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This work is done for the love of Tarot and is intended only for those open to it. It is in no way intended to be professional advice. Please consume this, and all general online readings, responsibly. 

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Pulp Tarot by Todd Alcott

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PILE 1

Your crime against Love is how unavailable you keep yourself. You wear your exclusivity well and proudly, knowing when to use it as a lure and when to use it as a repellant.  Always keeping yourself neat, tidy, and at a comfortable distance from any mess you might cause. 

What you’re paying for these crimes ranges from failed attempts at union now that you’re ready, the dissolving of an existing union, and/or a general sense of despair and hopelessness about love and/or life. 

For all the details + a look at how redemption might be possible, check out the full reading over on YouTube!

PILE 2

You stand accused of overstaying your welcome within your comfort zone. It has served its purpose as your sanctuary. Now healed, you’re being asked to venture out and pursue the things you claim to want. 

If you allow fear to keep you paralyzed, atrophy will creep in. By the time you feel comfortable enough to welcome Love in, you’ll find you’ve forgotten how to attract it (if you knew how to in the first place).

Get all the details (+ a look at how to avoid an atrophied outcome) over on YouTube :P 

PILE 3

Your crime against Love has to do with your need for complete control. The space your demands take up leave little room for Love to grow. Some of you have taken advantage of a position of power; some of you have done damage with this power dynamic. 

The price for such transgressions are outlined as such: you are to bare witness to others succeeding in Love while you cannot + you are to be tested with false hopes that only your intuition and gained wisdom can guide you from.

These are condensed versions of the full readings available on YouTube

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MARKERS: The Oracle of the Roses

PILE 1

It’s time to close the door. To be honest, it’s BEEN time but you’ve found it difficult to move away. You can get really lost in the past; you keep it alive through memory/fantasy or maintaining behaviors or relationships that have ran their course. The options you’ve tried to keep open, the hope you’ve tried to keep alive can no longer sustain you. 

You’ll benefit most from taking the necessary time and space to grieve your disappointments and learning the lessons available to you there. Be warned that whatever you decide to do about this now will impact the way your future pans out. When the consequences of your actions arrive, what will they reveal about you?

For all the details proceed to the full reading on YouTube ✨🧚🏼‍♂️

PILE 2

You put in a lot of effort toward repressing any new emotions. You’re becoming increasingly aware of this but also of how deep the repression runs. Know that it runs deeper than you can currently see; you’ll need to dig deep to unlock why you’ve grown so comfortable denying yourself. There is a chance you might have to address something concerning your sexuality or sexual energy and the way it relates to your emotions. 

Whatever the case, you’re being asked to make harmony of the dissonance inside you, to learn how to successfully hold all parts of you. Love is waiting on your part. Thankfully you’ll soon realize how the conditions around you have changed enough for you to step into love, and this new cycle, confidently. 

For all the details proceed to the full reading on YouTube ✨🧚🏼‍♂️

PILE 3

Things have gotten a little too real and its enabled the realization that its time for more. The mind hesitates but the heart yearns. Find your courage and let it guide you away from your scarcity mindset.

Victory in love is promised if you commit to the journey and the work of undoing the grip fear has on you. Demonstrate a firm grasp of that courage and

A) you’ll find it a lot easier to move emotionally

B) You’ll finally be able the see the impact you and your energy have on others (You’ve BEEN having people’s attention, but now you’ll be able to see it).

MARKERS Fyodor Pavlov Tarot

PILE 1

Your message of comfort is that you’re being guided toward a better version of yourself. The transformation might not be entirely visible to you, as its the result of the realizations you have while processing this heartache. It hurts and its rough, but persevere. Know that with THIS misery your best way out is through. 

The advice is to commit to the transformation. Not the process, but the result. Once you and your perspective have grown, don’t allow for anyone or anything to scope you back down. Seek and value yourself and you’ll never be fooled by anyone pretending to. 

Get all the details over on YouTube..

PILE 2

Your message of comfort is that there was nothing more to gain from what you were giving. This does NOT mean you wasted your love or time. Nothing given from an open heart is a waste. But if you’re doubting whether you did enough in that relationship or not, the answer is simple: there was nothing more you could have done to gain wealth or recognition there. 

Your message of advice is to allow yourself rest. And lots of it. Also, seek isolation. Not to the point of loneliness, but for the purpose of remaining uninfluenced by others during the time necessary to process your own feelings and thoughts. There’s treasure that will only reveal itself in that silence. 

Get all the details over on YouTube..

PILE 3

Your message of comfort is that although you didn’t get the ending you were hoping for, victory is still in the cards for you. It’ll take a lot of work: firstly, acceptance of how things currently stand. Any efforts trying to change that are better suited transmuting your emotional matter into better motivation.

Your message of advice is to take control of your story. The heartache doesn’t have to be the most important theme; the pain doesn’t have to be the end of this chapter. What magic, art, or healing will you create from all this hurt? How are you creating what comes next?

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MARKERS Pulp Tarot by Todd Alcott Tarot of the Divine by Yoshi Yoshitani New Choice Tarot by Rosario Salerno

PILE 1

So you’ve found yourself in a situation with someone who checks all the right boxes except for the one about commitment. For whatever reason you cannot be with this person in either an official or an open way. Why?

Because Love isn’t happy with where you’re pouring yourself. You’ve been breaking your back trying to make something dysfunctional function. What that other person is doing to not be able to commit to you is irrelevant. It’s that you’re accepting it that’s the problem. 

Your abundant heart is treasure. How are you protecting yourself from thieves? Would you know how to recognize one? 

All the details + advice from Love on the matter over on YouTube! 

PILE 2

Don’t it always seem to go that you don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone? It might’ve been many romantic options or a lot or romance coming from one person but what’s true for all of you is the loss of that abundance. 

You couldn’t properly appreciate it and so you had to lose it. That was the best outcome for everyone involved. Because now that you’ve experienced this loss you’re better equipped to handle something worthwhile the next time it comes your way. 

For all the details + advice from Love on the matter check out the full reading on YouTube!

PILE 3

When what’s outside of our comfort zone feels overwhelming we naturally want to linger within it. But when what waits outside is Truth we’re hurting ourselves by not facing it. 

There’s a sting to the Truths you’re avoiding; at least one of them has to do with that thing or person you’re engaging with that you know you’re better without. That it’s convenient or a habit don’t work as excuses anymore. 

Love and Life demand courage. You’re being called to find yours now. 

MARKERS: Borderless Coleman-Smith

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Pile 1

Your struggle is the way you allow yourself to run away with the fantasy of how you want things to play out. Where people have offered you friendship, you’ve displayed the expectations for something more. If accountability is needed for any consequences that might’ve come from your fantasies, take it head on. But also give yourself the grace to look at your enthusiasm as a genuine desire for connection. Nothing wrong with that. 

Love now needs you to unlearn the ways you’ve approached romance so far. It’s not working and likely stems from influences in your past that didn’t know much about Love. Genuine connection is possible for you, but it will require a complete departure from the ways you’re used to doing things now. 

For all the details, check out the full reading over on YouTube 🧚🏼‍♂️✨

Pile 2

Your struggle with Love is all the ways you allow yourself to be diminished or completely lost in a relationship. Your capacity to find the bright side in the darkest circumstances is a true gift; don’t abuse it by letting it overshadow your genuine heartache. Love is calling you out: you can no longer claim to endure what you do in Her name. 

She needs you to trust the process. To take hold of your joys, your talents, and capacities and run with them to something better. And to separate yourself completely from the relationship(s) you have such a strong blind spot for. So long as they remain in proximity their hold will stand. Away from them, though, is a promise of more than what you’re losing. Trust the process, trust yourself, trust Her.

For all the details, check out the full reading over on YouTube 🧚🏼‍♂️✨

Pile 3

Your struggle with Love is your emotional unavailability. Don’t groan. It’s very clear you’ve had to be. There’s no judgment, we’re simply addressing what stands in your way.  Life’s left very little room for anything outside of your responsibilities and the space you create to meet those expectations. The idea of leaving this safety for something as risky and draining as dating seems frivolous, if not outright distant and uncomfortable. 

What Love needs from you is vulnerability. Give yourself intimacy, unveil yourself to yourself. Look at yourself honestly, not the way you’ve been taught or convinced to. Find there the treasure you are, the beauty you hold and carry with you. And then acknowledge the human desire for the things that lie outside your comfort zone. You are deserving of admiration, of Love, to know that there is someone who can meet you where you are. 

DISCLAIMER This work is done for the love of Tarot and is intended only for those open to it. It is in no way intended to be professional advice. Please consume this, and all general online readings, responsibly.

DECKS Oracle of the Roses Borderless Coleman-Smith Tarot of the Divine by Yoshi Yoshitani Fyodor Pavlov Tarot Disney’s Alice in Wonderland Tarot Botanical Inspirations Oracle Hilda’s Lenormand

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PILE 1

You have a gift. A superpower that lets your spirit persevere through any obstacle. You wield undying light. It’s time for you to wield it responsibly and intentionally. Very real circumstances might have forced you to keep that light to yourself. Allow yourself to share it now. Allow yourself to be shared. 

The next best step for you to take on your self-love journey is to get out of the way of your own happiness. Learn what it means to preserve your concern for the real stressors in your life and not the fantastical ones. Joy is present and available to you: give it the chance to bloom. 

For all the details head over to the full reading on YouTube

PILE 2

Rain, shine, in pain, or fine you can always be counted on to show up. The way you can separate your responsibilities from other facets of your life is a gift. Whether you’re aware of it or not, your talent for compartmentalization generates actual benefits for you. 

Your advice is to hone this talent by evolving it. Allow a new day to dawn by stepping into new ways of doing things. To be perfectly clear: you ARE NOT being advised to let go of your talent to prioritize your responsibilities, but to begin the work of understanding when it’s necessary and when it’s time to put it down. Self-love for you isn’t just rest and relaxation, it’s FUN. Learn to prioritize that too. 

Get all the details at the full reading on YouTube

PILE 3

All the work you’ve been doing to lay your past to rest is SEEN and RECOGNIZED. The fruit of your labor: the go-ahead to start making moves toward what you want. 

What Self-Love needs from you is self-mastery. Don’t go crazy now that you’re being told to make moves. The moves MUST be intentional, in alignment with all the work you’ve been doing. Otherwise all your hard work will be undone. If it applies: choose yourself, do NOT go back to them. 

Find the full reading over on YouTube