#auuhgh

its a feeling foreign to me..

its a feeling like a dream, like a long-lost friend

it sturs deep within me, shaking my very core

dumping me into the vast ocean of my emotions

the swirling, churning, crashing, intense feelings of my heart

my heart.

its full, its flooding

full of love, full of care

for so many things

for my close ones, my pets, my creations, my interests

intense emotions boiling over,

spilling out, out, out,

although its queer love,

it is not, romantic

it is something else, something wonderful

an experience every time, an experience every moment

and even though i yearn, even though i long.

to feel the way lovers do.

but i love through something else

a different set of emotions, and thoughts