#backprobs

Wed - 3.6 in 30 minutes on the treadmill at the gym. 

So I'm hurting. I'm all the way in KY, and I'm hurting. My brother in law notices how I wince every time I barely blink, and asks if I want some medicine. I say no, but he gets it anyway. He gives me two. An hour later, I'm dizzy, sweaty, and crawling up the stairs; a few seconds from blacking out. I'm in and out of sleep and completely loopy for hours. This was last night. I've been sick all day, sick. And it turns out, one pill of the medicine he gave me is enough to knock a grown man out cold. The normal dosage is half a pill, and I took two. On top of two Aleve. Apparently it's a miracle I'm still breathing. "You gave her two Percasets! That stuff is crazy strong. They sell that on the street!"

All I need to say is that I'm TERRIFIED of what might be wrong with my back. It's getting worse every day and I can't take it. At first I thought it was just my lower back, but it's definitely in the middle of my back and going into my legs. I don't understand how it could get this bad this quick? Why does this have to happen now? I can't do anything without being in pain. Can't sit, lay down, laugh, walk, stand. Absolutely nothing. Meds don't help. Standing still doesn't help. The only thing that helps is sleeping. When I'm asleep I feel nothing, its getting to sleep that sucks. I can't wait to go to the doctor and get real answers. Real answers since they actually have proof to go off of. Since when is a patients pain not real enough for doctors? Good thing I actually know my body and know the signs to look for when something like this is wrong.