Valentine’s Day Meme

❣: My muse says ILY to yours for the first time

They’re laying in Florence’s bed, El’s cobalt blues studying pale features as they discuss their high school experiences. Eleanor’s had consisted mainly of nothing. Nothing worth remembering, anyway; the memories seemed so far away now, it was hard to know that she had a life pre-zombie, pre-shit storm. Then again, life hadn’t been so dandy before the apocalypse either. Figures, she thinks. Two terrible lives, all for the price of one. 

The older blonde returns her focus to Florence’s story about the Pass Christian spring fling, and for a moment, she’s envious. A sad sort of jealously knotting in her belly as she remembers her own teenage years, which were far less spectacular. The most excitement she had was Sunday dinner and a lemon icebox pie during Potlucks. A familiar voice echos in the back of her head, reminding her that’s her fault. Willow always had a way of getting to her, even now. 

A shiver runs down Eleanor’s spine and she scooches closer to her friend, an attempt to leave thoughts of her ex behind. Easier said than done. Instead, she focuses on the sight before her, a beautiful one, she would quite easily admit and her hand lifts to her friend’s cheek, cradling it carefully, as if she were porcelain. She seemed too breakable, perhaps though the next gust of wind would knock her over, leaving her shattered. Maybe that was just her.   

The words leave her mouth quickly, an abrupt “I love you!”as she realized just how mortal they both were. But the words run together, warped by her urgency to get them out. The actress sits up and tries again, pulling the other with her. “I love you–” A moment passes and the corners of El’s lips turn up into a small smile.“I love you, Flo... And I need you to stay safe, okay?” I’ve already lost too much. She doesn’t consider how random her sudden declaration may seem to Florence, she just leans in, pressing their foreheads together. 

“Just stay safe for me, yeah?” 

🌹// Our muses go on a first date (@namishah)

Lips pursing, the man did his absolute best to suppress the nerves slowly rising up in his throat. Long nights were spent trading and hunting around Cheyenne for the ingredients, or for all but one ingredients that he figured would be alright to substitute. Phirni didn’t seem like the hardest thing to make, but the only time he had seen it made was on the few times when his grandmother came to visit pre end of the world. As the hours slipped by approaching his date with Nami, the recipe and preparation only seemed to get more and more muddled.

He had to admit, he didn’t need to be an expert to know that it did not look right, the funny look on her face giving him no reason to believe otherwise. “Here, I’ll take the first bite to show you that it’s not poisoned alright?” With a reassuring smile ( more for himself than Nami ), Vik opened his mouth for the spoonful that she was offering him. The first thing that he noticed was the sweetness, and then he was coughing it back up, the taste absolutely putrid on his palette.

Let’s Dance to Joy Division by The Wombats (ft. @asterkuhns)

Let’s dance to joy division,And celebrate the irony,

The two were both out of their minds drunk. With bottles in their hands, the two had drank away all of the fury and sadness over their failed relationships. Neither could quite get it right; both too broken and too unstable to be with anyone but each other. But even their friendship was built on a dark base of blood and bone, there was nothing pure in their veins anymore. They both carried the same darkness in them, but even just being near the small blonde seemed to relinquish some of it. In this moment, he even felt slightly giddy. The thought that he and Skylar were forever over was hilarious, and of course his best friend had to be broken up with by the big Irishman within the same day. And now? Now they were dancing, dancing with tears in their eyes and booze sloshing from their bottles.

And raise our glass to the ceiling,‘Cause this could all go so wrong,But we’re so happy

Happy, happy, happy. The words seemed so foreign to his tongue as he spun the woman around and around and around. This was the apocalypse after all, and whatever happiness he could, as fake as this may have been. Lorenzo needed something to temporarily fill the void until he could process it all when he was better prepared, if there even was such a time. They just continued to laugh and spin, hysterical screams of laughter erupting from their lips as the song switched to something far too ironic to ignore. Yelling out the lyrics to the song, Love Will Tear Us Apart, Lorenzo let out a soft laugh before letting go of her hands and taking another large sip from the bottle.

So let the love tear us apart,I’ve found the cure for a broken heart

Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too by Say Anything (ft. @jihanalenezi)

If I die and go to hell real soon,it will appear to me as this room.

Soft light trickled through the battered curtains as Eden lifted her head slightly to turn and look at the warm body next to her. A shy smile tugged at her lips as the blonde curled into her body more, if that were even possible with Jihan’s arm already holding her tightly against herself as if she would float away without that extra security. It wasn’t a far cry from the truth however. As secure and happy as Eden was in this moment, there was always that small voice in the back of her head telling her that this was wrong, wrong, wrong. Beautiful little sins had been committed in this warm bed of theirs. Evidence of her crimes littered the other woman’s body as she lay there sleeping. It was her own personal Hell, but her Father had never told her that Hell would be this beautiful.

At this rate,I’ll be heading for electric chairs.I’m only human with my cross to bear.

Maybe she was just being weak and falling for the forbidden apple yet again, but nothing about the woman holding her screamed anything but kindness. She could try and pretend as if she didn’t see it coming or as if she had a choice, but the blonde knew that was never the case. The bashful smiles, discreet flirtations, stolen glances: she had noticed them all, and it had only sucked her in more to the enchanting woman beside her. It was terrifying but beautiful all the same, and for once in her life, Eden felt special. She wasn’t just some dumb hick to Jihan, and yes, maybe they fought constantly about her beliefs. She knew that Jihan couldn’t stand it when she would so firmly defend her father’s heinous beliefs. The brunette knew exactly how to get under her skin, and Eden hated it. She hated losing control over her composure, but she couldn’t help but realize that in a way, Jihan was making her better.

When she described her underwearI forgot all the rules my rabbi taught me in the old schul.When she described her underwear

When the other girl’s hand began to gently graze across the exposed skin of her back, Eden’s face flushed slightly with memories of the prior night flashing into the back of her mind. Her eyes grazed over the other woman’s bare back where her lips had written sweet eulogies not long ago. With hands clutching at one another, she swore she had never felt anything more holy. This was unlike any sort of sermon that she had ever bore witness too in the past. This time it was no longer her worshiping an incorporeal being in the sky, but rather her lips paying their dues to a girl who made her see God.

Know that you’ll be my downfall.

What they define their relationship with your muse as: uncle of sorts????

Something they like about your muse: how few fucks she gives, or at least let’s the world thinks she gives, about what other’s see her as. 

Something they dislike about your muse: how morbid she is often.

Their first impression of your muse: she was what aster had always wanted and deserved, a perfect child of her own. she might have also influenced how much ian wanted another kid tbh   

Their impression of your muse now: she’s a lil firecracker and knows how to use a blade frighteningly well.

How they feel about your muse: her little disappearing stunts frighten Aster too much (which makes him a tiny bit disappointed) but he understands teenage rebellion for what it is: a phase. he thinks she’s ultimately a good kid.

Something they are hiding from your muse: his background from Las Vegas.

Something they wish they could to tell your muse: those boys she’s no doubt seeing will just break her heart, he was one of those boys in his youth, he knows how it’ll end.

What they define their relationship with your muse as: she’s probably (outside of Theo and Aimee) is his closest living friend.

Something they like about your muse: how much she cares for both him and Liam.

Something they dislike about your muse: still is wary of her police background.

Their first impression of your muse: he was suspicious and thrown off guard, because the last time a woman paid him and his son that much attention, it ended with her about to bite Liam in the Fall of Denver. So he was scared a bit, he didn’t want to get so close, but it just happened.   

Their impression of your muse now: she’s still caring as much as she did then for them now, even knowing everything Ian has done.

How they feel about your muse: he thinks she is a complete godsend. 

Something they are hiding from your muse: how scared he still is that she’ll end up like he first feared, dead and turned.

Something they wish they could to tell your muse: how grateful he is and always has been for her friendship and help.

What they define their relationship with your muse as: Liam thinks of her as his ‘sister’, he’s just as protective of her as he is of Rose or Lucas.

Something they like about your muse: how stubborn and strong-willed she is.

Something they dislike about your muse: how stubborn and strong-willed she is.

Their first impression of your muse: Liam was 11 when Alice was born and when he first saw her he couldn’t understand how something so small and so soft and so tiny could grab his fingers with so much strength.

Their impression of your muse now: Liam sees her still as so small and so soft and so delicate, but now knows that strength from in body that can act on it. she’s an amazing girl, he thinks- a force to be truly reckoned with.

How they feel about your muse: he feels sad that she has had to grow up so fast, he never had a childhood either but it still makes him sad it happened to her as well and he is driven to protect her. 

Something they are hiding from your muse: how much it hurt him, not superficially though the cuts had hurt, that she had attacked him as it implied that she did not trust him enough to do the right thing for her, which is what he’s been trying to do since she was born.

Something they wish they could to tell your muse: how much she matters to him and how much he’s willing to give up for her.

send me △ for my muse to get trapped in a small closet with yours // @asterkuhns

Hands gripping waist, Lorenzo pulled the blonde in tight as far away from the door as possible. Trouble never failed to follow like a shadow. This time it just happened to be that a herd of walkers was passing by. The room around him seemed to be closing in on the two as he stood clutching at her body, silently telling himself that it would all be over in a short while. But with each breath he took, the air got thinner and thinner. His lungs were collapsing in on him, his head practically bursting as he pleaded with himself to forget about the size of the room.

Death was inevitable, but he wouldn’t allow it to be imminent. It was all in his head. He knew it was, and by the time he had made this realization, the thundering sounds of his heavy breathing and the dragging of walker’s making their way down the hallway faded. His eyes unclenched, prying themselves open until he was able to finally look down at the woman in his arms. A gentle hand was placed against his cheek, silently begging him to calm down and come back to earth with her. They were alive, and they were okay.