#babrieeee

awwww babes noo 🥺🥺🥺

it's fiiine it's fiine

I’ve read sooooo many fics through three years and I was a little bit skeptical when I first read the “serial killer! Seungmin” but I’m glad I kept reading cause I’m so excited for the next part.

What I meant by the “it grossed me out” part, is the scene where he killed the man? I don’t know why but I dead ass almost threw up, might be cause I’m sick and the only thing I’ve been consuming are medications. But holy fuck dude, I had to step away😭

Also!! I got so, frustrated? And confused? When she DIDNT LEAVE THE COUNTRY!? A MAN JUST KILLED YOU FOR LIKE TWO MINUTES AND YOURE OVER HERE KISSING HIS LIPS AND WHAT NOT.

But I think that’s what makes a story good! The minute a fic I’m reading is making me feel some kind of emotions, better bet I’m reading until the fkn end.

Anyway, pardon my rant, and again I really hope you don’t take it as offensive, but if you do I’d totally get it tbh.

Stay safe and healthy! Lots of love🩷🌺

Sorry I took so long responding, but I really had to gather my thoughts for this one. Apologies for it being so long and for me basically taking an opportunity to unload.

All of the "negative" parts popped out because I was so tired and out of it. And I was like “oh no please don’t hate please don’t hate the story” 😭 ㅋㅋ ㅋ I'm out of it today, too, so hopefully I type this up properly.

But I don’t take your comments negatively! My job as a writer is to make you feel all of the emotions my characters are dealing with.

So thank you for taking the time to write all of this out! Seriously. I'm a little floored anyone (this goes for everyone who has sent a message or left a long comment about the fic) has been reading thoughtfully enough to catch everything l've been putting into the story. We’ll be getting more into readers fucked up head very soon, since you mentioned that!

I’m glad these not so pretty parts have gotten a reaction out of you, because I’ll take that as me writing the scenes well! That’s very important to me as a writer, and as someone who has always taken writing seriously. I love writing simple fanfic that you guys can lose yourself in, because that’s why I picked up ff again after stopping for many years. And because of Seungmin, ofc. But this is also why I was very nervous about posting DEITY even though I’ve been wanting to do serial killer!Seungmin for months now. I knew it couldn’t be simple, but I had no idea it would already be this long halfway through (almost 50k words). After writing the intro and getting into the first part, I decided to just write an entire novel. I already had the plot in my head.

I don’t see many stories like this on tumblr, but I also don’t read much (I’m not exaggerating when I say all of my free time is spent writing) so putting something darker out there that wasn’t just oneshot smut was a little scary. I’m aware that’s what get most of the attention on here (short stuff, ott smut, ~imagines, etc) and why even though I have readers like you, I don’t have much in the way of likes and reblogs. It does get discouraging, but I’m pushed forward when I think about all of you reading each part.

So ANYWAY. Sorry this got so long. Thank you so much for your reblogs and your comments on those reblogs. It’s so important to me and the other writers on tumblr.

And thank you Seungmin for being my muse. I wouldn’t be writing every day again without you making me so delusional.

BABEEEEEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hey!! Thank you so much for the message and your interest <3

I suppose you mean the structure/concept itself?

The story is about the reader who participates in a reality TV show and soon realises that she actually already knows all the other candidates from real life. The purpose of the show is that mc has to choose one of the eight at the end of the show (as her boyfriend, similar to Bachelorette).

It is basically like a Christmas calender (each day until 25/12/23 another chapter gets added) and at the end of each chapter, readers can make a decision and choose an option how the story unfolds (by selecting the tumblr poll at the end of the post, it’s all anonymous). This will determine what happens next—it can be small details like for instance whose background story we see next or what happens on a date but they will get more severe, I promise.

The polls are always up for 24h and then a new chapter drops. Sometimes, when the last poll doesn’t determine the next chapter (but another one in the future instead) I post the next episode a little earlier. But the poll will still be up and taken into consideration!!

I hope this makes sense and that I didn’t spoil anything from the plot too much 🥹 we are currently half way through (episode 13) but you can still read it now! The only small “disadvantage” is that you can’t make a decision on the polls 1-12 anymore but that isn’t bad imo :)

well, other than my own two Minho fics The Taste of Love & Cherry eyes, cherry lips? 💁‍♀️ #ShamelessPlug

nah, but seriously, here are some i dug out from my recs:

For Eternity (Chan) by @writerracha

Monarchs: Revitalization (Jeongin) by @abiaswreck

Monarchs: Blood Favor (Chan) by @/abiaswreck

Late Night Bite (Jisung) by @fizzydrink698

and i know @lettersfromaphrodite has an entire vampire!skz series in her masterlist that i haven't read yet, but i'm sure it's great.

(Loved the chapter btw!!💓)

She’s in love. She’s obsessed. That’s her god…Seungmin is where she worships.

hello bb!!

how cute is it that you were thinking of them while washing your face?? dfjnfsknjfsdkf

ohh, totally.

he'd be the type to send voice messages where she can clearly hear him getting undressed and into the shower. or if she didn't sleep at home he'd send her one when i just woke up, with his voice all low and raspy, full of sleep, telling her he misses her and that he loves her....

he'd send her little spoilers to things he's planned to do with her when she's back (holy and unholy plans alike...). would send her pictures while he's doing things at home, and we know he barely wears clothes at home, so you can imagine how that goes...