#babie-moth

CW: Fluff, Diapers, Cg/l

You hadn’t been able to drop in ages, work had been extremely stressful, and your personal life? Forget it. There just wasn’t enough time in the day and your little had been pushed to the back, despite her protests.

The burden was starting to really weigh on you and your caregiver had noticed. While they weren’t your live in partner, they had an acute sense of what had been going on in your day to day, and had something planned for you.

You came home one day to a note on the outside of the door

“Good Evening, little sweet, you may enter but cover your eyes and head to your room”

She felt a familiar flutter in your tummy, this was completely unexpected, and you felt underprepared. However, you did as the note read, unlocked the door and entered with your hands over your eyes. Nudging the door closed with your hip, you follow the familiar path to your room

Walk down hallway, pass by living room and turn right. As you enter the room you allow you hands to drop. Sitting on your bed is your caregiver, eyes sparkling as they reach out to you “Baby Bear” they coo softly and you feel your eyelids start to drop.

Sitting next to them on the bed was one of your favorite diapers (bunnyhopps) and your favorite onesie, adorned with little cows and mushrooms. You allow them to lay to start to remove your clothes, and with every piece stripped away you start to relax further, leaning into the soft arms of your caregiver. They lay you back on your changing blanket and smile down at you, handing you a small fidget toy.

“Be a good Bean and play with this while I take care of it.” They pass you a small toy and You rattle it around, huffing that it didn’t help you drop fully. You felt on the edge, but small space seemed too elusive and you let out a small cry. Your caregiver looks up and smiles “grumpy baby, eh, maybe this will help” they pop your favorite pacifier in your mouth, immediately distracting you as you settle into a sucking rhythm. Before you know it, your taped, padded, and wrapped in soft cotton, they garb your hand and beam at you “are you ready, I made something special for you, Little”

Your heart skips and you giggle around your paci, nodding up and down, cooing your excitement. They open the door and lead you down the hallway again, to the main den.

The couch had been completely deconstructed, with your sheets draped over them. On the floor was an air mattress, on it was a snack plate, your bottle with your favorite juice, snacks and your comfort stuffie.

“I-I can’t believe this..” you mumble, looking up at them with stars in your eyes, feeling yourself relax into your own body, the familiar drop feeling taking you over as you are lead to the airmatress and sat down.

You look around and then back to your caregiver, a glaze falling over your eyes and a deep breath filling your lungs

“It’s nap time my love, get some good rest”

You coo up at your caregiver, reaching your mitted hands up and out to them. They smile down, give you one last squeeze and exit the room swiftly. You watch as the door closes and clicks, looking for a few more moments before your eyes wandered to the ceiling. Right above you was your favorite mobile, with little cows and moons dancing, with a light lullaby came through it. You bobbled your head to it a little and reached up with your mitts, the small bells attached to them, giving a soft jingle. The more your ears adjusted to the quiet room, the lullaby became a little louder, causing your breathing to slow.

You let your eyes dance around the room that you had so lovingly put together with you CG. It had been a dream to put together your nursery with them and you took pride in it. Your eyes catch the colorful mirror and through it you catch a glimpse of the prisms in the window,stretching rainbows across the floor. They made small tinkling noises as they bumped against each other and the window. You close your eyes, still seeing the dancing rainbows behind your eyes as your ears continue to adjust.

There was a light breeze outside and you could hear the tree bumping against the window, along with shuttering of leaves each time the wind blew. The small sound of the squirrel scratching his way up the tree, the birds talking to one another from branch to branch made you smile around your paci, bringing further peace over your mind.

You could hear your CG downstairs as they cleaned and moved around the house, taking advantage of your nap time. There are small shuffles and a small meow as one of your cats stops in front of your door, but you can hear it pad off after a few minutes, leaving you back to your nursery.

You adjust to your side, the pleasant sound of your cotton onesie sliding against the sheets and your skin coming through very soft, contrasted by the crinkles of your diaper which seem to ring out in the quiet room. All of it reminding you that you are where you’re meant to be. Wrapped up, cozy and tight in your safe space, your nursery.

The last thing you hear as you drift off is the baby monitor right by your crib