#azilis chronicles

Jeez honestly I have so much to say about Lina.

She was one of my first OC I think, Mary-Sues excluded, and even if I was like 16 when I wrote her for the first time she was very much... Flat. No, I’m not talking about her chest lol, here she still is-

But yeah, Lina was a Mary-Sue and I’m not proud of it. And also a self-insert, LITTERALY. The concept of Lysara (when it wasn’t called Lysara) was a self-insert story about us wattpad writer going at war against clichés. Soooooo you see...

When I first created her she was sixteen and had an awful backstory, the Baku-like kind for those who know my OCs. Since then, i aged her up to twenty-one in Lysara, and after that when I created Azilis, nineteen.

For the Azilis ans Lysara story, well. She was created first for a RP crossover who became a FUCKING SAGA, but then I couldn’t resist making a universe entirely belonging to me, and put her (and her friends) in it. Thus were created the Azilis’ Chronickles.

And also I toned down the backstory ! She went in an orphanage instead of being forced to grow up in the streets and the only major event of her life was a quasi-agression where she killed the men trying to rape her.

She has a really pale skin. Once I thougth about making her asian-coded but I didn’t know how to proceed without changing big parts of her that I loved (like her heterochromia, a black and blue eye) and not looking racist, so now she is british. Her black hair comes from asian ascendance but said ascendance is really far in her ancestry. Also the origin is because she is from an alternative Earth. 

Also, I made the conscious decision to make her shorter than me (1m58, or 5′2′’), and she is almost completely flat, but the first one who calls her a loli has to tell me if a loli would be FUCKING RIPPED. Cause she is. And i’m very gay for that. And since she is a warrior, she is covered in scars, the one we see first being one on her right eye.

She is brash, easily angered, non-empathetic (the kind to not tell a friend that she isn’t interested romantically in him (UNCONSCIOUS LIE !!!!!!) to keep the feeling of being loved) and hates to be touched by unknown people, but also brave, open-minded and outgoing. Also her curses are the best thing ever to write, to a point I got critisism on the difference between her way of talking and the way I’m writing the stories she’s in lmao

And how, how can I talk about Lina without talking about the ship who ruined my life, the one who made me rethink Lina’s aromanticism ? (yes. i know. It went like THAT.)  

When I created Baku and Lina in the first place, THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A ONE-SIDED PINING ! YES I AM WEAK I MADE THEM GO TOGETHER !

For the little story, Lina was aromantic. But when I used her in the RP who became Lysara later, in the first arc, my MJ and now best friend Corneille made her fall in love with the antagonist for a love curse of some kind. And also she had in mind to hook her up with Phila, but at that time, I didn’t know, shipped like HELL my favorite pining and. Well. Too late, Baku and Lina got married. :,))

Corneille really hated me on this at first, and Baku too, but she came around eventually (and we then got the best OT3 in Lysara so scooooooore !) :,))

Since then, I rethought entirely her aromanticism so in Azilis she isn’t aro at all and in Lysara she is, but polyaffectionnate, and prone to QPR and really strong platonic relationships. and that is, until the curse where she got the romantic attraction. Also she became bi somewhere in my trail of thoughts, and went from graysexual to demisexual.

Lina has now three children in Azilis, six in Lysara (because entirely different destinies) and we’re planning to focus on them in the main story. She is also part of two of my comfort ships : in Azilis, Baku is her only partner, but in Lysara, Shera, who is the most adorable character in that entire universe, fell in love with both of them and this OT3 is litteraly the most cuddling ship ever. (And also Lina in Lysara has six children because two were born from Shera and Baku.)

Also this is a point I don’t go through a lot in my story, but she is a shapeshifter, and a powerful one. She can take the apparence of every existing animal with ease, but her form WILL have a black feature (like her hair) and maintaining it too much time without changing will provoke awful pain and tiredness. She will be able one day to take more fantasy-like forms, like djinns or common demons, but said forms will physically hurt her and she can’t maintain them for long. Also, her most powerful form is the Berserker form, where she can’t feel pain nor tiredness, and is in a “victory or death” state. Going in that form for too much time can send her in a coma. So reason would like her to don’t use it too much. Guess what she does at almost every boss battle ?

Shapeshifting aside, she is an amazing warrior. in a world where every type of weapon of every culture exists, she chose to wield a katana and is awfully good at it, but can also knock your face off with only her bare fists. Don’t make her angry.

My dear, that was a very, very, VERY old WIP I started a long time ago when I saw on Pinterest a very long post about a stalker that documented everything (and by that I mean EVERYTHING) about a woman at his workplace, in a very incel way as you can infer. Entries were PAGES and PAGES long describing what the woman was wearing, what she did and who she talked to, sprinkled by creepy incel fantasy about marriage, children, housewife, etc.

The poor woman of course didn't like that at all and changed jobs. The man had a whole incel crisis (documented in the diary) and I don't remember what happened next but from what I know he never went in contact with her again.

Of course I was creeped out and weirdly fascinated, you know how I am with obsession (even though this one terrified me) and since at the time Mairù was full stalker with Lina, I wanted to write a diary-coded novel on his point of view on the Chronicles, which was a very different story at the time. It started somewhere before they met and was supposed to stop after Lina escaped his sequestration (long story).

Still hadn't decided if he would get the charadev he currently has or just go full-yandere.

Transcript of the text :

Title : The tiny godkiller and their above average gigantic right-hand people

Deimos : Whassup, teeny tiny little Emperor ? Careful, there may be mice that close of the ground~

Oshiko (holding back her laughter)

Akira : I will fuck (up) both of you.

Last case : He tops both of'em.

Sometimes it's hard being the one who killed almost all the gods but being stuck in a 1m73/5'8'' body while your right-hands are at least 1m80/6'.

Espacially when said right-hands are either immune to the inherent fear you inspire in people because of your nightmare harbinger nature or so passionately devoted to you their absolute trust is enough to think you won't harm them.