12 for i was secret i kept you pleekkkk, and 4, and also 19 noah i’m dying to know
- sue
omg hi Sue (you're the best).
4. I really want to try writing exes to lovers, especially in the Ryland x reader context it would make so much sense. like maybe they were dating in college and they reunite on the Petrova taskforce. I've seen this done by someone else though before. I would also love to write a college focused au (college! Ryland x college! reader), but I think i'd be too invested in writing age gap prof! Ryland x student! reader. OOPS
12. the title of "I was secret, you kept me" is actually a lyric from my favorite musical artist Hayley Williams song "Good 'Ol Days" so I'd associate that one with that.
But also "Pure Love" by Hayley Williams as well, because its about pushing past your fear of opening up to let yourself be loved by that person. Which is how I wanted to portray reader's feelings (hiding the relationship in fear the love will hurt after they open up only to discover they are already opening up)
19. Lets just say there's a lot of 'firsts' in relationships, like first kisses, your first time together, etc....and I want to show these awkward sweet moments with Ryland and reader.....and I'm taking a creative spin on it...maybe including things not a lot of people think about when it comes to firsts....
anyways this was longer than intended..... love you Sue! Thanks for the ask











