#aurausedit

I never meant for you to know me. I never meant to let you in. But then I should not have kissed you. Not the first time. Certainly not the second. But there is a light in you so bright, it makes me feel like the man I wish I was. And forget the thing I am. I am chained to certain hungers and have damned another to my fate. You have seen what we do. we hunt, we feed, we kill. But what I am I cannot answer. my family are the first; there is no name for it. But I also desire deeply.  And I can love, as I love you.

and I did love him... with all of my heart