#auteuryul

c  hing us… so while i always go on semi-hiatuses, i’ve never taken a hiatus as serious as this before. i’ve been really lax with my studies the past two years or so and now i need to really focus my efforts on my “final year” per say. i’m not deleting, i’ll just be maintaining it by queue or through my boyfriend. uhm, under the cut is where i get rlly sappy 4 special chingus

i’ll start with my lovely fuf. </3

zara (intaoxication); some deep part of me says you’re my favourite. i somewhat see myself in you and coming from roughly same cultural backgrounds, i can relate. so… where do i start? i think you’re one of the most grounded person i have ever met and sometimes in the crazy of life, i look for you i guess. you spew wisdom like zi tao’s hipster quotes. if you ever have any, any problems, you can always message/email me. i won’t respond immediately but i will. and prepare to be annoyed, my inner didi will always be checking on you and tao anon

tiffany (ghostwriter-kris); bb ;;;; so when we first got to know each other it was slightly awkward? at least for me because while i do follow rp-ers, i’ve never like, talked to them orz. you made it easy to hang around with you though whispers unni3 ur s0 co0l. i’m sorry everyone wants to frick u, i wish i was in such high demand too. i opened up to you the easiest and you’ve always had that trustable appeal to me. don’t be a stranger ok, i’m always here to lend any part of my body. i think i’m going to miss you very very much ;;

danielle (auteur-yul); u will always b the sassiest. somehow i’ve always been slightly intimidated by you (ur so cool) ((jk)) (((im srs))) but after so many convos, i realise we’re really no different (ur funnier i’ll give u that). i hope that with time, you can overcome your fears. promise me you’ll take a few baby steps to do so; i believe that you can. if zara is dependable and tiffany is trustable, you’re the fun. i’m not leaving forever okay, i’m just being a dramatic sap. ily dani </3 ps:when i come back i wanna bury my mushroom tip in ur sugar walls.

lydia (yixing-cr); some part of me is always here for you fetus face. i think it might be my big sister side but you’re really lovable. don’t forget that ok? You’re not a bad person and don’t burn yourself out. i’ve never been really close to you but i’m here for you. i can relate to the pressure of craving infallibility but leave yourself breathing room. “jie jie’s” got u bb. ur my favourite mei mei after all.

teesta (dammitjjong); fucking teesta. hey babe. i will never stop finding your writing the most emotionally triggering words ever and i’ve also found the perfect dom queen in you (why r u underagEd byE). i hope that over time, your wounds heal. it’s hard and long and painful but something good will come. there is so much more we can do with our friendship and i hope once your and my studies are over, we can explore ways to  make each other cry. leave me your fanxing feels (or anything really) in my ask/submissions anytime. whispers message me on imessage too!!!

emily (meowyeols); u stupid douchebun. i hope when i’m back you would have written me millions of little drabbles because your plotbunnies seem endless. thank you for letting me wake you up/keep you up for reasons none other than my extreme boredom and thank you for having my back. you’re such a fun person to talk to and when i’m free again, we’ll do collabs ok because we can kill ppl with our fics. after october you’ll get like two months of me; i promise you’ll get sick. message me on imessage if you need anything ok.

hollie(baekhyuuns); hey my cutest babe ever. hollie sometimes you make me wanna stick you in my pocket but then you write and i let out this anguished cry of fuck no pls pls my feEls. well, i’m going to miss you bb. i really will. thank you for listening to me rant </3 and i really do not know what else to say because we can be closer but we aren’t uGh.