#attentiondefislut

Tom’s face if he ever saw Jesse, again.

I don’t know if you’re going to read this or not, but if you are, thank you. I didn’t know of any other way to reach you. I lost your phone number years ago when my phone finally broke and got a new phone, no one’s really on skype anymore, and your ask box/messenger is closed.

Anyway, I know it’s been years, but I’ve been thinking about how our friendship ended and our friendship, and I don’t know why, but I never saw it before now. For some reason I was only seeing it through this one lens point of view, and the truth is, I was the one that was the complete asshole. I actually really see that. I’m sorry.

You were there for me during a time when my heart was breaking apart in pieces and you made me feel wanted, cared about, and like I had a real friend. 

We created that RP with Adrian and Kheelan based off of your idea for Adrian to have an imaginary friend. That was your thing. It was all your idea. I asked you if I could be in on your idea and be that imaginary friend, and then I was the one who completely dissed you when the person who you helped me get through came back into my life, and it was me who dumped you and everything we had planned, for her and her characters. I ruined the RP and our friendship because I became blinded.

I don’t blame you at all for when you were mad at me and wanted more space after, especially once you had a girlfriend who was probably listening to your pain and told you how toxic I was being. She wouldn’t be wrong. What I did was.

I don’t think, though, that I’m really a toxic person in general. I think I was psychologically messed up in love in the wrong relationship for a very very long time, and that I made some very bad choices that really hurt people, that hurt you. And for that, I’m really sorry.

You were a really great friend and I did have feelings for you. I think that’s why it was so easy for me to be made to feel guilty for hanging out with you. I just want you to know that I’m honestly really sorry. About everything.

If you ever want to talk, again, I’d love to. I hope that either way, that you are okay and doing well.

Bo smirked and flicked his nails together as he looked towards the young dragonling.

   "Did he now?      I suppose I should apologize,      but, no.          Cause I'm not really sorry."

"Yeah, thanks. It’s a trick I call healing… Were you like, looking to play doctor or something?”

Cue a roll of the Goblin's eyes. 

   'Yes, because I really wanted to take care of your ass      again after it gets into trouble."