When do I become a man? Was the question I always used to ask myself.. but now I'm here. 26 years old, having myself a good life.. even when there is a conflict, I still feel good and troubled. I got myself an apartment, a car, a beautiful woman, yet still I feel like there is more to do.. Right now, my mind is a little messy, maybe its because I'm realizing that I am settling down.. where I wanted to be more free, where I wanted to travel the world with just a bag on my shoulders. I'm getting older and older.. but i want to feel young and party three days without a regret, without worrying about bills that I have to pay, without having to worry about the money thats slipping out of my hands and that is so hard to earn currently. Maybe I just need to let this all go.. I have a place now to be, someone to be, I have to be responsible and take care of my girl, I need to catch myself again quietly. With the silence of 3am, I will lock away my thoughts and be someone that acts like an adult and not like an whiny teenager that wants to party..
