It's been 15 days since you've left for the stars and I can't tell if it's gotten any easier. These feelings pummel me like waves. I can't help but think of you often throughout the day. I can't help but to think back. Back to when I fell into the SHINee hole and fell in love with you and the other members. I couldn't believe I didn't get into you guys back when I first saw Lucifer in 2010. But frankly it never occurred to me to delve deeper into K-pop at all (or at least delve deeper into SHINee). And SHINee was the one that changed that. I had regrets for only getting into SHINee mid 2017, but I brushed it off. Because I had the future to look forward to. Like shining, blinding stars, I assumed you guys would last forever. Unfortunately, you left early. And god it breaks my heart. But that will never change anything. You're all shining stars and SHINee has affected me in a way that will never change. SHINee is five. And no matter what the future brings, SHINee will be forever ingrained in my heart and soul. I will love SHINee until the day I leave for the stars. You're my whole world. And I am so thankful and grateful for the happiness you've brought me. You did so well. Thank you, Jonghyun.
