#backstabing

one back, two knifes

Perpetual darkness…

That title should say it all, but if you still need to be explained…

My life currently and in the future is that…

I don’t have much options as of life and fruits of life to enjoy.

It wasn’t great, the condition I was born under, forced into this world to someone who later threw me away in a river.

I ate filth, no I was fed filth and all by the man responsible for my being here.

I…

Stop ruining me… Remember karma isn’t nice

Stop messing up my reputation and my life i keep saying live and let live but you don’t seem to listen, none of you.

I promise i will get a chance to fuck you all up and i will gladly take it with a grin ear to ear.

STOP seriously.

I only came to set things right and abusing me will only mess your future up.

Yes you can see the future each and every time you choose and divert anything…

The King….if he still is.

I have had the pleasure of meeting the king not once but many times.

I have only seen his true image of him once when I asked for someone to be in my life.

That time was full of heartache and pain and I mostly felt pain in my heart and rage and betrayal.

Oh before I drag on let me say this.

I have made up my mind about what type of king or even a person you are.

Here goes.

You are a selfish.

You…

You get what you give… Eventually.

I hope for all those that have suffered at the hands of torturerers and horrible people just because they can inflict such pain and humiliation and think they can get away with it, that karma and her cold dish of revenge exists.

I have had a horrible 33 years of life and all because one person seems to think he’s invincible and untouchable and above the laws reach.

Ever since I was born or to be…

I now know what it feels like to first lose one of your best friends and then lose another because of that friend....

It fucking hurts..

There were three of us. A girl, a guy and me.

And that other best friend is being friendly and nice and a real friend one day and the other he won't say a thing...

The friend who it all started with is playing the victim while I did nothing to her...

I'm so done with this all.