#astarionfictive

(mpc this ask may make some ppl squeemish so pls feel free to tag with all the warnings u deem necessary) I'm an Astarion fictive and not to be like I'm The(tm) astarion fictive but my sister got me different types of blood to drink (safely) we're both native and we have a history of using animal blood in meals for protein. She got me a protein shake that had coffee, chocolate, protein powder, berries and boar's blood and it filled some kind of indescribable hole in my chest that I haven't been able to fill. Even though I dont have the symptoms of being a vampire anymore, the cravings are still there. This way I can feel secure in my identity, and fill that craving safely. tldr im astarion that drinks blood irl <3

I think that everyone that's so weirdly horny about my source character owes me specifically financial compensation and also a crash course in understanding a character's story

i miss cazador. Not in any sort of healthy way, obviously..I'm likely in a bad headspace..but still. I need to feel wanted again..by any means necessary. -Astarion fictive

Out of everything I miss Gale's embrace and Wyll's smile the most. Gods, I sound like such a sap for saying that. But there were almost no better feelings than being wrapped in Gale's arms or having Wyll's sunshine smile facing my way and knowing I caused it. My boys, I miss you so much. It's not the same without you. (Please return to me with great haste >:( )

being a fictive can be so hard sometimes I just gotta be here like "your telling me all the terrible things I went through was some writer trying to make me a complex character???" Anyways sorry for this random thing - Astarion [ BG3 / Baldurs Gate fictive] (-💉💕🎀 if that emoji combo isn't taken)

technology feels like magic sometimes my dears it so strange to think this message might be seen around the world !!! Still not very used to technology pardon my fascination my source has magic sure but never electricity -astarion fictive / introject (may we claim 💉💘?)