TW: Mental Health
I wanted to share why Attack of the Show! mean so much to me, especially now. It boils down to a rough period in my life where G4 was a constant source of light.
High school for me was one of the most volatile and isolating chapters of my life. Being on the autism spectrum made social situations confusing and overwhelming, and the bullying I faced both in school and online made those years feel truly difficult. There were days when I felt completely alone, and nights when everything felt especially dark.
During all of that, Attack of the Show! became one of the few bright spots I could depend on. It wasn’t just a show, it was a place where geekiness, curiosity, and enthusiasm were loudly celebrated. It was at least an hour of my time that I can forget about the real world to which I felt that the world is a bit lighter and I didn't feel broken.
The Kevin Pereira and Olivia Munn era was the one that welcomed me in, and it will always be the era that shaped me the most. Their humor, chemistry, and high energy helped me realize it was okay to be myself, to embrace my passions (comics, cosplay, gaming, art etc.), and to find joy in things that made me feel understood.
Even as the show evolved with new eras and new faces, AOTS remained a comforting constant. It was something reliable that helped me get through days I didn't think I'd make it past.
Looking back, I realize how much that time meant to me. AOTS helped me feel seen when I didn't feel understood anywhere else. I’ve always wished I could thank them for the ways the show indirectly helped me in my life, and honestly, I wish I would’ve said it a long time ago.
In the spirit of G4’s classic slogan... I never stopped playing. <3
