#atriel

I think there’s a lot more to me and Han’s rivalry during the war than I previously remembered…Others tell of trials and torture before being cast down, but I was thrown out alone by Han, when it was just the two of us. I kind of think he had his own little mini agenda; staying loyal to Michael, but under the radar saving me from an even worse fate? Maybe that’s why he threw me out himself–he knew I’d be condemned during the trials, and decided to save me from the torture and disgrace it would bring me by just casting me out beforehand. I think he may have saved me in the middle of torture or something, or sent some angels to save me on his behalf. In the brief memory I have of Atriel, I’m laying in the floor in what I think is the Hall of Principalities, and I can tell that I’m very weak and/or injured. Several yards away, there’s a small cluster of angels–I think they are talking softly amongst themselves. Atriel is the only one who is clear in my mind, I can’t really picture the rest and I’m not sure if Han was there or not.