#azem lore

when the world is burning

I wanna dig in your heart

take away your hurting

Kiss me and tell me I'm fine

and forget we're dying

Kesha - Finding You

What has become of us....

"My BROTHER... Our PEOPLE have vanished because of YOU! You and the convocation and your foolish PRIDE"

"Did I not say there would be no fixing this? The fate of the star rests on OUR shoulders. Not on some god you think will fix everything for you. No amount of praying will bring our world back, bring our people back, bring my brother...

Orion and his wife, Kendra are both WoLs and shards of Azem. Kendra's reflection was consumed during the Seventh Umbral Calamity and she woke up in the Source after the fall of Dalamud with only a faint memory of her past and no knowledge that she had moved worlds. She and Orion slowly discovered the truth of her origins through Shadowbringers and their interactions with Ardbert and Emet Selch. 

They are both shards of Azem, whose true name was Janus. Janus was both a powerful warrior and an immensely powerful mage. Their ability to manipulate aether was only rivalled by Emet Selch (much to his chagrin). They also had a unique attunement to dynamis that most amaurontines lacked.

Janus was a talented shapeshifter, often changing appearance and gender at will. They even would take on odd characteristics like cat ears or lizard scales from time to time. Emet Selch theorizes that Janus is some how responsible for the odd forms various humanoid races have taken on since the Sundering.

it's about one person and their conflicting personality traits and struggles and reducing yourself to your Base Traits and making peace with them and making peace with yourself and moving on

but it's also about codependent relationships and the need to let go a little bit and let the other person develop and trust that they will return to you naturally if they want to

adair's azem (please ignore the house fortemps ring that i forgot to remove x_x) no name yet. she has a knack for plant creations, especially aquatic ones and flowers - lotuses are one of her creations. she has a big laugh and friendly, extroverted personality.

she and hythlodaeus were very close, hades a close second. she looked up to venat as a mentor and friend, and admired hermes' compassion.

she's excitable, sassy, quick to confront others when angered, and her joy is like a sunbeam.

Including her death.

But also when she was an itty bitty kid with freaky premonitions :D

Hello, hello!

Here with another fic. Don’t worry, this one is finished and will all be posted.

Sorrow’s Hold is the story of my alt Warrior of Light, Dal Phina’s past life. I made Dal with a more complex, dark background than Xelinah, and in fleshing out how his past life played out, this story just kind of took hold. 

His past self here is not a shard of Azem, but is still related and ends up with unique ties to both Emet-Selch and Amon. 

Be warned this is not a happy story, with a happy ending. Otherwise, please enjoy.