For example, i have 3 trash cans in my room, and my laundry basket lives next too my bed so I don’t form a doom pile next too my bed. My purse lives on my door handle so I can’t forget it. I have a small kitchen set up in my bathroom (the toilet is in a smaller separate room) for when I either can’t handle the steps of going downstairs to make real food, or I am in too much pain.

And recently I contacted the company to help me find the original because he looks like I’ve had him since I was 2 (aurora is the fucking bomb btw), and they helped me find an eBay link to the original, just 2 years older.

(Her name is meese btw)

And I discovered that this toy that I’ve had for forever has been a stim

The fur is the perfect stim, like soft but short, so it moves in that “backwards direction” when you pet it in just the right way

It’s just fun to look back on your life and have answers, even if you didn’t have questions

I have a really hard time making food when I need it, but if I start making food I can keep making food all day, and I discovered uncrustables

Autistically speaking, I hate the crust anyway (which I have a different solution for), and uncrustables don’t have the crust and can be frozen for up to 3 months(depending on the filling)

But the store bought ones do be expensive, so instead you can make your own!

And you can fill it with whatever! Jelly, Deli meat, cheese, avocado, peanut butter, bacon, egg salad, tuna, pizza sauce. Some unholy abomination of meat and Nutella, Whatever!

My home isn’t safe, and i don’t trust my parents to take care of me.

It’s taking me longer than I’d like to get out of this house, but I am very grateful that I can get out this house