#askshadyhellivan

Yes, I have been getting everyone's messages on RP reminders and ask reminders. You've been tagged if I've gotten them.

Yes, I have been looking around Tumblr here and there and reading the many angsty fics Zele has ended up writing. They made me angst as normal.

Yes, I have been reblogging silently without any real notion of what's going on.

Yes, I have been keeping a close eye on Dust fandom updates and the GOG.com release of a DRM-free version of the game at no extra cost.

No, I have not had motivation to do anything, despite playing the game on my Xbox quite noticeably. I've also been playing a lot of Pokemon Y and Mass Effect 2, and that has been soaking up a lot of my attention.

No, I am not feeling well. I'm actually convinced I haven't felt this depressed since March of last year, when it first settled down for the long ride. Many, many things are contributing to this, such as horrible set-backs on getting someone very special to visit and both of my parents being so depressed and anxious that both of their separate doctors had yanked them out of work until further notice.

No, I see no improvements in my mood for the immediate future.

Yes, I do see improvements in my life ahead of me, though. Possible jobs, such as one successful interview just last Friday, and three other job applications submitted. And a therapist that has been very helpful for the family is willing to take me and help me out. An outside party's opinion and the ability to vent to someone like that would be most helpful.

Yes, I will be coming back. I don't know when, and I don't know how, but I will be bringing this Dust blog back up to speed. It's too important to me at this point, as without it, I would've never met some of the closest people I've met on the internet. That, and despite my horrible lack of drive, I actually do find it very fun.

Sorry. I love you all. I'll be back sometime. Hopefully soon. Until then, just expect some simple reblogs until I finally come back to speed with life not throwing me and the ones I care about massively harmful curveballs.

Sorry I haven't gotten around to this yet, but welcome followers! Some of you followed back, some followed on their own, either way, I'm happy to meet new RPers! I look forward to our future adventures.

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