#ayden stuff

me every single time I eat a peach: man... I sure hope this doesn't SPIRIT ME AWAY TO AN ENCHANTED BALLROOM... I'd hate to meet any FLAMBOYANTLY SEXUAL GOBLIN MONARCHS... especially if they're IN LOVE WITH ME AND WANT TO GRANT ME CERTAIN POWERS.........

I applied to a job in my field that I'd actually like to have and am fully qualified for and due to the competitive nature of the field I'm sure I I'll probably not even get an interview but this is the first time I've felt able and qualified to apply for a job that would give me relevant experience and allow me to progress towards some sort of... future or whatever... and I'm sure the crushing weight of everything else will come crashing down sooner than later but for now that feels nice

I saw a raft of four or five otters playing and frolicking through the water today in the middle of the afternoon at a tourist trap waterfront by my house. I’ve only ever seen one otter there before, and only from far-off, and these were no more than ten feet away from me and a couple of other folks at the edge of the water. I wish I’d taken pictures/video but they were gone within seconds. They were jumping and rolling around and goofing off together, shining in the sun and diving deep only to leap up above the water again. They darted across in front of us and then went under the docks where you could see their shadows keep playing and winding through the support pillars. We were all so happy to see them and share that moment. I’m sad and confused a lot lately but that was a really good thing and I’m glad it happened.

I'm meant to live in the uhhhhhh barren and inhospitable moor in wind and rain and feel that to survive the summer I probably need both air conditioning and an indoor/outdoor saltwater pool separated by a crystal glow-worm grotto cave

I explored a mysterious cemetery that has been haunting me for years and all that did was open up at least one hundred other mysteries and now I feel like the overgrown protagonist of a children’s detective novel