#askoptimisticelsen

M!A: Puppet 3/12

Sam: Of course!! *giggles cutely* I finally managed to learn how to pronounce l and r!! rrrrr. *giggling cutely* although I still sound like a kid.. ll.w.llll

But anyways, since Max told you about me, I might as well say what it feels like to have a mama. It’s actually fun to have a mama, although my mama didn’t technically give birth to me.. He actually adopted me! (don’t say it, she’s fully aware that her mother is a guy, she’ll throw a tantrum if you try to misgender her mother) It’s actually nice to have someone to take you in as their own child and care for you. Mama took care of me when she found me 4 years ago. :3 However, there comes a price for having such a caring and nurturing mother.. Mama.. has.. poofs.. um.. uh.. how to explain.. Uhhh.. Mama falls into poofs every now and then if he ends up starving on purpose.. there are times in which he ends up suffering flashback like events and it causes him to go ballistic…. and he said that if he ever falls into those poofs that I should lock myself up in my bedroom for my own safety because he doesn’t wanna hurt me.. I’m not saying that.. mama is abusive, he’s not!! But he does get me worried, even Maxxie is worried for mama! But I know that mama works hard to make sure that I have a relatively normal childhood! He even takes me to the adoption center in zone 2  so I can play with the other kids there while he works!!

Max: Yea, those poofs are actually relapses, she doesn’t use that much complex words and what not, the fourth Guardian who is Sam’s.. ‘mama’ has been undergoing relapses due to his forced starvation.. But what Sam is trying to say is that it’s actually nice to have a caring mother, even if she’s technically adopted. He does try his best to make sure he doesn’t hurt Sam, and if he ever did, he wouldn’t be able to forgive himself for it. But if you ask me, Sam is technically lucky that she has such a caring parent who’d go in harms way to make sure she’s safe. as for me.. *shrug* Like I said, I don’t have a family, the only ‘family’ I consider is Alpha, but mostly Puff since he’s my boyfriend.