#b.a.p x reader

Hi! I am so sorry, I never get notifications on the app on my phone and when I finally opened Tumblr on my laptop I saw your request. I am also not taking requests but I don't want to disappoint you after so long so I hope you enjoy this short scenario.

Bang Yongguk: This soft man would have his heart in his throat watching you walk down the aisle. He's teary-eyed but he has the biggest, gummiest smile on his face and nothing would ruin this day for him.

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「 𝗸-𝗽𝗼𝗽 𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀, 𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀, 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 」

Lee Taemin ~ SHINee

The early morning sun rises behind you, framing your head like an angel’s halo. Jongup knows you’re not a morning person, but insists on grabbing breakfast at the local cafe every Saturday as part of his weekly ritual.

He knows the frown that has your face all screwed up will ease once your favourite pastries have been devoured.

“It’s fine,” you mutter, rubbing your eyes. “I just wish we were still in bed.”

A waiter steps out of the cafe and places a platter full of breakfast items – your favourite pastries included – on your table.

I know I said I would stop writing such sad stories but I actually started writing this long ago (when JunHong had first hurt his arm) so I just had to finish it >.< Either way, I hope you enjoy!! -Sunni

  ✿ B.A.P’s Zelo x Female!Reader ✿ Angst/Sad ✿ 1.2k words ✿ Not requested✿ Written by Sunni

JunHong P.O.V

      “If you don’t want to see me anymore, can’t you just say it?”

      JunHong had meant to push you. But maybe not this far. He only wanted you to see things from his point of view. But the hurt in your voice made him feel like a coward. He was a coward. He couldn’t even answer you.

      Your lips were full and your hair had begun to frizz in the humidity. You looked resigned. JunHong could tell that your patience had run out. There wasn’t a hint of sarcasm or playful sassiness in your voice like there almost always was. Yet here he was, still just staring at you. JunHong wondered to himself how it had come to this. He wondered where he had screwed everything up.

      “Can you at least answer me?” you said, your voice stronger this time. JunHong made eye contact for just a second. You were tearing up. JunHong looked away, rubbed his hand over his face. This wasn’t good. What was he going to do if you actually started crying?

⌊college!au series⌋ Genre [Rating]: normal [G] 

Pairing: skater!Zelo x Reader Length: 3,4k Summary: They say the first time is something special but that is a lie. But all the other times after seem to become more important as the time flies by.

// weird kid masterlist [x] //

You heaved a breath as you moved the last box from the doorway into the dorm. Normally your father would have requested to help you with the heavy boxes but apparently he had so much work to do, he couldn’t come to say goodbye. Instead, your mum gave you this ugly looking card children get to their first day in preschool, written by your dad saying how sorry he was he couldn’t make it. Attached was a twenty dollar gift card for Starbucks. You didn’t even have a Starbucks on campus. You didn’t even like overpriced coffee that much.

Feeling the temperature rise while bringing in all your boxes into the room, you moved towards the window. A light breeze could be felt as you strode towards the closet where you already hung most of your clothing. The only few things to go were your plushies in the box beneath the bed and your study guides, the ones you purchased nearly a year ago as you decided to study at this particular college. Your desk was stood in front of the window with a few pictures on it. In the box next to the study guides were some you weren’t quite sure to display. One in particular stood out. It was you with Daehyun, smiling into the camera on a sunny day in Spain. A smile made its way across your lips as you were thinking about the time you spent with him. To your friends, you were the most liked couple. People would already talk about you two getting married and having kids in the near future. But reality was quite different from what others expected it to be. Your relationship, at least in the past few months, was filled with arguments, objects being thrown at eachother in a fight, sleeping on the couch or in different rooms - you even slept at a girlfriends house of yours because things went that bad. 

It wasn’t always like that though. When you first saw him, you remember his devastatingly good looks and a cocky smile that made everyone weak in the knees. It’d worked on you, your naivety playing to his favor when you’d met at a bar you were with your girls at to have a nice night out. You remember, a few months back, his name was the only thing that kept you sane, consuming every bit of innocence you’d ever contained. You’d fallen in love fast, the amount of attention you received was scary even.

For last three years he’d owned every single bit of you, and for these three years the both of you tore each other apart until nothing was left in the aftermath. He’d cheat on you for the last few months of you relationship and when you found out while walking in on him and his side chick, in your bedroom, it’d somehow become your fault. You’d forgive him for hurting you but threw it back in his face every time you argued. Deep down, you could forgive him so easily, even if he begged you to after you nearly wanted to end the relationship. He’d drink to kill the pressures that bubbled in his chest and you’d smash the bottles because he got too reckless when he was drunk. You’d hit on other guys when you were out, trying so hard to piss him off so he knew how it felt to be stabbed in the back. How it felt to see the love of your life give someone else the attention, the love you deserved. You felt betrayed, even though there were times after where he tried to make it up to you. He tried really hard. For the spawn of a month or two and when you found out about his nightly meeting with other women, you had enough. He knew how much the cheating hurt your heart and while trying to save your relationship, he ruined it in the process. Again. 

And you tried, multiple times, so hard to dump him and somehow he would pull you back in. Back into this self-destructive thing you had going on. It was like an endless cycle that broke you to pieces and he crushed those pieces under his boot to dust. It was one you managed to hide from your friend and oh so perfect family. Your parents fawned over you how perfect you were for each other while in the moment you came home you were shouting and ruining each other behind closed doors. 

IVE SEEN SO MANY PEOPLE DO THIS AND I DECIDED WHY NOT!

First Meet:

First of all, this was your first time going to a B.A.P fan meet 

You had so many mixed emotions

Happy, NERVOUS, Excited, low key shitting bricks

Not only was B.A.P your favorite boy group but.. 

DAEHYUN WAS YOUR BIAS 

You have no idea how on earth you were planning to approach the boy

Before even heading to the meet and greet you had a hard time deciding on a damn outfit

You would try on clothes and the more you stared in the mirror the more you found something wrong with the look

It’s important to look good so you kept going through clothes till at last you found the perfect one

At last after finally getting ready you were out the door

Was it wrong to say you were rehearsing what to say when you saw each member?

You didn’t want to embarrass yourself, especially around Daehyun.

Each member you made sure to make this small handmade gifts along with a letter. 

To be honest it’s probably unlikely for the boys to even read your letter but it was nice to dream.

When you arrived there you see a huge line

TODAY WAS THE BIG day!

As you stood there everything felt like a dream.

Meeting your favorite idols in the entire world...

UNREAL

But the day was here and it was the moment of truth

Standing in line with nerve-racking.

 Little by little the line would move up.

You were getting closer and closer to the boys

At last, when you arrived you felt like a cat got your tongue and felt like you were unable to be normal.

Going up to each boy was hard but it wasn’t too bad.

As you spoke to each member they helped you calm down the moment they smiled.

But it was time to face Daehyun.

You felt like your heart was ready to burst

breath..

As you walked over to him he instantly smiled.

You looked right at him and suddenly forgot how to speak.

“Hello,” he blurts out smiling staring right into your eyes

TALK! You would think to yourself 

But not a single word came out.

Daehyun continued to stare at you 

“H-hi,”

let’s just say you were a speaking mess

You were expecting for Daehyun to be a bit weirded out by you however he suddenly began to laugh

He actually found you rather adorable.

You were trying to think about what you were going to tell him but it completely slipped out of your mind.

Although you couldn’t think of anything you couldn’t not say anything...

Without thinking twice you spoke up.

You told him everything you wanted to say and told him to make sure he stays healthy and always eat.

Daehyun smiled and smiled even bigger when you handed him his mini gift.

When you handed him the gift the both of you touched hands and you suddenly became a blushing mess.

He signed the album and handed it back

Before you know it you now had to move on to the next member.

That was it... This was probably the last time you were ever going to talk to Daehyun (NOT)

Once your time was up you were now leaving feeling happy that you had a chance to meet the boys but also upset because you have no idea if you will ever get this opportunity again...

You walked off with the album in your hands getting ready to leave 

There you walked off and you were walking outside till...

“Wait!”

You turned back around and suddenly see Daehyun running after you. He stopped when at last he was in right in front of you he stopped.

“Daehyun?”

What was he doing here? You weren’t imagining this right? 

“Hey...”

Why did he suddenly look nervous?

“What brings you here?”

You don’t know what made Daehyun leave the table to approach you.

“Uh.. You forgot your pen?”

Did this boy just say pen?

LOLOL yeah he did.

You grabbed on to the pen and then looked over at him

“Um.. I don’t remember bringing a pen,” you said looking at the pen

No you were’t complaining that he came all this way to return a pen that isn’t yours but... You were confused.

“Right...”

Did he do this to see you again?

MAYBE

“I I thought you forgot your pen...”

He knew it wasn’t your pen

You watched him laugh nervously and you couldn’t help but smile.

“Thanks for the pen, I’ll make sure to cherish this,”

From that point the both of you both began to laugh

“I know I shouldn’t do this... And I know this is risky but... When can I see you again?”

LOLOL I TRIED OKAY... FIRST TIME~

 ☾ - angst | ☁ - fluff | ♡ - smut | ✔ - completed | ✗ - in progress 

☼ = admin daylight | ❄ = admin snowflake | ✨ = admin galaxy | 💙 = admin pastel

AN: Admin S here, so I decided to combine two of my most favourite things, Death Note and B.A.P~ For those who don't know, Death Note is an anime/manga about a student named Light Yagami picking up a Shinigami (god of death - Ryuk)'s notebook which was dropped by a bored Shinigami in the human world and begins to kill the world's criminals with it, being dubbed as "Kira" by the public and becoming a god like figure to the world. The Death Note requires the name of the person intended to be killed to be written while their face is pictured and unless cause of death is specified, it will be a heart attack 40 seconds later. L (under the alias of Ryuzaki), being the greatest detective in the world steps into the picture, wanting nothing more than to bring a childish, self-proclaimed god down in the name of justice, thus starting a cat and mouse game, the loser having to lose their life. So, in this one shot, Daehyun will replace L with Jongup replacing Light, other members of B.A.P will be playing other characters (which will be explained) throughout the fic, I really hope you guys enjoy this, I really worked hard~

Word Count: 2967 

Warnings: Sexual content (not smut), mentions of murder, super natural themes.

"Jongup-kun?" (Y/n) whispered, knocking on his door, only to hear maniacal laughter from the other side, causing her to get immensely confused. "Idiots, fucking idiots, I am the god of this new world, Kira will cleanse this world of all evil, L, you've just lost." Jongup continued, and (y/n) continued to listen, her eyes widening in horror. L was right, he is Kira, oh god, I need to get out of here and tell him.

She quickly pulled away from the door, only to tangle her own feet and fall straight down onto the floor, alerting Jongup of her presence. Feeling her lungs constrict as the door opened, she began to panic, he was going to kill her, this was her end, this would be how she died, discovering that her best friend was Kira and to die at his hands.

Jongup opened the door, expecting to see Sayu, his younger sister but his eyes widened a fraction when he saw (y/n) on the floor as she got up, and he smiled at her, hoping she hadn't heard his monologue.

"Hey, how come you're here?" Jongup smiled at her, his personality having done a complete 180 degree turn, scarring her even more. Just a second ago, he was a mass murder and now, his face showed no signs of remorse or guilt, but rather a caring and happy expression was plaster all over his face. "I-I-I was-" Before she could finish, Jongup bent down, his strong arm pulled her up and pulling her into his room, slamming the door shut behind them as he pushed her towards his bed nearby.

Letting out a loud sigh, he ran his hand through his hair, rolling his eyes before turning around, knowing what he had to do. "What did you hear?" He asked her, his voice dangerously low, he wasn't going to make the same mistake again. (Y/n) internally panicked as she straightened herself up, turning around and sitting down on Jongup's bed, trying to keep herself as calm as possible as she tightly gripped the bedsheets.

"I just got up the stairs, and I trip-ped, what, what was th-there to hear?" She asked him, giving him her best fake smile but he saw right through it as he walked closer to her, bending down so he was at her eye level.

"Come on (y/n) don't lie now, you know what Kira can do, a name and a face and I have both of them." He whispered into her ear, using one hand to hold her chin as he leaned over, asserting his dominance in the situation. Feeling weak and pathetic as tears brimmed her eyes, she lowered her head, hoping he wouldn't kill her.

"Pl-ple-please Jo-jongu-up." She cried, tears rolling out of her eyes freely as Jongup pulled back, his eyes curiously scanning her face. A god needed a goddess to rule by his side and who better could it be than (y/n)? She'd known him his entire life, she was insanely intelligent, working with L was a proof of that, and to top it all off, she was beautiful, to him anyways.

"You won't kill her Jongup, you love her too much to do that, she'll cost you your life hehehe." Ryuk laughed, watching the owner of his Death Note struggle with the current situation.

"Aww, don't cry love, I'm not gonna kill you, no, no, no, you're far too precious to die by my hands, a god needs a goddess to rule, I'm offering you to be mine (y/n)." He whispered, his nose rubbing against hers as her eyes widened more as if it were possible. His empty hand resting at the base of her neck, his fingers playing with the necklace that hung around her neck.

"Jo-Jong-up." She began, only for him to cut her off by placing a finger against her lips."Shh, this is your only choice, accept Kira and the new world, or I'll have no choice but to end you and your entire family." He threatened, the dark look in his eyes proving his point. Feeling helpless, she slowly nodded, agreeing to his terms and he smiled, before leaning forward to capture her lips in a sweet kiss.

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(Y/n) sat in the investigation headquarters, mindlessly fiddling with papers as she spaced out. Jongup had her dancing to his tunes and there was nothing she could do to resist him, her brain screamed at her to tell L, to tell Ryuzaki, to tell anyone but with the threat looming over her loved ones' lives, she couldn't bring herself to do so, no matter what.  

"(Y/n)-chan, it would be great if you could return to us." L's smooth, soft voice called out, breaking her out of her trance and she turned around, only to meet the brown eyes of the chestnut haired boy, who was busy stuffing strawberry cheesecake into his mouth with a silver spoon, sitting in his ever so odd position.

"I'm so sorry Ryuzaki-kun." She apologised, using L's other alias, like seriously how many did he have?

"It would be great if you could help me monitor the Moon family, Mr Moon is asleep." He replied and (y/n) nodded, moving her chair over to in front of the various TV screens that showed the three members of the Moon family. Sayu was on the phone with her friend, Jongup's mother watching a drama on the TV and Jongup studying in his room. Gripping the ends of her chair tightly, she watched him reach for his drawer, the one containing the Death Note.

He was going to get caught, oh lord, he was going to kill her family.

Letting out a breath she didn't know she was holding, she relaxed back into her chair when she saw that he pulled out a packet of potato chips but how on Earth did he know about the cameras? L had them installed in absolute secrecy and even she hadn't mentioned them to him.

"Is everything alright (Y/n)-chan, you seem very tense." L remarked, his eyes not once leaving the screen but yet he failed to ignore the sudden changes in her behaviour.

"I feel sick, I need some air." She replied, mentally thanking the gods that she came up with that and before he could question her further, she got up, basically sprinting out of the room, down the stairs and out of the building, stopping in the unmonitored car park as she ran out of breath.

I can't do this, I just can't.

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"Jongup, I need to talk to you." (Y/n) began, walking in to his room as he closed his door, following behind her and she sat down on his bed, which no longer felt warm and inviting, but rather cold and hard, as he sat down on the chair he pulled opposite her.

"What are we?" She asked, looking straight up at him, looking into his dark eyes for an answer. Jongup smirked slightly, knowing that this was the perfect time to send L a message. His best investigator was in his room, his main suspect's room, and now, all he had to do was show L was how weak he was.

"Baby, you're my everything." He smiled softly, before leaning forward and smashing his lips against hers, knowing that L was watching his every move and actions spoke louder than word. He gently pushed her back, until she was laying down beneath him as he hovered over her, using his strong arms to support his weight as (y/n) wrapped her arms around his neck, loving the feeling on his strong lips against hers.

His lips worked magic on her, every time he kissed her, she forgot everything. She forgot the fact that he was a psychopathic mass murderer, and that she was the detective on the opposite side, she forgot everything, allowing herself to get consumed by his presence. This being her only moment of peace and pleasure.

Jongup smirked, pushing harder against her lips, bitting down on her bottom lip, allowing a little bit of blood to seep out, both of them tasting the coppery taste as they devoured each other and (y/n) wrapped her legs around his torso, pulling him closer to her as she tangled her hands in his hair.

At this point in time, she just didn't care. She was completely unaware of the two hatred filled eyes that were watching the pair through the screens.

"Hehehe, you're doing this to taunt L aren't you? Showing him how you have complete control over his best partner, you really are a devil Jongup." Ryuk commented, before walking out of the room, after all, he didn't wish to see the future events that were going to happen between the pair.

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"You were fully aware of the fact that the cameras were there!" Youngjae, another investigating officer on the case remarked, not believing what Chief Moon had said. When (y/n) and Jongup were sharing their heated intimate moment, Chief had asked L to stop the monitoring and as uncomfortable as he already was, he asked L to give his son and his girlfriend privacy, to which L outright refused, which lead to the entire team hearing about Jongup's love life and his affair with (y/n).

"It's very unprofessional for you to do this (l/n), Jongup is a key suspect, you cannot continue your relationship with him while you're working on this case, I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you to choose one side." Chief Moon sighed, taking his glasses off. (Y/n) starred at him, knowing what this meant, and knowing what Jongup could do, she had no choice but to resign from the task force.

"I need some time to think over it, I'll you know soon sir." She gave him a weak smile, before grabbing her coat which was hanging on her chair and began to make her way outside again before she bumped into L on the way out.

"(Y/n)-chan, are you headed somewhere?" He asked her, giving her a weird look, like, she couldn't exactly pinpoint what it was. Lust? Anger? Jealously? Hate?

"I'm sorry Ryuzaki, I need some time to think over everything… Jongup, he means a lot to me.." She trailed off, not knowing what to do.

"And catching Kira? Does that not mean anything to you?" He asked her, slowly taking steps towards her, very consciously pushing her against the wall as she moved back.

"Watari, please turn the cameras off." He commanded, not wanting this conversation to be visible to anyone, and this caused (y/n) to become even more alert.

"You didn't answer me (y/n), what about catching Kira? Or do you already know that Jongup is Kira?" He asked, his voice getting dangerously low as he placed one hand beside her head, pushing himself closer to her. Her heart began thumping wildly, this was it, L knew. He fucking knew that she knew. She was trapped, from both sides, her death was unavoidable from both sides but knowing if she stuck to Jongup, her family had a better chance of survival.

"Wh-what do you mean, pl-please st-stop jok-joking Ryu-Ryuzak-ki." She stuttered, not liking what this proximity was doing to her. L chuckled, running a hand through his chestnut hair.

"Come on (y/n), you know I'm not joking." L replied, dragging out the syllables in her name, sending shivers down her spine. (Y/n) looked up, her breath getting caught in her throat as she locked eyes with the brown headed male, his plump lips ever so softly brushing against her own as he leaned down closer.

"Tell me what you know, I'll protect you from whatever harm (y/n), I'll keep you safe." He whispered, seductively, before slamming his other hand on the empty space beside her head, before he slammed his strawberry scented lips against her sinful ones, taking her breath away.

If Jongup's kisses drove her mad, L's kiss drove her insane. His lips worked wonders against her own, his tongue invading her mouth as all her sense drowned in euphoria. The sweet taste of strawberry cheesecake lingered in the kiss, his tongue leaving no space untouched as he moved one hand down to her waist, holding her in place.

(Y/n) moaned into the kiss, causing L to smirk as he broke off, his lips attaching themselves on to the smooth skin of her neck, pushing her against the wall harder as he pleasured her. Closing her eyes tightly, (y/n) threw her head back, giving him full access to her neck, wanting nothing more than his lips on her skin. His touch caused her skin to flare up, his lips burning her but she didn't care.

L smirked, bitting and sucking on the nape of her neck, causing her to whimper beneath him. "Say my name." He commanded, rather aggressively as he continued, his left hand moving down to intertwine with her right hand. "R-yu-ryu." She couldn't continue, her brain wasn't letting her continue. "My real name." He commanded, bringing her back to reality, no one knew L's real name no one and that's when Jongup's face crossed her mind. She'd just cheated on him, with his worst enemy, oh lord, she'd just sinned against the god of the new world

But if this was sin, she'd happily do it again, she'd damn the devil, again and again to feel his lips against her own

"This is wrong! Ryuzaki, no!" She mumbled, her eyes darting around the room before she frantically sprinted away, leaving a smirking L behind, who stood there, rubbing his lip with his thumb, his plan was going to be a success.

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"What's wrong with you? The cameras are gone now." Jongup smiled, pulling (y/n) closer to him as the pair lay in her bed, he held her as she rested her head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. Jongup had his fingers threaded through her (h/c) hair, running his fingers through it adoringly.

"Your father gave me a choice, I either stay on the task force or end it with you." (Y/n) gently spoke, catching his attention. "You're staying on the task force, no matter what, we can always meet in secrete." Jongup replied, already having his answer planned since day one. (Y/n) felt immensely guilty but then again, this psychopath was blackmailing her into dating him, constantly reminding her that the lives of her loved ones were in his hand. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get L's voice out of her head, the way he kissed her, the way he held her, who knew that the world's greatest detective had such a side?

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"Come on, tell me baby girl." L smirked against her lips as the pair lay on his bed, with (y/n) underneath him as he attacked her lips. The both of them couldn’t keep their hands off each other as they devoured one another.

"Ryu-z-" Before she could continue, he broke her off, placing a finger against her lips.

"Daehyun, my name is Daehyun." He smirked at her before reconnecting their lips, allowing this new information to sink in. "Now tell me, Jongup is Kira isn't he?" He asked, kissing her neck, his hands playing with the hem of her shirt, rubbing circles on to her skin.

"Dae-dae." She moaned, feeling lightheaded from his touch, the effect he had on her was scary. "Come on love, tell me." He urged her, kissing her jaw, his hands lifting her shirt a little higher, allowing the cool breeze from the open window to hit her warm skin.

"Jongup, he's kira." She spoke, not caring about anything in the world, being selfish and not wanting his lips to leave her own.

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'L, you, you...lied?' She asked, not believing what was happening but it was her own fault, she was the idiot. The idiot who was now in jail, serving a life sentence due to her involvement with Kira and now he had the audacity to come visit her in prison, to mock her.

How did she fail to realise that this man wasn't capable of loving another. How could he? He was heartless, never having had a friend, a companion, she's been a fucking idiot for trusting him.

'It was all business darling, all business.' Daehyun smiled at her, finally dropping the act. After all, she was his accomplice, she willingly placed her lips on his guilty ones, she willingly let him continue, she willingly kept this from him.

"I've made arrangements that would keep you safe from everything." He remarked, leaning back in his chair as she glared at him. Even now, she'd give anything to feel his touch, to have his mouth against her own.

"Keep you fake concern with yourself Jung Daehyun, just tell me one thing, why L?" She bitterly asked, causing Daehyun's eyes to widen. How on Earth did she know his name?

"How do you know my name?" He questioned her, standing up and leaning his hands against the table as she threw her head back and laughed. The letter L held so much significance to him, a nickname his mother had given him before giving him to Wammy's House where Watari raised him.