#babush

flags for aemush/aemulush, aish, babush, and slush, all of which are “object of attraction” terms for aemuloime attraction, auxilior attraction, and silly attraction respectively.

meant to be used as either identifying as the term in questioning, such as a form of referential language, or for when being said term is important to one’s identity.

in your final email, you sent to me, you spoke about how you thought of your past in moments in between ours, you spoke of how your past stays in your mind and how you couldn't understand why or how you weren't over it. But now I see the wisdom you parted to me, I also replied to you saying that it was normal to think of your past while you were in the present and even when planning for the future. I told you that even I still thought about my past. and that was no lie, I still do, but unbeknownst to me I accidentally tried to compare my past to my present, and it made me realise one thing, besides the fact that my past holds no weight on my present, the love I felt in my past doesn't compare to the love you showed me... I'm sorry I'm rambling let me try and be short and sweet...

the love you gave me, made me realize that it wasn't love that I felt in my past, it was infatuation, you are what I love. Love is the choice of staying and accepting the multiple flaws that we had and becoming the strength that either of us lacked.  Infatuation is a poor foundation that lacks the strength to support a future. that is why you know my flaws early, and I yours, so we can fix it before it becomes a skyscraper worthy of reaching the stars.