We have multiple sclerosis, and the worst part is that I haven't gotten to tell anyone, my mom has told everyone I know and some people I don't.

I feel like I have no privacy left, which is exactly why I try not to tell her anything, but it's hard because she raised with the idea that not telling her something was us slighting her immensely because I didn't trust her and not trusting her was a fucking crime. I just got the diagnosis Yesterday and she told an academic advisor at her college for free, another teacher at her job, and probably the cashier at her cigarette shop.

The icing on top is that both my mom and bio dad immediately lost their shit about the diagnosis, which kept me from being able to feel anything for the diagnosis. It's the same as the other 6 things I was already diagnosed with. It's like they have to have a big enough reaction that it becomes more important than what I need.

It's tiring and I'm honestly sad.

I guess I just wanted somewhere that I got to tell.

It's life-altering sure, but I was already on the process of altering the way I did things got my own health before this. i quit smoking and it's going well.

If anyone has memes, particularly funny memes, I would appreciate forgetting the last 24 hours, I might try out roleplaying here depending on the reception I get.

Signing off for now,

Thanks for listening to my vent.