and this is gonna be another super obvious one but uhhh i absolutely adore this person and love them with my big whole heart

which is a weird concept for me to think about cause like even just a year ago i was still struggling with that notion

coming up on the anniversary of really discovering what it meant is gonna leave me needing to sit down for a minute and just think about my life and stuff cause really... its a trip

i dont know how to say it without sounding dramatic but i would die for this person if it ever came down to it they are filled with so much love and so much goodness that i would sacrifice myself to keep that goodness in the world even if i wasnt able to experience it anymore and i think thats the most compassionate thing i could do for anyone anywhere

this is a person that is full of patience and the willingness to share the knowledge they have without holding back... and if they dont know theyll find an answer for you or WITH you and you can grow with them

this person... is full of love and patience for me and has taught me so much and shown me that it doesnt matter what you think of yourself... its what other people see in you that matters most cause opinions can differ vastly and even if you dont think youre worthy of love or time or patience or kindness so long as they think you are thats what you should focus on because you are your own worst critic youll overanalyze your actions far worse than anyone else and if this person loves you? if they can show forgiveness when you cant forgive yourself? thats IT babey thats what matters

i spent a long time wondering if i was worth it and thats changed to wondering if i can live without it but knowing i wont ever have to is the most comforting and safe and wonderful feeling in the world