worry.
Where are you Michael?
You mustâve become so tired that you eventually fell asleep because you woke up to the annoying sound of your alarm for school. You groaned as you turned it off and sank further into the covers. Maybe you could convince your mom you were sick and could stay home from school.
But it was no use. Your mom bursted through your bedroom door minutes later and told you that unless you were on your deathbed, you were going to school. You soon remembered that you never heard back from Michael last night. You scrambled around your bed for your phone. Once you found it, to your dismay, still no message or call from Michael. You took a deep breath before getting out of bed hoping youâd see him at school today.
After slowly getting dressed and ready for the day, you made your way downstairs for breakfast. You werenât very hungry since you were so worried about Michael but your mom insisted you eat since you had a test later that day. You were sipping on a glass of orange juice when your dad walked in from just getting off work.
âGood morning, everyone.â He said kissing your mom on the cheek.
âGood morning.â She said. âDo you want something to eat before you go to bed?â
âIâd love some pancakes, thanks.â Your dad poured himself a glass of orange juice before joining you at the table. âYou okay, sweetie?â He asked you. He could clearly notice that you were tired and drained.Â
âIâm fine.â He couldnât know that you snuck out last night and were up until the hours of the night waiting to hear from the one guy he hates the most.
âShe was up pretty late studying last night.â Your mom came to your rescue.
âYeah, um, big science test today.â
âWell, itâs good to see thereâs at least one good kid your age thatâs going to make their mark on the world.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â You questioned your father.
âI saw that kid Michael last night while on shift.â You suddenly perked up. Maybe he knew something as to why Michael wasnât answering you.
âOh yeah? What happened?â You took a drink of juice.
âI had to arrest him.â You spat out your drink, getting it everywhere on the table, including your dad.
âYou what? Why?!â
âHim and his friends were a part of a robbery that they tried to run away from but they didnât get very far and-â Your dad paused suddenly realizing why cared so much as to why Michael was arrested. âWhy do you care about him going to jail?â
âNo, reason. Just a sad situation. Used to be such a good kid.â You lied.Â
âWell, like I said,â Your mom brought your dad his breakfast and she joined the two of you with a cup of coffee. âHim and his friends were accused of stealing from the gas station a few miles from the lake and I had seen him driving in the area so I pulled him over and arrested him.â
You knew you couldnât sit there and let Michael take the heat for something he didnât do. You were going to have to tell your parents about the party last night. You knew once you did you would be grounded for the rest of eternity. But it was either that or let Michael sit in a scary jail cell without a chance of ever being with him again.Â
âDad,â You quietly began. âYouâre gonna have to let him go.âÂ
âNow, why would I do that? I knew there was more to this than meets the eye...â
âYouâre going to have to let him go because he didnât do it.â
âOf course he did. It was on security footage.â
âDad, did you actually see the security video?â
âWell, not exactly I was just told-â
âYou need to call down to the police station and tell them to let Michael go!â You yelled.
ây/n, I canât just let a criminal out of jail unless there is a legit reason! Now, what do you know about Michael that I donât!â
âMichael didnât commit the robbery because he was with me the whole night.â You finally confessed.
âHe what?â Both your parents said in unison.Â
âAfter I told mom goodnight, I snuck out of my room and went to a party at the lake. He drove me there and we hung out there for a few hours before he brought me home. I told him to let me know when he got home but he never contacted me and now I know why! You fucking arrested him, dad!â
âDo not swear in front of me, young lady!â He yelled at you. âI thought I told you to stay away from that punk!â
âHeâs not the person everyone makes him out to be, dad! Heâs still that same guy I was friends with years ago! And I love him.â
âGreat. Now not only am I going to have to deal with the people at the station on my off duty hours, but now Iâm going to get a strike on my profile for making a wrong accusation.âÂ
âWell, you should have thought about that before you assumed Michael did something he didnât do!â
âJust so you know, you are grounded until further notice.â You dad said as he angrily stood up from the table to make the dreaded phone call.Â
âIâm walking to school today. Bye, mom.â
You obviously didnât go to school that day. You skipped in order to go downtown to the station to be there when Michael got out. You knew you would get in trouble for not only skipping school but for missing your science test as well. But you didnât care. You needed to see it for yourself and you needed to be with Michael again.Â
Hours had passed as you sat on the bench outside as you waited for any sign of Michael. You tried to distract yourself by playing on your phone but it eventually died since you forgot to charge it the night before. Your eyes slowly began to close when you faintly heard a familiar voice.
ây/n?â The voice said as it approached you. You quickly opened your eyes and turned your head to see Michael walking down the concrete steps of the police station.
âOh my God, Michael.â You stood up and ran into his arms. âIâm so sorry.â You repeated.
âHey,â He broke the hug. âItâs not your fault. I should never have started to hang out with those guys in the first place. I knew they were a bad influence but yet I still hung out with them anyway. I guess, I missed having you around so I figured the first person that came along would be able to fill that void.â
âBut itâs all in the past now. You can move on from that and we can continue the future...together.â
Michael looked you in the eyes with a smile before kissing you. The kiss was even better than the ones from the night before. It was a kiss you had been longing for ever since Michael left you last night. You knew that things would be different from here on out. You would be able to help Michael get back on track with school and maybe even find him a part time job. You also would work hard so that the two of you could get into the same college far far away from this town. A place where no one knew either one of you and you could start your lives over. Nothing else in the world mattered except for you and Michael.
Okay bad boy Michael is so hard bc Michael is such a cuddly kitten.
But ok bad boy Michael would consist of him going out of his way to protect you. And when youâre in the comfort of your own home, is when he lets go of his tough guy personality and holds you and is like the human version of a fluffy pillow.
But when you guys are out in the public eye, his hand is wrapped tightly around yours, and he walks so much closer to you than youâre used to. He may be bad to everybody else but to you heâs so damn good
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Heâs leaning against his motorcycle with a cigarette perched between his lips as you leave the building, his friends all posing similarly beside him. Your friends giggle as they wave at you all, rolling your eyes as they drag you over, instantly beginning to talk to the boys in black. Michael smirks as you approach, standing up a little taller.
âLadies.â He nods, before his gaze falls to you. âPrincess.â
âDonât call me that.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause you have no right to.â You tell him. âIâm not your girl.â
âThat can change.â He smirks again, and you roll your eyes, pulling your phone from your pocket whilst you wait for your friends to finish flirting with Michaelâs. âCome on Y/N, let me take you on a date.â
âI donât go on dates with guys like you.â You reply, not looking up from your phone.
âWhy?â He asks, and you can hear the amusement in his tone. âWhatâs wrong with guys like me?â
âYouâre only interested in one thing.â You put your phone away, looking up to meet his eyes. âAnd Iâm not that kind of girl.â
Michael only laughs, taking another drag of his cigarette. He surveys you for a minute, a smirk still on his lips as he answers you.
âAnd Iâm not that kind of guy.â His words cause you to scoff, rolling your eyes at him. He shrugs, still eyeing you with amusement. âIâm not.â
âSure you arenât.â
âTell you what, let me take you on a date. One date. And if you still feel like that, Iâll leave you alone.â
You sigh, knowing it was the best youâd get, and nod slowly. He grins, taking another drag of his cigarette as your friends pull your arm to leave, Michaelâs right eye dropping down in a wink as you do.
Saturday morning, a time to catch up on sleep, or so I thought. My bedroom door creaked open slowly, pulling my out of my dream, in protest I groaned and moved away from the door hoping whoever it was would get the hint and leave me be. Nope. There was silence for a while before the only thing that could be heard was âdog pile!â then four heavy, dorky guys took it upon themselves to one by one throw themselves onto my bed and on me, making me sink further into the bed as laughter filled the room.
âGuys get off, you're way too heavy and I can't breathâ I groaned as the laughter began to settle down. âOkay kitten, get up and dressed, we're going on a ROAD TRIP!â Michael yelled the last part in my ear, dragging out the word trip. Once the boys had dragged themselves and each other off of me I pulled myself up and out of bed, heading straight for the bathroom, grabbing clothes and getting ready. I came out to find the boys quiet, too quiet, I made as little noise as possible sneaking up to my room to find the boys whispering about something. Luke noticed me immediately âhey princess, you ready?â he asked in a sickly sweet voice, gaining all the other boys attention as he did. âYeah, who let you all you in earlier?â I asked hoping it wasn't my dad âyour mum, she's a nice ladyâ Ashton answered as they all slipped past me heading downstairs and to the car. Why are they all acting so weird? I followed them all to the car keeping my guard up in case they decide to surprise me, I'm not one for surprises.âShotgun!â Calum yelled racing to the car, he was quickly shot down by Michael saying I always ride in the front and to get in the back or he's not going. Calum's face dropped at this, looking like a sad puppy as he dragged his feet to the back. âSorry babe, it's out of my controlâ I cooed as getting into the car, his face lit up like a kid at Christmas at the name, of course.
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Windows down, music up. The car was filled with loud out of tune singing from us all as All Time Low flew through the speakers and us down the road, heading straight for the Hollywood sign. All my thoughts about the boys leaving were pushed to the back of my mind and for that I was thankful, a day to just hang out cruisin' down the street with my best friends was more than I could ask for on a beautiful summer morning. âWell they can take, take, take the kids from the summer but they'll never, never, never take the summer from me. It was the very first time I lost my mind for the weekâ we all yelled the lyrics at the top of our lungs out of tune but on time with the music.
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It only took six stops; three for Michael needing a piss, one for gas and two for snacks but we eventually made it to the sign, just in time to watch the sunset and see the town light up. I was thankful we made it in one piece with Michael behind the wheel. I stood next to the H with Michael by my side, looking down at the city âI wonder what they're all doing down thereâ I said absentmindedly âlivingâ he mumbled, I chuckled at the comment âthat's obvious, I meant like, are they just starting their day or just finishing it?â he didn't reply, just continued to watch the world pass us by.âIt's always been youâ Michael said, breaking the silence âwhat?â I asked, not sure if I'd heard him right âI don't know what it is about you, the way you get embarrassed over the smallest things, from people just looking in your direction, or how no matter what you do it's always perfect. You just fascinate me, it sounds creepy but I don't care because it's true and I know I'm not the only one who sees it, I know from the way that the guys look at you but you never notice because you're in your own little world, daydreaming.â I didn't know how to reply to that or what to think but I didn't have to because the next thing I knew he gently grabbed my cheeks and brushed his lips against mine, I immediately threw my arms around his neck kissing back.
There was no fireworks or sparks like in the movies but that didn't matter, all that mattered was he was the one I wanted and I was the one he wanted...and the butterflies it gave me.We were brought back to reality by the sounds of clapping and wolf whistles, breaking apart to find the boys cheering, saying things like finally and look who finally grew a pair, I couldn't help but blush at their comments. I guess they all knew we liked each other but didn't have the guts to say it. Mike flipped them all off with me in his arms, getting a few chuckles in response and earning a bone crushing group hug. It was truly the best night of my life.
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Today was the day, the boys were leaving for London. It was sad but we all knew it was coming, so being the good best friend and girlfriend I am, I drove them to the airport, mostly so I could spend as much time as I could with them all.
After that night by the Hollywood sign the boys spent every minute they could with me, from sleepovers to band practice. Cal even taught me how to drive, he was the only one who knew how to drive other than Michael but nobody thought him teaching me how to drive was a good idea, when I passed my test they were all outside waiting for me with big goofy grins and a bear hug to congratulate me. We often went on midnight runs to that cute little diner, spending three hours at a time there before crashing at someone's place because we were all too tired to go home and they were being dropped off anyway.
Now here we stand, in one of their legendary bone crushing hugs outside of the airport, nobody wanting to let go and say goodbye. They weren't leaving for forever but they weren't coming back any time soon either, I knew this day would come and I hated it.
When the boys let go, the tears came, my four best friends were leaving to chase there dream, leaving me behind. âOh no kitten don't cry, you'll make me cryâ Michael said whipping my tear stained cheeks âMichael, that's not very punk rockâ I sniffled, giggling at my big teddy bear. âY/N, we'll be back home before you know it! And you'll be talking to at least one of us at all times, we promiseâ Ashton said, trying to reassure me, I didn't doubt him for a second. âI know I'm just going to miss you guysâ I replied pulling him into a hug, the others joined with aws and we're going to miss you too babe.
That was it, the final goodbye. They picked up their bags and headed off into the airport, yelling one more goodbye before disappearing into the sea of people. I said one final good luck that I knew they didn't hear before getting into my car and going back home, alone this time.
Thereâs only one part left. Iâm actually sad, I really like this story:( but I hope you smol beans enjoyed! and thank you for reading! x
It's been three weeks since the night of the gig, when I turned up to school the next day with a shiny new accessory people would stare, some even moved making a path for me as I trudged down the halls, I expected this so I would make my way to and from class with my head held high. Nobody mentioned the road trip we spoke about that night at the diner or the fight for that matter, so I didn't either. The truth was I wanted to go on that trip more than anything.
Nothing really changed, Barbie continued to test my patience beyond breaking point, Michael continued to drive me to and from school making jokes about me and the boys getting close, it wasn't like he seemed jealous, just kidding. That pissed me off, he's willing to kick off over someone dancing with me but spending the night with the boys was nothing? Maybe Luke was wrong, maybe he doesn't like me.
The boys have been working really hard on their music, constantly booking gig after gig, the crowds were growing and I couldn't be more proud of them! But at the same time it's kinda sad because they're always too busy practicing to hang out or party like before and some label wants to sign them meaning they'll be moving to London for a year to work on their music. I would never tell them I don't want them to leave, I mean who am I to stop them from living their dreams just so I can have my four dorky best friends back! They're still by dorky best friends like before, just busy this time. I'd still go to everyone of there concerts, hanging out with them backstage, cheering them on during and helping pack up after.
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âHey guys?â I called trying to get all their attention, we were hanging out at lunch at the side of the school, Calum and Luke were play fighting, Michael cheering them on as Ashton went dad mode yelling about how someone's going to get hurt. They all froze at my words, eyes on me âwhat's up babe?â Cal asked what is it with these lot and nicknames? âCan we go on a road trip this weekend?â I asked unsure âlike the one we spoke about at the dinner?â I added, regretting asking as they all looked at me with the same soft expression, Luke made his way over to me âof course we can, princessâ he replied, slinging his arm over my shoulder, I rolled my eyes at the nickname. âYeah! Let's do it before we have to leaveâ Michael commented, then it sunk in, they were really going to London, leaving me, I felt tears sting my eyes at the thought of my four best friends moving thousands of miles away, I refuse to cry in front of them so I threw my cigarette to the ground and almost ran off to the bathroom, looking down so other people wouldn't see me cry. Before slamming the bathroom door open, then the first stall I found, locking it and wiping my tear stained cheeks, doing everything I could to calm the fuck down. Soon enough I stopped crying and the bathroom was empty. Other than some slightly smudged mascara and bloodshot eyes I was good. I fixed myself up the best I could before taking a deep breath, ready to continue with my day and act like nothing happened, that was the plan until I was pulled into the janitor's cupboard by Michael.Â
âWhat's wrong?â he asked almost immediately ânice to see you tooâ I responded, refusing to look at him, he shrugged off my response âyou've been crying, why?â fuck ânothing is wrong, I'm fineâ I stated trying to come out of the closet, he wouldn't let me. âTalk to meâ he demanded, so I did, I told him how proud I was at them doing so well, booking so many gigs and getting signed to a label but I didn't want him and the boys to leave even though I wouldn't try and stop them, he just stood there listening to me ramble about not wanting to lose my four best friends. The second I finished my rant he pulled me into a hug, stroking my hair, I couldn't bring myself to hug back because it just made me want to cry more. âIt'll be okay, I promiseâ was all he said before stroking my cheek and leaving me alone in the closet, alone with my shitty thoughts. We both knew damn well it wasn't going to be okay and that boy can't keep a promise for shit.