𝜗𝜚 unboxing popmart blind boxes together, carrying your love with him
☁︎ idol bf!jay, fluff, hopelessly in love jay x reader, a little suggestive in the end so mdni, petnames (love, babe) wc: 765
ᝰ.ᐟ blind boxes with boyfie jay was not on my bingo card but UGH this is so endearing to me. I love blind boxes, esp Hirono's. this was rushed after seeing ops on x, so not really proofread, ehehe
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today was one of the rare occurrences when both of your days off aligned together, which usually leads to staying at home or going out for a date - wherein today was the latter.
coming home with a big smile, your arms were full of popmart hirono blind boxes that you bought from your outing with jay.
of course, jay insisted he'd buy it for you, knowing how much you love to collect them, but you denied his offer, not wanting to spend any more of his hard earned money for your own hobbies.
granted, both your love languages are acts of service and gift giving.
within the entirety of your two years relationship with him, there was never a day where jay didn't spoil you rotten and treat you like royalty despite his busy schedule. wherein you reciprocated the same energy as him, sometimes more emotional when you defend him from antis or when he gets sick from overworking.
"if i don't get him today, im coming for him tomorrow," you jokingly say, placing the boxes on the coffee table of your apartment whilst sitting down on the floor.
jay chuckles, following suit to drop off the rest of the shopping bags right beside the couch. he sat down beside you, pulling you by the waist, settling his hand there, and his chin placed onto your shoulder.
he enjoys watching your reactions to these blind boxes you love so much. especially when your round eyes shine brightly, your dimples peeking through the smile.
he'd do anything to make sure nothing could harm your happiness - to protect you.
"lets unbox them together, love," you excitedly say, handing one of the boxes in his hand.
you also take one of the boxes for yourself, and begin to carefully unbox it. mentally praying the version you wanted finally comes home.
"im betting this is the one. I just have a strong gut," Jay says, wriggling his eyebrows in amusement. holding his box within eye level, trying to peek through the small opening he created. "and if it is, I'm keeping it as a trophy."
you gasp, stifling a laugh at his enthusiasm, "okaay, bet!"
"dont come crying to me, love," he teases before fully tearing the wrapper. he looks into the pouch jaw dropped, and his eyes widen with surprise.
you nervously look at him, anticipating from his reaction, "theres no way."
Jay looks at you and then back into the pouch, the corners of his lips slowly going up as he pulls the item out. that item being your most wanted on the collection list.
your jaw dropped, " no. fucking. way. BABE!"
jay laughs, holding the item up in the air in triumph with a smug look. "HAH, i knew it. I am the chosen one."
you laugh along with him, still in disbelief, "Oh my god, thats insane. you win."
"I told you, love. I am a lucky man," grinning, jay pulls you closer to sit on his lap, handing you the item as you admire it.
you give him a quick kiss on the cheek, "and i am one lucky lady to have you."
jay looks at you endearingly with a small smile.
his hand tilts your chin towards him, staring into your eyes with mischief.
he closes the distance between you, his lips placed on top of yours as his other hand firmly holds you closer by the waist. grounding the both of you in the kiss.
"im keeping this on my bag," he whispers, now trailing kisses on your jawline.
your heart flutters as he goes down further, the item in your hand now long forgotten on the floor.
both your hands grip on jay's shoulder as he continues marking you on your weak pulses with his kisses, "i'll carry your love around with me. and let the whole world know im yours."
you mewl on top of him, losing yourself to the heat between you.
jay smirks, loving the way you react to his touches. how easily you submit to him.
needless to say, photos of him with the item displayed on his bag went viral online. with fans curiously speculating if he bought it or someone gifted it to him. either way, jay walks around proudly, knowing he's matching with the love of his life with the item.
he walks to your apartment with a fresh set of bouquets, picked out with your favorite flowers. a little 'hirono the rose' item placed between in the middle with a note card saying, ' of course I love you '.
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synopsis: Who knew ‘We Got Married’ would bring back the heat for this upcoming season with an “ACE” couple, let alone a couple who ended terms with each other before their debut. Would their old flame spark once more or would they pass each other instead? With the exciting news starring Lee Heeseung from ENHYPEN and Choi Areum from SERENITY, would the old lovebirds be able to show us their profound partnership through challenging missions under one roof?
warning: idol!au, idol!oc, FLUFF, slight angst, COMEDY it’s a crack smau, fake dating to ???, second chances!au, idol reality show!au, forced proximity, kys / kms jokes, bantering relationships, fake chat txt, smau, suggestive content (no smut), main oc gets thrown under the bus by members a lot (istg that’s their love language) more tags to be added
featuring: seventeen (mingyu, jeonghan, dino, minghao, hoshi), stray kids (bangchan, hyunjin, han, jeongin) more to be added
*a/n: this heeseung smau is for fun~ so there will be a lot of unserious moments (aka crack) lol. chapter uploads will be once a week during weekends. the primary couple for this smau is heeseung x areum (oc). i will showcase the other oc's partners in SERENITY with their backstories.
warnings: college!au, age gap by two years with Jake, reader attends a different uni from him.
brother's best friend!Jake who first encountered you from a young age in middle school.
brother's best friend!Jake whom you haven't seen in a while ever since your older brother chose to attend a university with Jake three hours away from home.
brother's best friend!Jake greeted you with a bright smile, approaching you with a hug whilst messing up your hair.
"You're still the same height the last time I saw you," he playfully teases.
brother's best friend!Jake whom you have a small crush on since your first year of high school.
brother's best friend!Jake whom you have a bantering relationship with since you're both competitive.
"Nuh-uh, it's out of bounds!"
brother’s best friend!Jake who has a golden retriever vibe, in which you have a tendency to pat his head when he does something cute.
brother’s best friend!Jake who has a great sense of fashion taste, sometimes helping you pick out which clothes to buy when you ask.
brother's best friend!Jake who used to hang out at your house after school back then.
brother's best friend!Jake whom you have daily walks with Layla.
brother's best friend!Jake who’s love language is quality time.
“Want to build Lego’s with me downstairs?”
brother's best friend!Jake is great at playing sports such as soccer, baseball, badminton, and rugby.
"Let's take a break! I'm sweating too much, look-"
brother's best friend!Jake who is academically smart with honors.
brother's best friend!Jake who plays the violin for his school band.
brother's best friend!Jake who used to tutor you on your studies.
brother's best friend!Jake who easily gets scared from the loudest noise, especially when you drag him along to the horror night events, which he doesn’t really mind as long as he’s with you (in this case, he’s either hiding behind you or leaving you behind)
brother's best friend!Jake whom you tried to move on from your one-sided love by going on dates and hanging out more with friends.
brother's best friend!Jake whom you can't avoid at the house when he comes over during university breaks.
"Did I do something wrong?" He grasped onto your wrist, stopping you from your track, "You're acting different than usual."
brother's best friend!Jake who just realized he has feelings for you when he picked you up from your college dinner outing.
brother's best friend!Jake who looks out for you when you're attending parties with him and your brother.
brother’s best friend!Jake who wraps his arms around you from behind, glaring at the guy in front of you who’s been pestering you nonstop at the party.
“Who’s this, love? Is he bothering you?”
brother’s best friend!Jake who lends you his hoodies, loving the way you look in them, which are still in your closet. he'll switch out the hoodies once in a while so his cologne lingers a bit longer when you do wear them.
brother’s best friend!Jake who makes you blush by complimenting you every chance he gets.
"Your smile is so pretty."
"You look beautiful today."
brother’s best friend!Jake who you encountered at the movies with your close friends.
"I wasn't expecting to see you here. What movie did you watch?"
"Let me drive you back home."
"Do you want to eat dinner together?"
brother's best friend!Jake who secretly enjoys having you play with his long hair, of course he won't admit it.
brother's best friend!Jake who pouts when you don't focus your attention on him.
brother's best friend!Jake who loves cooking ramen for you when you come over to his house.
brother's best friend!Jake who becomes awkward seeing you cry, in which he tries to comfort you with hugs.
"I hate seeing you cry.."
"Let's go to that spot you've been wanting to go, my treat."
brother's best friend!Jake who charms you with his smile.
"I know I'm handsome but you might want to close your mouth before a fly goes in."
“I’m starting to think you have a crush on me.”
a/n: hii, i'm back with another short cannon~ as you can tell, this is inspired by the c-drama "hidden love". i totally recommend watching it! im in love with the trope.
I hope you enjoyed reading this~ Jake really has that older brothers best friend vibe. do you also get that from him or is it just me? lol
btw have you watched ENHYPENs performance at KCON LA '24?? im so happy they added paranormal and fatal trouble into the setlist. ENHA really is the main event there, it felt like their concert. im so glad they had fun performing.
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warnings: fluff, childhood friend!au, jeonghan x reader, slightly suggestive
childhood friend!Jeonghan whom you have feelings for as long as you can remember.
childhood friend!Jeonghan who visits you on the weekend to hang out at your apartment complex.
childhood friend!Jeonghan who brought your favorite food to eat together.
"It's your lucky day, your favorite best friend is here AND bought you food."
He jokingly says as he walks past you, placing the food on the coffee table in your living room.
childhood friend!Jeonghan who goes along with your choices on what movies to watch, he wouldn’t mind watching a rom-com or horror with you.
childhood friend!Jeonghan allows you to style his long hair with hair accessories, such as cute pins or ribbons.
childhood friend!Jeonghan tends to tease you about your embarrassing moments, in which you punch him in the arm for reminding you.
"Can we please not talk about that." You plead, throwing a pillow at him.
childhood friend!Jeonghan who updates you on what's going on with his life regarding work and family.
“There’s actually something I’ve been meaning to tell you.”
With a confused smile, you gestured him to continue. Anxiety slowly creeping in your body. What could he possibly announce?
childhood friend!Jeonghan plans to confess to the girl he likes, the same person he's been discussing with you. And every time he mentions her, your heart breaks a little more each day.
childhood friend!Jeonghan has no idea how much he means the world to you. You contemplate whether or not to hide your unrequited love from your best friend, whether to rip the bandaid now to make it easier for you to move on from his rejection.
childhood friend!Jeonghan notices your slight change in mood, questioning what happened for your mood to go down. His brows furrow knit together, his hand placed on top of yours to comfort you.
“Are you okay? Tell me what’s wrong. I’m all ears.”
childhood friend!Jeonghan leans closer to you, brushing your hair to the back of your ear.
childhood friend!Jeonghan knows about your infatuation towards him, although you try not to make it so obvious, much to your dismay he notices the blushes that crept up easily to your cheeks, the quick glances you try to steal, the cute pout whenever he talks about the girl he likes.. which is you [you don't know that tho]
Before you can express your feelings, Jeonghan smiles fondly at you, “You might not know this yet, but the girl I’ve been liking is you.”
Your eyes widen in shock from his confession, “H-huh?” Still unable to process what he said, “You’re lying. Don’t joke with me.”
childhood friend!Jeonghan chuckles from your reaction, pleased to see you in a flustered state.
“Now why would I lie about my feelings? Can I show you how real it is?”
You slowly nodded, giving him permission, “Prove it.” Unsure of what he can possibly do, although you really do and hope he makes the first move.
He smirks as he leans forward, never breaking the eye contact he held with you, “I like you.” In doing so, he closes the distance between you with a kiss. His lips molded with yours in sequence as he tilts his head, his hands held on your waist to bring you closer to his body. “Can I be yours?”
a/n: happiest early birthday to our angel, jeonghan 🤍 wishing him all the best from afar. 😊
here’s for all my jjongjjongie girlies, i hope this brings us all some sort of comfort since he is officially enlisted for the military.
it’s been hard lately ever since i knew how close he’ll be for enlistment earlier in the year ㅠㅠ
these tears won’t stop but let’s put it in a positive view whereas Jeonghan can live as himself, Yoon Jeonghan, and not as the idol we know. these two years will bring great health and relaxation for him. let’s wish the best for his well-being while he’s away <3
classmate!Heeseung who contacted you when he heard you needed a roommate.
"Hey, is the roommate offer still available?"
classmate!Heeseung who you find attractive the moment you laid eyes on him with his charming smile.
roommate!Heeseung who moved in right across from you in the apartment complex.
roommate!Heeseung who has an adopted cat named 'Ddongsik'.
roommate!Heeseung who was awkward at first but got comfortable every time you ran into each other in the community spaces of your complex.
roommate!Heeseung who’s known as the ‘ACE’ in your college.
roommate!Heeseung who plays basketball often with his friends on the weekend.
roommate!Heeseung in which you found out has amazing vocals as he sang loudly one weekend night.
“Sorry, was I being too loud? Haha”
roommate!Heeseung who you encountered one day at the college campus with his group of friends hanging out by the main quad.
“Oh hey! These are my friends-“
roommate!Heeseung who invites you to play with him and his friends during their gaming sessions.
roommate!Heeseung is competitive and would do anything to win.
roommate!Heeseung whom you got to know as someone with a free spirit and occasionally taking naps anywhere he can.
roommate!Heeseung who often wears beanies.
roommate!Heeseung who prefers quiet areas over loud ones.
roommate!Heeseung who’s love language is quality time, in which he tends to search for you when he’s bored.
roommate!Heeseung whom you have late night ramen together at midnight.
roommate!Heeseung who goes red and becomes a giggling mess when you’re drinking together.
roommate!Heeseung who finds horror mazes thrilling and laughs at every encounter with the ghost actor on set with you.
“Rock, paper, scissors on who goes first.”
“I think that mannequin is human, watch this-“
roommate!Heeseung who plays the piano and guitar whenever he encounters one.
roommate!Heeseung who helps you with the chores, in which the both of you have clean days together.
roommate!Heeseung who asks if you wanted anything from the grocery store.
“Did you want me to get your favorite ice cream?”
roommate!Heeseung who notices if you're not in a good mood and tries to cheer you up by making jokes.
roommate!Heeseung who doesn't realize what kind of effect he has on you when he wears sleeveless tops.
roommate!Heeseung who subconsciously flirts with you every time you run into each other.
roommate!Heeseung who pats your head whenever he finds you cute and endearing.
roommate!Heeseung who dresses well in plaid or leather attire with his signature cologne.
roommate!Heeseung who brings an extra jacket of his when you're at an outing with him.
"Gotta make sure to keep you warm, I can't have you catching a cold on me."
roommate!Heeseung who’s protective of you whenever the both of you are out for bar hopping, intimidating the guys who tried approaching you.
“Stay close to me,” as he intertwined his hand with yours, leading you to the table where his friends sat.
roommate!Heeseung who you share a playlist with, occasionally recommending songs to each other.
roommate!Heeseung who remembers your usual coffee order.
roommate!Heeseung who helps relieve your stress by playing games with him, or taking late-night drives together.
"We're more than just roommates, I'll be by your side. Whatever worries come your way, let me help you."
a/n: this is lowkey short but i hope you like it.
I’ve been wanting to do an angst scenario as well, but we’ll see about that.
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warnings: idol!au, best friends!au, members ft. (dk, seungkwan, woozi)
best friend!Hoshi who suggests you do a dance challenge with him.
best friend!Hoshi in which he brings you to their dance practice at the HYBE building with Seokmin, Seungkwan, and Jihoon.
best friend!Hoshi whom you see different sides of him while he’s working as an idol. Despite knowing his fun personality, you see how hard-working and serious he is about his profession.
best friend!Hoshi in which you understand why he's appointed as the 'dance leader'.
best friend!Hoshi who not only becomes serious and intimidating during practice but can also be a goofball around you.
best friend!Hoshi who lays right beside you when you finish the dance challenge with him.
"You did so great today, thanks for dancing with me."
"We should dance more often together. It's fun having you accompany me."
best friend!Hoshi in which he becomes clingy, never leaving your side.
"Oh come on, I'm not sweating that much." He smiles mischievously, wrapping his arms around you while you try to push him away.
You groan in protest, laughing at your failed attempt to escape from his tight hug.
best friend!Hoshi who gets teased by his band members, especially by Seungkwan, about the way he’s acting ‘cutely’ towards you.
"What are you talking about? I've always been this way."
best friend!Hoshi placed his hat on you, admiring how good you looked with it.
"You should wear this more often."
"You look good with my stuff on you."
best friend!Hoshi who offered if you want to grab drinks with him.
"Let's go walk together and grab something to eat while we're at it."
Soonyoung chuckles as he hears his band members complain about not being invited to eat along.
"Come on, I rarely get a chance to eat out with her, let alone just the two of us!"
"She's my best friend, okay."
a/n: this is really really short but I wanted to write this for fun, especially since I dreamt this a few days ago. i rarely get dreams of seventeen so i was happy they came up.. i had to make a note of it lol
synopsis: Who knew ‘We Got Married’ would bring back the heat for this upcoming season with an “ACE” couple, let alone a couple who ended terms with each other before their debut. Would their old flame spark once more or would they pass each other instead? With the exciting news starring Lee Heeseung from ENHYPEN and Choi Areum from SERENITY, would the old lovebirds be able to show us their profound partnership through challenging missions under one roof?
[Ari POV]
"Congratulations ladies! You did amazing out there," Yui exclaims as we enter our dressing room, the stylists surprising us with confetti thrown into the air. We grin triumphantly, it was our fifth win for our comeback promotion 'Eyes On Me' from our tenth album ‘Yours Truly’. All those sleepless nights of producing the songs while on tour were definitely worthwhile seeing our fans enjoy our music. It’s always fun having to interact with them during pre-recording as they show us their undying love and support.
Jaemi, our leader, raises the trophy excitedly waving it in the air, "Our hard work is paying off! You know what calls for tonight~"
"Sleeping in?" I joke half-heartedly, earning a 'are you for real' look from Lihua. "What? I just miss my bed." I continue to pout.
“Anyways,” Hyejin continued, dismissing my joke as she shook her head, “Why don’t we celebrate by eating good tonight with delivery?”
“That sounds like a good idea. I’ve been craving fried chicken these past few days,” Lihua gestures to her stomach, rubbing it in circles. "We should also add tteokbokki and ramen to the order."
“Should we also go on Weverse for a bit?” I suggest, earning a nod of approval from our leader.
“We should, especially since we won an award today,” she said, “I’m sure they’d enjoy that. We can go on while we wait for delivery.”
"Since your promotions will be ending next week, I'll have the company request a short break for you girls soon after the scheduled activities. You've worked hard for the past year during the world tour. It's about time you deserve a break," Yui announces, quickly taking note of it on her phone. However, I doubt the company will even acknowledge how overworked we have been since the tour. Our fans, Aurora, have been active on social media platforms regarding the demand for a vacation to our company. I've noticed how tired my members are despite the facade we display for our audience. I'm worried that it will become too late and the public will be outraged by the company's neglect. I sigh, eventually, our voices will be heard before anything serious happens.
"Hopefully we'll be able to go somewhere with no cameras," Lihua said while removing her in-ear pieces, setting her mic down in its case. "I still need to go to Monaco from my bucket list. I need to see Lando at least once in my lifetime."
"Honestly, I doubt that. We've been the hot topics for news articles since last year," Hyejin states, quickly dismissing our hopes of privacy. "Especially since all eyes are on us during promotions."
"If only these paparazzi could leave us alone, we'd get a sense of peace of mind," I interject, my hair stylist quickly adjusts my hair for our photo to be taken soon for our twitter page.
"Maybe one day there will be world peace," Jaemi counters with a shrug. "Should we head out soon to take our photos?"
"Whoever is done touching up can take their solo selfies first," Yui announces, "We do have a dance challenge with a few groups today."
"Alright, I'm taking off first then," Lihua raises from her seat, quickly taking her phone and trophy in hand, with quick snaps on the camera roll with a variety of different angles and poses.
"I'll favorite the ones I like," Jaemi announced as it was her turn to take photos with the trophy.
"Which groups are we doing the dance challenge with again?" I ask, tilting my phone upwards with the trophy by my face. I smiled, quickly giving different types of facial expressions on camera.
"We'll be with Stray Kids and SEVENTEEN today," Hyejin answers before taking photos of herself.
"Ohh, that means Lihua gets to be with her boyfriend~" Jaemi teases as she nudges by her side.
Lihua shakes her head with a smile, "Don't get me started with you now."
Jaemi laughs, her brows raised in response, "I'm just saying, I'm glad that our fandoms were happy for you and Mingyu. Shoot, I was scared when the company officially announced your relationship with Mingyu."
"Oh shush, don't remind me. We were both in a pickle at the time," with a groan, Lihua pinches Jaemi on her side. "Knowing our fandoms, they're very respectful and considerate to us."
About six months ago before our world tour began, Mingyu and Lihua were caught by paparazzi during one of their late-night dates which caused a stir in the industry. Not long after the release of their article scandal, causing distress to some netizens regarding their relationship status, our company made an official announcement confirming their relationship to the world and that they’ve been an item for over a year. Of course, not everyone was pleased to hear the exciting news from the agency, but that didn’t stop the couple from showing their affection for one another, which quickly gained massive support from both fandoms and non-fans. Now, they’re known as the “VISUAL CHEFZ” couple, earning the nickname from their fandoms.
"Alright ladies, let's take the group photo now," Yui interjects their banter, catching our divided attention to our manager. "Go out the halls and take the photos by the stairs. Let's go."
"Yes ma'am," we all say in unison, walking out of our room together.
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"Thanks for your hard work," the girls, Lihua and Hyejin, bow towards Mingyu and Soonyoung after quickly finishing the dance challenge for each other's promotions with the approval nod of our manager.
“Congratulations again on winning!” Mingyu grinned sheepishly, opening his arms for Lihua, which she returned with a hug. If this man isn’t the most obvious person on earth, he is so love-struck for Lihua. I chuckle at his demeanor towards her. It’s so cute looking at their interactions.
Do you want to know the story of how it all started for the couple? I'd say it was all due to us playing Cupid, by 'us' I mean Soonyoung and I. We became close after doing a couple of dance challenges together, with him quickly adding me to one of his group chats with other dancers.
I was shocked to see a text message from him one day, asking me about Lihua, which I assumed Soonyoung wanted to be more than just friends. Turns out it was actually Mingyu who wanted to get close to her.
From passing each other through the company hallways to doing dance challenges together, Mingyu finally received the courage to ask Lihua for her phone number.
I look towards Soonyoung who also glanced towards me with his eyebrows raised, a playful glint in his eyes. "Oh boy," I muttered under my breath, "Here comes trouble." Soonyoung tilted his head toward the couple who was too busy in their own world to acknowledge his presence as he slowly crept up to them, or rather Mingyu specifically. Soonyoung bumps into Mingyu from behind, sending him to corner Lihua on the wall with his arms trapping her in between. She looks up with a surprised look as Mingyu briefly apologizes to her with a quick kiss on the cheek, quickly chasing down a mischievous hamster down the halls. Ah, I can’t wait to relax and finally be in bed.
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[SERENITY Dorm]
"Wait a minute," I say, trying to digest the announcement coming from my manager Yui, "So, what you're trying to say is that the reality show I'm selected for is We Got Married."
I stood up from my couch in disbelief, "You're kidding with me right?" I say, my eyes pleading for Yui to say it was a prank. My streak of not getting into a dating scandal quickly crumbles down the drain. Knowing how dispatch and the netizens react, they'll automatically assume one of us is in a relationship or spread rumors like usual. "I can't get out of this can I?"
"Oh honey, I wish it was. The director personally chose you as the next star to go on." Yui states, giving me an apologetic look. "You'll have to sign the contract tomorrow first thing at the company. The director will have a brief meeting with you in the morning." Ah, I wish I was in Monaco instead of being here.
a/n: first chapter is here~ i hope you enjoy and look forward to this smau series 🥹
inspo songs: 'Almost is Never Enough' by Ariana Grande / 'One Sided Love' by G22
word count: 424
warnings: classmate!au, slight ANGST, situationship (if you squint), not proofread, mentions of age gap
You met him during your first year of medical school, Park Jongseong. The student who attracted your attention while wearing the school's hideous scrub uniform. He was the class's eye candy, with his tall frame, broad shoulders, honeycomb skin, and sharp facial features.
Jongseong appeared unapproachable, intimidating, and scary, but he was the exact opposite. After a few conversations with him, he appeared to be a very entertaining person. He's the type who, after he's comfortable with you, will tease you to get a reaction because he enjoys watching you get flustered.
Park Jongseong was the kind of guy who paid attention to the smallest details. Park Jongseong was the guy who would carry your stuff without saying anything if you needed help. He was the guy who would offer to give you food first before himself.
It was really strange, to the point where it troubled you if these feelings were real - you were in denial. You didn't want to ruin anything, nor did you want to have false hope. So you kept the feelings to yourself. Giving it time, hoping it was just a silly little crush and that it would go away, but it never did. The more you denied your infatuation with him, the more it became obvious that you were in love.
After a few occurrences with Jongseong, it became obvious in the friend group that both of you were attracted to each other. Especially since you confessed your infatuation with him, spontaneously deciding to rip the bandaid off, catching him off guard in a flustered state.
You informed him if he ever got uncomfortable you would stop your feelings for him, already half expecting him to reject you. He chuckled as he shook his head, "Don't worry. I'll be the first to tell you." Your heart fluttered as he stared into your eyes, his touches lingering a trail of butterflies. You wanted to ask him if he reciprocated your feelings, but the time never came to bring up the conversation. His statement gave you false hope in the end, which you already expected, given that he was older than you.
Not long after, the friends you made in medical school invited you to hang out again to drink and catch up after a few months of graduating. And now, here you are again, at his house, with the sudden announcement of his military deployment. Park Jongseong was leaving soon. He was leaving you with unresolved feelings. Leaving you in a state of uncertainty, questioning your relationship with him.
a/n: not my proudest work but I wanted to write this really short draft huhu. i hope you enjoy~
