#badapple!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzEUeWnV73U

I really love this song. Why the heck is it so good and addicting and uwahhhhhh /dies And I love how beautiful it is, and the singing, unff. PV is pretty fucking AMAZING, and the lyric I most identify with is "Is there a future for someone like this? Do I belong in this world?". Because, seriously sometimes I feel really behind, and super slow. In schoolwork, my own life, a lot of things. Turtle is too stupid for this world. If you interpret as describing hikikomori/NEET depression, I guess I'm very hikikomori in some ways. I mean, I have a normal life, I have friends, go to school, do very normal things. But I really love to be alone. I hate it when people interrupt me when I'm alone, to make me do something I don't want to do at the moment, which explains my resentment for authority/parents. And I connect better with people over the internet. That last one isn't really hikikomori-like, but it's the base of my socially-awkwardness.

All in all, I LOVE BAD APPLE, and I'm socially-awkward and a recluse.