if i think too hard about nikkiβs experience in Obsession i feel physically ill. imagine one second youβre just walking up to your house after a night out, and then the next, youβre looking out of your own body, but youβre not longer in control. youβre a prisoner to a terrible, unnatural version of yourself that only exists because of a choice someone else made. when you scream, nobody listens. when you claw your way out for long enough to explain that this isnβt you, nobody listens. when you beg the man who trapped you in this situation to put and end to it, to set your free, he just. doesnβt. listen. and then when you do finally regain control, all your friends are dead, and you are covered in their blood. because of a choice someone else made
















