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Hello all and welcome to the depths of depravity my masterlist! Here you will find all of my fics to date, which are available to read on AO3. While most of my work is currently ACOTAR based, I write for multiple ships across many fandoms and will happily hear your requests!

✍🏻 indicates a WIP

🌶️ indicates spice

🗡️ indicates depictions of violence, battles, and/or injuries

📚 indicates a multichap fic

💞 indicates fluff

❗ indicates heavy emotion/emotional trauma/death, however this may not be inclusive as every person experiences and reacts to emotions differently.

💤 indicates a hiatus

Please be sure to check all fic tags on AO3 as well as these initial indicators! Many of my fics include explorations of physical and/or emotional trauma.

Azris

All Things End ❗ This fic has an immersive, direct read playlist component that you can read about here!

The Soft Heart & The Shadow 🗡️❗

The Soft Heart & The Little Fox 🗡️❗

One Bed, One Bond, and a Pair of Wings

Enter: Uncle Autumn 💞

Fighting Fire with Fire 🗡️❗

And So Our Life Begins (ASOLB) ✍🏻📚💞

A Second Chance, *part of the ASOLB series

Finding His Shadow: An Azris Peter Pan AU **please note this fic is very aged up from the original material 📚🗡️🌶️ in Ch. 2 only

Fire Alarm

The Wall Comes Down 🗡️

All I Want For Solstice Is You, part 1 of the Winter Cabin series 💞

Forest Fever, Soothing Shadow 💞

To Speak Through Smoke, part 2 of the Winter Cabin series 💞

Pieces of Us, part 3 of the Winter Cabin series 💞

A Wound So Deep 🗡️❗

The Song of Azris series ✍🏻📚🗡️❗

Hope Is A Fickle Thing

My Heart's Aflame, My Body's Strained (But God I Like It) 🌶️

Nessian & Nessriel

In Due Time 💞 (Nessian)

What Happens In The Night 🌶️ (Nessian)

Complications Arose, Ensued, Were Overcome 🗡️ (Nessian)

Take These Broken Wings 🗡️❗📚 (Nessriel)

Just One More 🌶️ (Nessriel)

Hold Me Close, Hold Me Tender 💞 (Nessriel)

Our Greatest Adventure 💞 (Nessriel)

We'll Go Together ✍🏻📚🗡️❗ (Nessian)

Multi-Ship or Other ACOTAR

3 Jewels In The Hewn City 📚🌶️ (Feysand, Nessian, Azris)

Lovers Live & Die Fortissimo (LL&DF)💤✍🏻📚 (Azris, Nessian, Feytamsand, Elucien, HelionXLOA)

Publicly Pleasing, Silently Drowning 🗡️❗ (Eris Vanserra)

How I Met Your Fathers 💞 (Feytamsand)

Stairway Snoops (Azris X Nessian polycule)

Into the Fire 🌶️ (Feytamcien/Lufeylin)

Return to the Hewn City ✍🏻📚 🌶️(Azris X Nessian swinging)

Welcome to the Family the Podfic, part 1 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series 🌶️ (Elucien, Berlain, Erislain, Elain X all Vanserra Brothers)

Rules are Rules, part 2 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series 🌶️(Azris, Berzriel)

The Clause, part 3 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (Azris, Elucien, Erlain, Luzriel) 🌶️

Birth of an Empire, part 4 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (Beron X LoA, LoA X Beron's father and brothers) ❗🗡️🌶️

From Me All Things Are Made, part 5 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (poem)

Tastes of Desire, part 6 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (Vanserra 2, Vanserra 3, Female OC) ✍🏻📚🌶️

Trades in Lace, part 7 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (Beron X OC female) 🌶️

And So We Danced (Nesta/Eris friends, Azris, Nessian) 💞

A Walk In The Park (Casris) 💞

The Hollow Women, part 2 of the TTBW series (The bat boys moms) ❗

Lullaby's Flight, part 3 of the TTBW series (Cassian & Rhysand's mom)

Righteous Man (Berlain)🌶️

ACOTAR Drabbles

The Fawn, The Fox, & The Fiend 🌶️(Eltamcien)

Live, and Be Happy ❗ (Feytamsand)

The Wall Comes Down 🗡️ (Azris)

Just One More 🌶️(Nessriel)

The Empyrean

The Quiet Game 💞 (Tairn/Sgaeyl and Andarna)

Baby's First Birthday 💞 (Tairn/Sgaeyl and Andarna)

Last One Standing 🗡️❗ (Tairn/Sgaeyl, Andarna, Violet/Xaden)

Worlds Collide (Drake/Dain)🗡️🌶️

I'll Give It All 🗡️❗ (Brennan/Naolin)

To Create Is To Control 🌶️❗ (VioJack)

Other Universe Fics

A Place Eternal 📚❗🗡️🌶️ in Ch. 5 (TSOA/The Illiad/Greek Mythology: Patrochilles, Hades X Persephone)

Reunited (Dr. Who: Amy X Rory)

The Final Moments ❗ (Torchwood: Jack X Ianto)

The Days We Thought We'd Never See 💤📚 (Spartacus: Agron X Nasir)

Event Week Masterlists

Poly+ ACOTAR Week 2024 🌶️💞

Azris Week 2024 🌶️💞

Hello love! So nice to hear from you! 🖤

19. Do you enjoy creating OCs or do you prefer to stick solely to canon character?

I'm really enjoying writing OCs! I love handing the canon characters, but I've written a few OCs and fell in love with them. "And So Our Life Begins" has an OC that we will get to see way more of in the upcoming chapters, and "Take These Broken Wings" has WAY more OCs than I thought it would but it was so fun to do. I also love fleshing out characters that we know almost nothing about (middle 5 Vanserra brothers anyone?) and adding different spins to them.

23. Is writing the beginning, middle, or the end of the story easiest? Hardest?

It depends on the fic for me. Typically with a fic I have a scene that I really want to write and that has my whole soul (the last one was the beginning of chapter 4 of TTBW if you're curious), so everything around that one scene is a little more difficult for me. This typically ends up being the middle, or the part just before the ending. Starting the fic isn't typically too bad, and once I know how I want to end it it's not bad either! But the middle, especially the middle right before the ending (if that makes sense) is the most difficult.

26. What's your least favorite part of the writing process?

Oh gosh. EDITING. I use to keyboard smash and post immediately after. But I'm trying to improve my skill and writing more intense themes, which I LOVE, and they deserve extra time and attention. BUT I tend to find myself really disliking what I write during the editing process and it takes a lot for me to fall back in love with it. I have some amazing betas who help me through it, and I always love the edited product more so it's definitely worth the stress and extra time!

Starting a new rb thread bc the last one was getting long

DAVE IS SO GOOFY. "Hello!", he's saying hi to the Monolith guys <3. TMA-I's big brother... he's so silly. I love him <3