#auqnah

dazai: the stars are beautiful tonight

chuuya: yeah

dazai *staring at chuuya lovingly*: you know what else is beautiful?

Perhaps I love you before but now I realize how wrong I was to care for you. Maybe It’s time for you to know that we are not meant for each other. Yes, I was crazy about you when the moments of blindness were not yet realized. Because I thought that you loved me and I love you too…

Love may be blind but can understand only do lovers try. I adore you in the past years , yes I never denied any feelings. I thought I couldn’t live without you. I came to the climax of the dream, the dreams that you and I participated. Yesterday you were my inspiration. Now the world denies my feelings belief. Here I am laughing at myself because of these mistakes. Anyway, you’ll understand that to find these new heartaches is too strange. I am happy to live without you. To live with someone who loves so much is so beautiful.

But please forget me, hate me….

I shall go in the right way for me, somehow, somewhere. And I don’t care if i’ll be hurt again. I will only raise my head and proudly say:

…. that my woman is more wonderful than you are.